Sad

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I saw my dad in his casket and he was like a stuffed doll and we said our goodbyes but soon after that I was like a little girl again sitting on the couch watching TV with him except I saw him kind of in the state where he was sick before we sent him to the hospital but he was laughing and he was joking with me he was trying to make me feel better so that I wouldn't be so sad before having to let him go again

10 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream about my partner. In the beginning he and I were hanging out and having a good time. We were kissing and was about to have sex but he came before I could put his penis inside of me. (Which doesn’t happen in real life) We moved on as if that didn’t happen. We were at a bar with two women and we talked for a while. Me and the two ladies started to disagree on something and my partner was smiling. He said “I’m just seeing which one of you are gonna win.” The disagreement was about who my partner was gonna pick out of the three of us to be with. I was frustrated because I was telling the two women that he was my man. The two women found it amusing and was asking why wasn’t he confirming that we were together. My partner was interested in all of us but I was left feeling sad because I thought I was his girl and there shouldn’t be any other options. My partner disappeared while i was still arguing with the women. When I notice he was gone I went to look for him. I found him, but he had a mustache he didn’t have before and he smiled. He walked up to me with open arms as if nothing happened and hugged me. I was confused and wasn’t sure what to do…then I woke up.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

2 nights ago I had a baby. She was so precious and she was mine. I loved her with all of my heart. The location was in my living room and a group of my friends were there with me. Then former graduate showed up and he asked us how we had been and what was new. We all told him some things about us and then I told him “oh yeah and I have a baby” and I pulled the blanket down and showed him my baby girl. And he was so surprised. And I woke up that morning and felt so empty and sad inside.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

I watched a news report that a Hispanic guy was talking to the interviewer, and then it showed my loved one pregnant lying in bed also talking. I realized that the guy was her boyfriend. I was shocked and sad.

26 Jul 2024

Dream

Sal was lying in bed next to me or maybe it was Tom or both. We were very close and cuddling and I was so very happy. I wanted to have sex with him but for some reason we couldn’t but it was still very erotic. I thought I woke up and texted Riki all about it but I was stil dreaming. I was at a big party with tons of tango. But I was running around so much and then had to poop and the poop was so messy I ahd to keep wiping and wiping. I had to take a bath to get the poop off and people were nearby and I had to tell them to leave. There was a big grassy lawn and maybe Tom and Alan were sitting out there. Then the tango event was done and I’d missed it and was very sad. I told Tom I was sad to not to be able to dance but I don’t think he cared that much.

12 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was going to Wisconsin and there was a boy a little bit older than me and we were going on the same flight so we started talking then when we got to Wisconsin he gave me his number and we just hit it off and we became really good friends and we hung out a lot because I was going to be in Wisconsin for 2 weeks but on the last week I found out I have cancer and won’t make it so I tell my family and everybody flys out to Wisconsin to see me and while my other bff is there she was like “ your gonna die with no first kiss” and I was like maybe not because I thought Oliver the boy liked me so I went to my bathroom and brushed and scrubbed my teeth then I swallowed some mouthwash and went into his hotel room and was like “ wake up I need to talk to you about some serious” so he got up and was on his bed kneeling and I was like “ you’ve been my bff and I’m so glad that you trusted a airport stranger” and I hugged him then he kissed my forehead and I went back to my hotel room and was so happy then after that I would like joke around and touch his hair, arm and then came the day that I had to say goodbye and I was with him all day saying “ I’m gonna miss you” and “ I’m gonna watch over you” while he was crying so we got to the airport then I woke up