Low

2 Aug 2024

Dream

In my dream I was living in a low income project with my mom, in real life we have never lived in one. And my mom and I were taking out hair someone's braids in the living room and her cousin was sitting on the couch just visiting my mom was supposed to let me know when it was 2:30pm so I could go to work, I went to check my phone and it was 4:30pm I was upset and told my mom I didn't know what I was going to do because this was my 7th day calling off in 2 weeks, she was very dismissive and said you'll be alright. I was talking to myself about what I should do and being upset. My mom began flying into a rage an cursing and yelling at me and I apologized and let her know I was upset with myself and it wasn't directed at her and that I was just fearful I would lose my job, she didn't care and was still yelling and calling me really bad names etc and her cousin was egging her on and agreeing that I was being rude and it was directed to her I even promised on my deceased father that it wasn't to get her to calm down but nothing worked. I went into my room and I was crying and really upset I never clocked into work and they were still talking about me in the living room hours later loud enough that I could hear. So I ended up calling my granny she's always been my protector in reality as well. She came to get me and I was still crying once my granny came my mom tried to act super cordial but my granny knows of how she does in these situations from previous experiences so she wasn't entertaining it and I packed a little bag and left with her. I realized I didn't have shoes on so she went back in to grab some when she did my mom must've been having some kind of family gathering because all of my family was pulling up at her house and there was a que line like at the airport with the straps dividing the line in a zigzag like pattern. My cousin Tatiana came to speak with me and I was wiping away tears and trying to hide the overwhelming emotions no one seemed to notice the distress and she just had a normal talk about life. Then I woke up because I didnt want to continue the dream, i was feeling really bad and borderline crying in reality.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

In the dream, my lower abdomen and side is hurting and cramping. I can’t figure out why. Eventually, I look down and underneath my navel near my groin area is this protruding hard knot. Almost looks like an object of some kind but it’s not really. It’s just this sore knot and bump. I remember feeling freaked out by it and not knowing what to do.