Bad

16 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was visiting my friend who has 2 kids under 7. In my dream I was shocked at what a bad parent she was 😅

29 Jul 2024

Dream

In this dream i had to tell a story to some kids in a gypsy like shop that i owned and i told the story of how my lover named jack in the dream died he was played by a guy that i dated in highschool named Josh that i have always had a weird dream connection with. It faded out of the shop and into the story, there was a big bad man of town that everyone was afraid of and it got to the point where the people of the town were scared to do or say anything because he was so unhinged. When the shop faded away i was in a huge nice empty house almost apocolypitic and the bad guy knocked on the door, i didnt answer because i knew nothing good would come of it but the door was one of those doors with the long glass sides and he saw me. I immediately pulled out my phone to call 911 until it was dark outside and my fingers kept slipping and i couldnt get out of this long scene. The bad man cameback i tried to escape from the back door the scene jump cut and the bad men had caught me and i was in a tall parking garage and there were other people of the town being held hostage there some were knelt down and blindfolded and he was shooting them, I saw an opportunity to get away and ran to a car that happened to be running and in this dream i couldnt drive i had just never learned, I put it in reverse not understanding and ran through the parking garage barricade which was a couple floors up from the bottom so it was a big crash down to the first floor, my ears were ringing and i was out of it. The bad men where running down and i was able to get up and find another car, the bad men finally got down to the 1st floor and were assessing the car, the car was so mangled that they had to get close to see if i was still in there, so while they were confused and looking i just in a maserati and i still cant drive but this time i figure it out and drive off, somehow i heard of this safe place it was the towns elementary school, other people of the towns homes were boarded up and the school was boarded up, I had gone to the school specifically looking for Jack and when i got there Jack ran out hugging and kissing me desperately in relief so we went inside and were sitting of the floor of a class room there were other people and we were catching up on everything that happened. I guess i had lead the bad men to the school and while we were all huddled and whispering they had set up dynimite around the school. Im not sure how we found this out but at this point i remember that the leader hates Jack but Jack never told me why. So of course at this point everyone is panicking and trying to figure out what to do, but there’s seemingly no way out but Jack and i remember as kids we had a way we would sneak out but only we can go out that way for some reson and so Jack and I make a dsh for it and make sure we dont see any bad men so after confirming no bad men we are full on sprinting across an open field to a treeline, one bad man spots us and radios it in to the leader and he come sprinting after Jack specifically, i had a weird thought that i think the leader is actually Jacks dad and thats why he doesnt want to tell me about their issue and a really tall heavy set guy comes chasing me at this point we’re still closer to the building then the treeline and as we’re all sprinting the building explodes and I see as im falling Jack and the leader poof into fine gold dust, in this dream world that is just a weird as the normal world no one has ever died like that, I feel the deepest pit in my stomach my throat it tight and the only think i can relate it too is the feeling you get from your first heartbreak so as i fall the heavy set man behind me falls dead onto me protecting me from the full blast of the explosion, I crawled from under him and I run to where Jack and the leaders bodies should be and i just cry and cry kneeling on the ground, the story zooms out and fades back into me older in age telling the story to the children in my shop and the dream ended but in a previous dream I would where wear this neckless with gold dust in it trying to learn about the special dust and trying to see if theres someone who knows where Jack went or how to bring him back with this dust… but im scared that maybe Jack was actually obliterated or the dust is his and the bad man and if i follow that trail i may bring him back instead of Jack.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

An ex of mine was comforting me because something bad happened