Empty

24 Aug 2024

Dream

My husband and I have finally decided that we were going to attempt to have a baby. We start buying stuff and we attempt for the first time at home. We get interrupted by someone knocking on the door, which is my mom. I start an edible in my purse and I go with her to the store. My husband texts me saying we try again tomorrow. After we finish shopping my mother accidently takes me her house. She said she is sorry and so I go to my empty room with nothing but a bookshelf filled with books, two tracks with a whole bunch of coats on them, and some random stuff on the floor. I sat in the middle of the room and reminisce.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

2 nights ago I had a baby. She was so precious and she was mine. I loved her with all of my heart. The location was in my living room and a group of my friends were there with me. Then former graduate showed up and he asked us how we had been and what was new. We all told him some things about us and then I told him “oh yeah and I have a baby” and I pulled the blanket down and showed him my baby girl. And he was so surprised. And I woke up that morning and felt so empty and sad inside.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in my Grandma's house in Poland and my mum said it was empty without grandpar. I agreed it was less lively but I didn't agree. On the empty bit my brother and mum were dropping sapphire potions that looked like the test tubes in science. You could fill up the amount of drops and the default was 3. They filled it the 50 and dropped 2 I had this black test tube. It was a very good op version of the sapphire potion. It was said to be careful on the label. When I dropped the black sludge went everywhere. I was cleaning it up or trying to. But when my brother found out I was in trouble.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

Me and my family are eating pizza inside while a storm is happening. I really just wanted to be outside and play in the pool but I can’t. I’m trapped inside. Later my dream changes, I’m in my local city. I wanna go down the block but I don’t want to walk. I take a bus, but as I’m on the bus I realize it’s the wrong one. We’re going further and further away from where I wanted to go. I then realize I don’t even have a bus pass like everyone else. The bus stops far away from my original destination, I’m in a whole new city. I manage to get off the bus without anyone noticing. I’m wandering around thinking about what to do. There’s no one I can call to take me back home. I go into a gas station to get some food and be inside. I didn’t wanna be outside in the dark. I struggle to get food, everything is out of place or empty. I try to talk to people but they’re no help. I’m stuck here.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I was laying in bed with my boyfriend, we were cuddling and things seemed fine. But when he went to put his arm around me it felt like I was being held down by darkness and the darkness made love to me. I tried to scream and kick but I couldn’t move or get away. He was killing me, taking my breath away, my life away, my happiness away. I was left empty, alone, and disappointed. He left me a hollow shell of what I was when he first touched me. He took everything from me. I was praying for death to come find me when he was done.

20 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream of a lady wearing purple hat light purple sweater and red burgundy leggings and I was in an empty parking lot and my parents picked me up and out of no where this lady wrapped her arms around my neck and as soon as I open the door for me to get in the car, she shuts it in front of my face and just stares at me.

17 Jul 2024

Dream

With an ex girlfriend at a diner for breakfast. I remember walking in and going to the checkin and speaking to one of the waitresses that took our name. We had to wait for a while. We we walked into the restaurant where the people were enjoying their meals. I saw a bench and sat down just before the table next to the bench was done eating and they got up and one of the guys went to sit on the other side of the bench. It was small so there was no room for his girlfriend. She walked up almost expecting me to get up so she could sit with her boyfriend but I didn't because they were done eating so I was still waiting for table so I'm like, they should be leaving so I'm not getting up. She was annoyed but never directed it to me even though it was obvious. She was tan like maybe she was mixed with Indian and Hispanic or something and he was white with brown messy curly hair and a short beard. I got up because it looked like my ex (girlfriend at the time) got a table and was sitting down. I went over there. The table was round or square. I sat walked up and she was sitting with some older lady. I sat and she had already ordered us food and we started eating. We were eating some cereal and I was like, where is the real food? She said she ordered the same thing for me as she had another plate of warm food that was covered in aluminum foil for some reason but I don't know what it was and I didn't have that dish even though she had hers. Suddenly, I realized the once crowded restaurant was almost empty and was much smaller than before. Lots of staff came in and now it looked like they were wearing hospital clothing. They went up to the guy from before with the girlfriend and the bench and were going to hold him down and give him a shot. His girlfriend was no longer there. He looked at me and said something in hopes I'd defend him and they all looked at me and I said I don't know what the heck was going on. Suddenly, I realized they were never talking to this other guy and that they were here for me the whole time. The waitress from the front counter was holding a needle and was right next to me. Next thing I know I was with her but we were outside in a side yard spa e with a white wall and brown wooden fence. She had a huge brownish red pit bull mastiff or something. It had beady eyes compared to its massive head and it was on a leash but lunging for me. She was going to let him go and the dog would have attacked me but then I was at my mom's house walking around and went into the kitchen. Where there were 3 golden retrievers that were friendly. I started petting one and then saw a series of scenes like I was watching a movie trailer for a horror film. The film was about my experience at the diner and th last scene was the waitress who now looked like some dead demon lady with paper white skin and long black hair crawling up to my ex girlfriend who was sitting on the ground of the diner sliding back as to get away and my ex girlfriends face exploded and this demon waitresses face melted off and and onto my exs face like it was making room to replace her head with this new one. I then thought that this was too scary to watch right before bed and turned off the TV. I then realized I was watching this on a TV as the scene panned back showing the television. I was in my bed and I then got up to go to the bathroom like I normally would which made it feel super real. I think that's when I woke up but I can't remember any more details.

2 Jul 2024

Dream

A dark dream with emptiness