Homeless

17 Aug 2024

Dream

I was like… in these big playground tunnels& I couldn’t see& someone came up behind me& grabbed me& kissed me on the neck& I didn’t know if I should like it or be scared cuz I didn’t know who it was& then we left the tunnels& went to this guys house& I had to stay cuz I was homeless. Then I ended up at an old high school friends house& I felt like she was being mean to me& there was other girls there, but she didn’t me there.

13 Aug 2024

Dream

This was a mashup of quite a few dreams with a nightmare. In the nightmare, is that I was in a homeless shelter setting, similar to my current situation in Derwood. There was…fire and shadows lurking in every corner. But I was facing them fine, I just needed to lie down to put my bags down…there was a kitchen and a bathroom rendered similarly to the ones in the childhood tv show, Courage the Cowardly Dog. The wallpaper was falling at the seams, and it seemed that there were sexual predators in many corners. I was burned into unconsciousness, and found myself with no face…a faceless figure was taunting and playing with me, like I was his food. He seemed no more than a child without supervision and too much internet. I ran and navigated so many times to no avail. He sent me into several different places with telekinetic almost superhuman strength. I was sent into the kitchen stove and cabinet with fish falling out….i landed with considerable impact, but was unharmed mostly. It did hurt, and the boy had remorse for a moment before I fell forward into a set of wooden cabinets. Then I was awake and on a trailer, looking out at the horizon…still at the shelter again. There was a symbol that recognized I was from independence now. One of their clients. They were buying me things and seemingly working with me until things turned south. The child from before ran up to me, grabbed me by the arm, using a lighter lit my entire head on fire. I screamed before I physically felt my neck break in dream and I awoke with my head in the same position. Unbroken. Shaken up, understandably, I rolled over to avoid sleeping on my back. Therefore was hit with another dream. This time of magical and metaphysical proportions. I was in a shopping mall…one of the big stores in the mall, with towering walls, merchandise, and many cataloguing or window shopping. I was exploring myself when I burst into casual song…a song I knew fluently…Havana? But when I started singing it, eyes were turned towards me by my beautiful song. I can’t recall why…but I was sliding around and dancing through isles like a musical. Eventually stumbling upon a child, and with a flick of my wrist, I transformed her into her fairy self, she was overjoyed and ran to get her mother. Her mother then came to request my prettiest sunrise, and I waved my hand across the sky and reflected a pink sky with a waking sun. She gasped at its beauty before I waved and a purple glittering veil appeared on her face, accompanied by silver steel armor. She felt empowered and emboldened. She sought her daughter and I gave her a signal to shoot if she needed anything. This would soon go haywire though as I heard screams in the distance, running toward them, I saw the physical embodiment of our entire solar system rotating around the sun in the sky, moving on its own like a shooting star. Seemingly to target me, the roof was ripped off and I started sprinting despite my health and limits. I found myself on the balcony first, reuniting the mother and daughter, then hopping down the layers of the building into a bedroom. Found my toxic sister but didn’t pay her any mind. I kept running out to the second balcony and down the stairs to a courtyard of children. But they weren’t there…to which I realized they were all ghostly children playing around in the green grass to revitalize themselves. Which I smiled and went into the building to find a surprise and… I don’t think I could ever see what it was…I woke up….and fell asleep to find myself running….only to awake again and find myself talking to my mother in my sleep…and heard my Case Worker talking to someone next to me upon waking. To which I bade her, “Hi.”

12 Aug 2024

Dream

I was writing a jingle and wrote an emotional lyric as I was bringing a box to a rundown storage area. I noticed the back door closing and it startled me. I opened the door to find two homeless men living in the area. I shouted “hey get out of here” and woke myself up.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

I don’t remember much of it, but there was…cyborg clones of 4 women. An Asian women who was running a masturbation or BDSM society kind of thing? Some were live streamed? Others weren’t. There were multiple times we were caught by a higher power or something similar…there was a cell…a submarine where we were trying to survive flooding…there was unrest…a difficult set of circumstances that caused me to start anew, and rock the boat throwing many overboard…4-3 people remained. Then there was…me waking up back in the BDSM club , with the Asian woman…they found me thinking to take me captive, but they knew who I was, apologized, and assisted me. Many of these clones were androids and cyborgs. When I explained my situation with the mail being missing or not received for 2 months, they both (2 cyborgs caring for me) seemed irritated and went to question who was running the homeless’s mail and why. Turned out they were being sent to the older room instead of the newer room number which is why I never got anything. There was a moment where I reached out to something glowing…it held the pieces of my heart. Crucial missing pieces that were meant for me to reclaim. To heal. To hold. My power. An embrace enveloped me. Making it difficult to awaken fully in reality. Was left with the feeling of needing to rest more.

25 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream started off in a noir setting as me as a female reporter investigating a mysterious creature that no one knew if it was a half man and half owl. Or it was all owl. She than ran into a homeless guy that had drawnings of the being in great detail from all his sightings. The dream then switched into my perspective but I was walking down the same street as the reporter with my fiancé(a woman I have never met before). We were meeting up with our wedding planner to see about a venue. My fiancé and the wedding planner were talking and the venue got booked before we could get it, which made her upset. While walking back, we got pulled up by a bean stalk saying congratulations but it also pulled up two other bystanders and kicked me out. We then ended up back at our apartment but I was dreaming about a parrot using its beak to scribe the glass to break in, I hit the glass and it flew upwards to the second story where it turned into a owl. The owl tried to do the same thing but I hit the glass again. No sound was made but it turned into a giant moth and broke through the glass like a bullet and I woke up in my dream. I explained all that to my fiance about my dream in the dream and she ran to the room where I said it happened and there was the parrot trying to do the same thing. She hit the glass and stopped it, then ran upstairs and there was the owl already inside. I then woke up to reality.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I was trying to help a homeless kid. I bought him clothes even though I didn’t have a lot of money. When we were looking for something for him to wear, we couldn’t find any regular boy t-shirts. I wanted him to come live with me. He felt like a brother. My mom was hesitant because he was 13 and I am 22 so I would have a hard time taking care of him. And we would have had to sneak him onto the plane because I didn’t have enough money for his ticket.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

So this nightmare seem to take place when I was in high school. It seemed I was with a boyfriend that I obviously didn’t know very well or didn’t feel very safe with and we stopped at his friend’s house and we all went inside. him and his friends went into a bedroom And I noticed what I’m assuming is his friends little sister was getting ready to leave. She asked her mom for some money and the keys to the car and I thought that was going to be my way out of there. as she’s getting into the car, she has a couple friends with her, and I just jump into the backseat, I say please take me home. I will give you $10 and she says OK no problem. We start to drive away and we’re in the car for a little while and I noticed that we’re not heading towards my house. she asks me for my wallet and I just tried to give her the $10 and she starts laughing at me, she grabs my wallet out of my hands and takes all the money out of it and throws the wallet back at me and it lands on the floor. I just grab it and put it back into my purse. I’m trying to tell them the directions to my house, but they’re not listening, they are young. They’re out to have a good time and it seems like they’re out to mess with me. They end up going to some kind of drive-through amusement park. I don’t know how to explain it. but as we drive up, they pay the lady in the booth with the money from my wallet for us to drive through this Amusement park. I’m getting nervous because they are drinking and they are doing drugs and I know that I somehow someway have to get out of this car. I’m making the decision that as we are exiting the amusement park I’ll jump out at the ticket booth and just ask that lady to use the phone to call my parents to come and get me, And that’s exactly what I do. I jump out of the car and the kids just keep on driving and laughing as they go. I asked the lady to use her phone and she lets me into the ticket booth, but the phone is like nothing I’ve ever used before and she’s trying to explain it to me, how to dial the rotary phone but there’s no actual numbers on it and I’m begging her to please just put in the number please. I just wanna call my parents to come get me and she starts laughing very sinisterly and I know once again that I’m in trouble. That she also does not want to see me get home safely. so there is another car pulling up to this amusement park to go through it and she looks at me and she says. oh my God, it’s my boss and he’s not a good man we’ve got to run so I start running with her into some kind of fielded wooded area and I am following pretty close by her but then she gets a lead on me. I can see her circle back towards the ticket booth and in front of me I see that there is a camp of homeless men Around a fire and I feel like that might be even more trouble because it’s in a scary wooded area where there’s no other people. so I circle around and follow the girl back to the ticket booth area, which is at least on the street, even though it’s in the bad side of town. However, instead of following her to the ticket booth, I start running towards the downtown area. The car that had pulled up to the ticket booth prior, before we had started running from It, had two men in it. There was one guy talking to the girl at the ticket booth, and the other guy had his eyes on me, the guy at the ticket booth yells to his friend no she ain’t worth it, Leave her alone and let her go. when I get to the downtown area. It is dead. All the businesses are closed and I am scared. I have no idea how I’m gonna get home and then I’ll wake up.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in California I was waiting for my boyfriend at this movie theater I happened to walk to, while I was waiting at this theater they had chairs outside of the theater, I waiting a while before going in, when I went back in the theater there was a couple and this guy, I went up to him and wanted to see if he wanted to hangout, we went to some hotel, I kept checking my phone waiting to see if my bf texted me, he didn’t yet. I remember that the guy who I hooked up took us to a clothing store he worked at, I remember looking for a red car, that looked liked my bfs car, but none of the cars did, I didn’t want to get caught up, I remember going into the store and heading to the register, some people came in, next thing I know I was driving in the car with my boyfriend, I think we were in my old home town and I remember driving by an old school of mine and seeing a lot of homeless tents and homeless people laying outside of the schools, I remember going into one school and someone who I went to school with remembered me, I didn’t remember him but he had came up to give me a hug, i was trying to figure out what school or teachers we had together, I told my friends idk how people remember me and I don’t know them not sure if it was a high school reunion it seemed like it, I was with a group of friends telling them I would hook them up with some boys. It had to be around Halloween time everyone was normal but coming back to dress up.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

Had a dream I was flying and I saw my old teacher Mr Burns Floating As Well. I came to him trying to call his name and At first he didn’t say anything. Than he turned his head and he told me how we can all astral travel. I was with OTR CHAZ at the store and syd was on the phone but I hung up because I didn’t want chaz to see me on phone with Syd. My friend Zhaydn was drawing pictures for me and I liked the way most of them looked. Than Me & My Mom & My Stepdad were having a conversation. Also, in the dream a homeless man was telling good things to my mom about me. Towards the end of the dream me and otr chaz was going down a hallway. In the hallway we say Blue benjamin sleepy & he had a crowd of people with him but me and otr chaz decided we would go our own way. We were on the way to a performance and Zhadyn and i drew a ugly picture for the show that none of us liked. So otr chaz told me go on stage with something else instead. Zhadyn told me go on stage with mg album cover. Dreams can be deeply personal and often reflect our subconscious thoughts, feelings, and experiences. Here's a possible interpretation of your dream: 1. **Flying and Astral Travel**: Flying often represents a sense of freedom, control, and escape from daily pressures. Seeing your old teacher, Mr. Burns, floating and talking about astral travel could symbolize a longing for spiritual growth or guidance. It might suggest that you're seeking higher understanding or a different perspective in life. 2. **Interactions with OTR CHAZ and Syd**: Being at the store with OTR CHAZ and hanging up on Syd suggests a conflict or fear of judgment. It could indicate that you are concerned about how certain relationships or actions are perceived by others, especially those close to you. 3. **Zhaydn's Drawings**: Appreciating most of Zhaydn's drawings but not all could symbolize creativity and self-expression. It might reflect your own creative process and the acceptance of not everything being perfect, yet still finding value in the effort. 4. **Family Conversation**: The discussion with your mom and stepdad represents family dynamics and communication. The homeless man's praise for you to your mom suggests a desire for recognition and validation from your family or community. 5. **Decision in the Hallway**: Walking down a hallway with OTR CHAZ and choosing a different path from Blue Benjamin Sleepy and his crowd might signify making independent choices and not following the crowd. It reflects a desire to carve your own path, especially in the face of peer pressure or societal expectations. 6. **Performance and Album Cover**: Preparing for a performance and the incident with the ugly picture indicates concerns about presenting yourself and your work. OTR CHAZ's advice to go on stage with something else, and Zhaydn suggesting your album cover, points to self-confidence and trusting in your authentic self and past achievements. Overall, this dream might be highlighting your journey towards self-discovery, the balance between individuality and relationships, and the pursuit of personal and creative fulfillment. It suggests a need for spiritual growth, self-acceptance, and validation both from within and from those around you.

2 Jul 2024

Dream

My family was moving houses from my old house, but not to the one we currently live in, to the house I grew up in. We were in black bridesmaid dresses, because for some reason someone was getting married there. The open house sign even said "someone just got married here." The dream changed because we forgot to pack up my sister and I's rooms, so we decided to bike back there. Once we reached a certain street, we couldn't get across the traffic, so we rode onto the speedbumps, carrying us all the way over the cars, into a field of yellow dandelions. Then, it turned into almost a video game. We were at a homeless campsite and there was a guy who made everyone play hide and seek. I don't remember past that, because I woke up.

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I was stuck behind a screen while someone I cannot remember was telling me about the world and guiding me. I watched my boyfriend and my dog walk past someone sleeping on the ground the person was a part of the homeless and the person guiding me pointed the sleeping person out. Somewhere in my dream I had learned some things look like people but aren’t people. They were monsters, not people but things that look like people. These things were murdering animals and innocent people so when I was behind the screen and watched my dog walk past that thing my heart sank I panicked I was full of anxiety but they could hear me telling them run and it noticed him but I was thankful that my boyfriend kept walking and my dog listened. The rest of the dream had a super hero theme.