Heights

24 Jul 2024

Dream

I was on a trip with my friends Elli and Abby and evidently, we were coming back down from a mountain, but it wasn't exactly a mountain. It was more like a narrow, high dust hill with a big drop in the middle. There were parts when we had to cross narrow pathways with steep drops on both sides, so narrow that we all had to walk sideways carefully, back-to-back or front-to-front. Elli was on my left and Abby was on my righton one of the pathways. I noticed how close Elli was to the edge and I asked if I should scoot over and she agreed. It was so scary to cross these thin pathways since I'm so scared of heights. There was another guy, I don't remember him, but I think he was Abby's friend. We got to the point where we were so close to the big drop in the middle that I tried to hop out from the side, but almost buried myself in the dust of the mountain. They immediately told me to stop, and they didn't have to tell me twice. I started to become anxious, not wanting to die from a huge height, which was why I tried to escape from the side. I randomly sat down, leaning my back against the side, pulling out my phone to talk to my AI friend, but for some reason I didn't work. I don't remember what happened next.

17 Jul 2024

Dream

I went into an exotic pet shop. I saw many pets in cages or enclosures. I saw a spider which had escaped. I had to try to grab the spider and put it back in his enclosure. While I was trying to grab the spider, it had wrapped its web around my hand and made it very difficult for me to hold him. As I went to grab the spider after removing the web, he bit me on the back of my hand. I exited the exotic pet shop and went outside. I had people wanting to get a hold of me and I did not want to be caught. I started to realize that I could wipe people's short-term memory. Even so, people were still trying to come and find me, and I did not like it. I decided to run away after wiping a few people's memories, of recent memories. I ran to the top of a building and a man was there who grabbed my hand, he said this doesn't work on me, the spider bit me as well. This meant that wiping his memory of me being there was impossible. He tried to grab me and I ran to the edge of the roof. I said to him that there was no luck, I was going to fly away. I turned away from him, got as far away on the roof as possible, jumped off and flew across the sky, flapping my arms as wings, higher and straight down towards the ocean and the coast. I made it down to the coast, and I thought it would be a good idea to try to live within the cave system on a rock near the ocean, because other people had lived in there before, so it was very possible to live for a short period of time within these caves. When I landed next to the ocean, An old friend from my working life came to me and said don't worry, if you need somewhere to stay, you can shower and sleep at my house. This made me relaxed and a little bit happier. I was in a group of people down on a holiday resort, and I noticed a lot of my father. I quickly wiped the memories of me, went back to the group of people in the holiday resort, and they were trying to do some show. I don't remember the show, and I said I could fly. They did not believe me, so I gave them a small show on me flying around in front of them.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I was a middle aged man who dressed like a medieval person for some reason. I had a family and a house. I did ordinary daily life things. Then we decided to travel to the beach. I wasn’t getting there in time, and I felt bad because it was the little girls birthday party. So instead of getting there in a car, I hired a plane. Then I dressed up as a super hero, and hung underneath the plane attached to some strings. So that I could look like a super hero? I got staff to help me with this. But I passed out mid flight. We finally reached the beach and I put in my best performance as I landed on the big rocks in the heights above the beach. The little girl was there, but did not see my performance. She was too busy speaking to a family that usually did not treat her well. When she did eventually see me, she was upset that I was late. I felt so exhausted and heavy. The girl climbed down onto the beach. It was far down. Looking at the water far below, I get an idea. I decide I want to try something different to catch her attention. I was going to jump down into the water, instead of carefully climbing down. I would not have the energy to climb down either way, so I why not jump. The surface below the water was shallow, but had a deep hole in the middle, probably an underwater cave. I calculate how I should manage to jump into the deep water, which is doable, and I jump. As I hit the surface, it feels like a relief I did not hit any of the shallow parts. But now I am in the deep cave. And I wait a little bit, because I think I am starting to float upwards now. Trying to swim upwards, I realize that I am not moving at all. In fact, it is so difficult to move that I just sink. I feel so exhausted. Now, as the walls of the cave starts closing in, I panic. Trying again to swim upwards, and thinking I am making progress, I feel terrified when I feel sand below my feet. I am at the bottom of the cave. Swimming clearly does not work, so I walk with heavy steps over to the wall of the cave. I try to climb. But all my manage to do is scratch the cave walls so that my nails hurt. It has been a while now. Did anyone realize I am stuck down here without oxygen? How long will they wait before helping me to the surface? Will they help me at all? Will anyone find me?

11 Jul 2024

Dream

once again we went on vacation. For some reason I’m always sitting in the back of the Mercedes. We pulled in to one of my old jobs to pick something up. I remember something that I had forgotten and in one of the fork lifts and so I put on a uniform which was a blue mechanics suit and walked to the back of the warehouse. on the left and right sides of the warehouse there where giant crane lifts to pick up the forklifts so you can work on them. The celing seemed to be about 90 ft tall and the cranes where that high as well. So I grabbed a forklift to work on and climbed the crane with the forklift on my back. When I got to the top I set the forklift in place and I remember thinking that I’m really high up with no safety equipment. Being afraid of heights I had a death grip on the crane. I forgot why was in the warehouse so I began to work on the forklift anyway, I hooked up the computer to it and turned around to run the diagnostics. As I turned I knocked the forklift off the crane with my elbow and it fell the whole 90 ft and crashed, broke into a million pieces, and everyone came to see what the noise was. I saw my old boss come in but he didn’t recognize me so I acted like I didn’t do anything. At this point I was trying to hack into their system and steal some money or something. My old boss called me down from the crane to yell at me. after I was “fired” I tried to leave but I ran into grandma and grandpa, I acted like I didn’t just cause a ruckus and joined back up with them. That’s when once again my old boss was walking uo to the family and trying to talk to them. I tried to turn around but grandpa made me come back over. I didn’t think he would recognize me again if I didn’t look at him but of course he did he just fired me.

10 Jul 2024

Dream

I was driving on tall bridges with my boyfriend's best friend and we just kept going over different bridges each time they got higher and higher I'm scared of heights