Feeling

26 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was having this sleepover with a friend and they knew that I had a crush on my best friend Ron and I thought they were joking when they said what if he's here they said as they were looking behind me in a joking tone but I looked behind me and he was there I turned around to look at them but they were running away I looked at Ron and got super nervous he got closer and sat beside me I we both said hey to each other and were both feeling aroused he started to lean in to kiss me I hesitated for a moment but let in and kissed him back and he ended up on top of me while still kissing me

20 Aug 2024

Dream

A team leader for a business that I am an Independent Contractor confronted me at a huge event, telling me I was not of any relevance as a consultant and that no one cared for me as a consultant. She was really critical of me. I attempted to ask different leaders and consultants if that’s how they felt. Everyone appeared shocked at the the allegation but no one actually denied it. I was awakened but when I went back to sleep the dream continued.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m at a party, a big family reunion or high school reunion. I get a phone call from my boss but I can’t hear him because it’s too loud and the cell service keeps going out so I tell him I have to call him back tomorrow. There are kids there and also people drinking. I have a really bad sore throat that’s swollen and makes it difficult to swallow so someone finds a doctor at the party and he swabs my throat and sends it to get tested and it come back positive for pseudomonas. I’m reassured that I can still go to work but another doctor looks in my throat and says there’s a Christmas tree at the back of my throat. I go around colllecting my things from the party- clothes, shoes, an iPad. I get the feeling I’m not welcome at the party, not because I’m sick but because I simply don’t belong.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream about work last night. I had a dream that me and my manager, who is the director of specialist care, were having meetings with people. I turned up to this building and it was like a school. And the director was already in there and she was chatting to staff and she handed me a load of printed paper, which I believe were meetings from the last time she spoke to them. And she was just doing recap meetings. And she had a computer on so I was taking notes from what I could hear. And I don't know if I ran out of paper but I started writing the notes down my leg. And then these people came in and the people she was having meetings with on the computer were actually there. So she was kind of chatting to them. And then there were some people that were quite upset. So she took them off and was chatting to them. And I was kind of sat in this room just kind of trying to tidy up my notes. And then it got to a stage where I thought I probably need to leave. It's getting quite late. It's quite far away from home. So I went to this other room and this woman that she was talking to was upset. And my boss, Kate, was kind of trying to make her feel better. She hit up and I kind of got in with that. I was trying to say positive things, cheer her up. And it turns out this lady had had cancer. And she felt like life was hopeless. And we were trying to tell her that she should come through the other side. And actually she's been given a second chance. She started to feel a little bit better. And then these people came in. And one person was so tall, they literally had to bend over to be in the room. They were probably like, I don't know, three times the height of a normal person. They were trying to get stuff out of the fridge. And this lady that had cancer, she said, oh, let's go in the other room. And she took me in the other room and she was laughing. And she goes, oh, at least I'm not that tall. Anyway, we were chatting and then other people I work with come in. And Kate was off at the front talking to somebody and passed her out and was like, ah, she knows everybody. And I said, yeah, I think it's amazing how she knows everybody's name. And she went, oh, yeah, but some people will be easy like that guy. And my boss was talking to, I think he's like an Indian guy at the front of the class. She goes, that's Bakery. Everybody knows the dollies. Everybody knows that. And I was like, that's not a very nice thing to say. And I ended up chatting to her and saying, oh, I didn't know everybody's name in the office when I started working there. And that was our office. And I didn't know anybody. And she knows everybody's name. I think it's brilliant. And I was trying to walk through the classrooms to try and find this lady with cancer. And there were just people everywhere just sat there. And then Kate came through and she said, oh, we can go. We can go and get something to eat soon. She said there's a good place up the road that does free refills on drinks. And everybody else started to go because they had to catch a plane back to where they were going and we were right there. Catholic Airport. That was it.