Falling

26 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in my old elementary school that caused most of my trauma. Some people that have bullied me was there. Class was in my room and then I freaked out, grabbed a bat and destroyed the desks. I was about to hit them until it went back to the class but in an actual classroom, but I went through the walls of my school and went outside to this mesmerizing garden that I twirled in for a while. Then I saw my old school principal with his walkie-talkie and I went towards him in a panic because I was disobeying class rules. He asked, “how did you get outside?” I said, “I went through the little cracks.” He took out his phone and there was only 2 contacts, my brother and my mom. I chose my brother and then he reminded me of my sexual abuser by saying something and then I cried and fainted with her face glitching and the background black and green. Then I woke up with a marking on something with a dot saying, “anger; excused.” I woke up in the same classroom in my room and destroyed the desks once again with every one of my bullies backing up in fear. Then I teleported to a house party downstairs of my house with some people I recognize from my school. I kept on having flashes about my sexual abuser. I interacted with some people and as soon as something embarrassing or I didn’t like happened I went back to where I was doing the exact same motion. I tried taking a shower and once I got out. I got a flash again and purposefully reset what I was doing, it happened multiple times in the row until I was walking to my high school but it was more like a plain, fancy, college. I was late for my period 0 class and was going to my period 1 class. I walked up the stairs and because of the cramped place I fell on my chin and couldn’t easily get up, everyone was staring at me.

26 Aug 2024

Dream

My girlfriend and I were in a big store doing some shopping with my parents. The store was filled with colorful strange things, floating candy dispensers that would dispense candys and glitter from time to time so kids were there waiting always. A few kids were throwing some lollipops at me after the candys got dispensed, in a good way tho, like they wanted me to have some of their candy. I wanted to leave the store and i couldn’t remember where the exit is so i tried to go through the fire exit where i triggered the silent fire alarm and someone came to me and told me im not allowed to use that exit, they showed me the way back and i found my parents car. After i got in the car i woke up with my girlfriend to an escape room on the edge of a cliff. My girlfriend and i kept getting out and back in like in a circle and she started feeling sick. The girl from the escape room determined that my girlfriend had gonoreea because she googled her symptoms like feeling super cold just like she mentioned before actually going to sleep irl, she also separated her and I because she felt that my girlfriend would not be comfortable telling her the truth in front of me. She sent my girlfriend somewhere. As i walk outside of the escape room , i meet with Laura, an old friend of mine that recently met with Anita to talk about how she got cheated on by her boyfriend radu. We then both saw that Anita was on some kind of paved cliff, we watched her on that cliff and as she was replacing a stone in the pavement it gave in causing her to fall off the edge of the cliff. I ran after her moving everyone aside and yelling make way, when i got there a small kid that looked like my younger self in winter clothes, even if it was hot out there was looking trough the gap Anita fell, i back the kid off and there was his mom on the edge of cliff giving me attitude. I told her what happened and she said anyone can fall through as she showed me that she can just delete any rock from the pavement causing me to fall down the cliff as well. My girlfriend and i reincarnate in the form of two kittens sitting in the backseat my parents car driving back from the store. They were laughing and talking about us as cute kittens. I was watching us from a third person perspective. For a second i blinked and my girlfriend and i respawned as characters from a video game called roblox

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I need to go uphill. It is steep. All of a sudden. The toad changes and I realize I‘m on a highway. With no green on the side. It, s dangerous. I try to ste over the reling but there is nothing. And ai find myself hanging on it. 15m above the ground. My hand hurt my arms are tired. I don‘t know what to do. I consider junping but I know I will injure myself. I‘m calm, no panic. All of a sudden I notice tubes hanging from the ceiling. I can grab them with my legs and then slide down very easily safe an confirtanly. A miracle

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I was working with Sam & Dean Winchester. We were investigating a handful of deaths surrounding an alleyway. Instead of it being a ghost, we followed leads to a psychic man who was already locked away. He was killing people and seeing them die from his locked up asylum room. We took him to another place that was haunted by a ghost that butchered anyone who walked inside. We had the psychic man strapped to a gurney and rolled him inside, slamming the giant iron doors behind him. We knew that he wouldn’t last long in that room, and that his powers wouldn’t be able to escape that room since it was lined with 12 inches of iron outside and buried far underground. Then, I was in a kitchen. I was cleaning it and planning on renovating it. I remember falling down a platform in the kitchen that was part of the floor. After I got up, I was talking to someone about my renovation plans for it. I was thinking of fixing the flooring, adding a rail to the platform that I fell from, and putting in some window walls with patio style sliding doors. It was the first time I’ve felt physically happy outside of my dreams.

17 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was on an escalator and I fell a bit right as I was going to be at the top. Then some the fall made the escalator go in the opposite direction, so I was down in a few moments

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I was on an airplane and when i looked outside the window there were two people sitting on the wing of the plane and they trued to stay on but then fell from the sky, when they fell it suddenly changed to my point of view and i was falling from the sky when i was about to land i had a parachute and me and my old bestfriend from primary school landed safely on green grass then we sat on the green grass and i was looking around taking the scenery in and we were eating takis then suddenly i was walking through this sketchy place at night with my old bestfriendd and walked past this big smelly bin bag on my way to work at pandora and then i was suddenly at my music production college in a classroom with new people we were all sitting down and there was the teacher talking to us while i was observing the whole classroom and people

13 Aug 2024

Dream

Seems like Hong Kong, Shanghai, Taiwan all combined Slums amidst the skyscrapers that hide most of the firmament Monorails, looks a bit like Ueno Station, there’s a bus terminal Getting off the train and out the platform and floating down near one of the illegal slum buildings Roofs are stacked on top of one another, threatening to crush from the top if anything more than a Magnitude 5 or 6 had happened Dim flickering fluorescent light tubes and computer’s RGB lighting Accidentally pressing down on the doorbell(more like window bell but I digress), dropping at the speed of a sparrow going in for the kill because the residents are now trying to sell me shit and chasing me down Floating and parkouring across the crowded neon lit slummy streets through the sudden downpour Sliding into the closing cafe-bar shop with preppy bare wooden frames and incandescent light bulbs, kinda tropical I’m now at a place that looks like the surroundings of Sara’s house blended with the scapes of Kita-Kamakura Two of the friends are already getting their drink, they greet me and we have a chat, having a color-changing syrupy refreshing drink(probably a cocktail made with butterfly pea tea and something else), mint Scene changes, now I’m getting home And home as in going up the rusted helix staircase of the apartment right above the cafe establishment/ethnic apparel-trinket shop Scene changes and now I’m getting into some condo, a room in some classy, fancy old apartment in Dateo, Italy Colon Firth is here dressed like a butler or a gentleman There’s someone else with me and we’re sitting on the bed, turned somewhat child-like We’re singing something but the keys are off and we get the lyrics kinda wrong Awkward but fun

12 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m jumping on a trampoline, doing flips in the air. I never land, just float there. As I’m looking up at the sky, it erupts. When I dreamt of dying, I never felt so loved. I was splashing in the stream, I started to fall in, something inside of me wanted it to happen, I was face down in the water. I’d never felt so loved.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I was climbing a cliff because I heard there was a cure to something at the top that I needed And I slipped on some ice And as I was falling I went to try and grab onto something But some big orange fluffy bird looking thing with glowing yellow eyes with a purple lighting following caught me And i rode on its back looking out into the sky And we flew to the statue Where there was a giant village or tribe with a bunch of the birds And I walked to the main building and met the elder bird And it was like talking to me telepathically about the cure So it reached out its big arm and dropped a feather in my hand And told me to run the feather down my face and i did And I got these like markings on my face And then the bird said you are ready and he got the bird who flew me to take me back to the mountain And I started to climb up to the top and I like started climbing really good and fast And I made it and there were these 3 even bigger owls like the size of mountains one was white one was black and the other was a maroon and they were just looking at me And then they said something I couldnt understand and the markings disappeared and I like felt myself sink like yk when you fall in your dream thats what it felt like And then the birds flew away into the sky and blew everything away but I walked through the wind and it was so foggy and I kept walking and made it to some like door and i was reaching for the door and woke up

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was in the city again, I was in line for auditions for a role in a movie or something and it was a scene you had to fall off a ledge onto a soft platform. My cousin was there, she is passed away in real life recently and she was pushing me to do it. Helping me practice. It got to the point where I needed to go up but I chickened out last moment, scared of the fall instead of the acting part. In the dream I remember she passed away and said “she would be pissed I didn’t do it”. Also I remember I had to sleep in my moms basement again, and my bed had a leak from the ceiling onto my mattress to which I moved the mattess to prevent it from getting more wet.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

A clown was chasing me and I fell down and the clown stabbed me

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I saw this guy in the supermarket and we talked and it was with my friends and then we as walking home from the supermarket and we have to go left bout me and my friend go right because we see him walking so when we got that way I’m walking past him and we are going down hill so I fall and he picks me up and asked me if I’m all right and I say yes and his friends are playing basketball and me and the guy sit down and my best friends is still standing next to us and get hit in the head with the basket ball and the guy I was siting next to gets up and looks at her bruise and put a mini Band-Aid on her head and one of the guys said to her let go inside to put a better bandage on so me and the guy keep talking and he tells me about that wonderful thing in the forest and it like a lake so he go to the back door in his house and his friends asked him where we was going so they came along with us and we went through a whole bunch of doors and then when we got there it was like a beach and I was siting down and he was in the water and he told me to come in and he was in the deep side and I kep holder ng on to him and we did that then we lame out and sat next to a rock and had a sand fight then it got late so we washed of and when he got home he was my next door neighbor and he snuck in to my house and he saw my mom wake up and left and I had a picture frame with him and I on my shelf