Helping

24 Aug 2024

Dream

Već dugo vremena sanjam ali se ujutro ne mogu sjetiti sna sto mi se nikad nije dogodilo. Uglavnom danas popodne sam sanjala da se vozim autobusom prema mami i tati , oni su dvadeset godina mlađi nego sto realno jesu. Sa sobom vode samo jedno od moje braće i sestara ( mada ja imam samo jednu sestru) a u snu ih imam desetak. Kad sam došla na mjesto susreta mama i tata ulaze u autobus sretni sto me vide i kreću pričati o tome kako su sretni i ponosni na to sto sam pokrenula novi posao, mama govori kako ona zna da sam ja cijeli život sposobna ali da dok sam zivjela u rodnome gradu uvijek sam pomagala drugima a najmanje sebi. U cijeloj toj situaciji ja sam zatečena ali beskrajno mi je drago da je tako, mada i u snu kužim da je sve potpuno nadrealno ( jer se tako nešto uživotu teško može dogoditi)

17 Aug 2024

Dream

This dream was set in my high school, a mix between the Q block where my history classes were and the library. I didn’t ‘attend school’ as I was talking about the teachers and my experiences there in the past tense but I’m not sure why I was at the school. I was talking to my old music teacher, a teacher I don’t recognise but ‘thinks attractive’, a teacher who resembles Max Minghella and a teacher from my primary school. I was heavily flirting with the first 2 teachers, simultaneously trying to get their numbers or make them give it to me. They were flirting back. There were papers all over the floor and my left foot slipped on one and twisted out my knee. I winced in pain and sat down trying to get it to stop hurting. The teacher from my primary school (Mr Hodge but MUCH younger) came over to try help me stretch it out. It was a really awkward way to do it but I didn’t say anything. It felt a little better and my music teacher (Mrs Watson, whom didn’t like anyone at school but was really nice in this dream) asked what was wrong. I told her how I had an ACL reconstruction when I was 21 and sometimes it plays up. She replied asking if I was sure they fixed it and I laughed and said I hope so. I pointed to her shirt and asked her how well were the sea eagles going. She was wearing a manly sea eagles 2008 premiers shirt, and she remembered I went for them as well. We chatted about how the eagles were looking really good for finals and I was so keen I’ve already bought grand final tickets. I then went back to flirting a little with the teachers and one of them gave me their number for something else before I had to leave to meet Larni. I left and as I was walking home, past Cole’s I saw my little sister and mum also walking and caught up with them. Talked about the day and as I turned the corner Larni jumped out excitedly. I said hey and we continue walking when a school bus went past with one of the teachers I was trying to flirt with. I then got a text message but I can’t remember what it said. As I looked up from my phone I noticed a fight was breaking out with some younger kids at the train station. One had thrown the other off the bus and then started punching him harder. I walked over, the kids seemed no older then 5-6 but acted as if they were 18-19. I tried breaking it up and separating them when one of the boys ran at me as if to try to fight me. I put my hand up and said no before waking up.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I am on vacation. I have a villa, I can’t tell but I think it’s an Airbnb not a hotel. I meet a woman who is being abused by her husband. I tell her she can leave him. She comes with me back to the villa where I offer her to stay with me and be safe. Someone who works the property finds $100 on the ground and hands it to her. She has nothing but we know there are resources. We are getting her help. She has a small suitcase and nothing else. We are helping her. I am helping her. I sacrifice my relaxing vacation. It’s the right thing to do.

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at a venue and there was a wedding being held that day. Everyone that was in my dream was recognisable as someone I went to school with, but I was never necessarily friends with, more acquaintances or I'd known of them. While we were in the venue watching this wedding get set up, the fiance or bride walked in to help finish setting up and the girls I was with started taunting her and making fun of her. I felt bad for her so I decided to lend a hand. As the bridesmaids were drinking and didn't seem to be very helpful, I tried getting into it, but for some reason I either kept dropping things or putting things in the wrong spot or messing up. I was happy helping though, so I continued to try and help out. The groom and grooms party seemed to be drunk and disinterested in helping the bride as well. Eventually, the bride came over and she seemed worried and stressed about her day. I reassured her that despite all of these things going wrong, her day will still be the best day of her life and very memorable. I continued trying to help set up while we chatted and we even mentioned that there was a goat at this venue despite neither of us having seen it yet. I then had a switch in my dream where the scene was now a beach but instead of sand it was all pebbled and it was very overcast and gloomy. There were people on the beach almost as if they were soldiers or fighting each other and I wanted to get rid of the ones I was fighting against so I sent or unleashed these ferret type animals or monsters to attack them. The monsters were these sort of grey smoke or cloud like creatures. No faces but long claws. They started attacking everyone, not just the people that I was fighting against. And so everyone started to try to run away from the beach as people were just laying there getting attacked and eaten by these creatures. It was as if the more these creatures attacked people, the more creatures came out. Then it switched back to me at the venue and I could see everyone running over the hill towards us and away from the beach while also getting attacked by these creatures. I ran into the venue to try to shut and lock the doors to keep everyone safe. When I shut the doors and turned around, it wasn't a wedding being set up anymore, but more looked like a cafeteria. And there was a person standing in the room that I didn't recognize, but I knew by name. I called out to him and he didn't acknowledge me, instead just watched a room intently. I looked into the room that he was looking into, and inside it was the figure of a man, an older gentleman with a white beard and wore red clothes, and he saw me looking at him and got quite angry and a wash of fear came over me. As he started to walk towards me, he also grew in size and looked like as if he was almost crawling. I then woke up.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

The Grocery Alleyway Me, my grandpa, my mother, my brother Ikmal, my friend Iffa, my uncle uncu, and my sister Fatima are going to the grocery store at my grandpa's hometown, the building and the roads are made out of mud bricks, muddy and dimly lit. At the grocery store, my family (My grandpa, my mother, Ikmal, Iffa, Fatima, Uncle Uncu), are buying some supplements, drinks, and food. Ikmal is creating his very own snack at the grocery called "Chocolate Pizza with a hole in the center" Or a large flat donut, he showed it joyfully to me. While others are buying foods, I am just taking onigiri and risoles, my mother is angry at me for only taking 2 small snacks, but I angrily said to her that "I am craving for friend salty umami snacks!", So then we paid our grocery and get going. I finished eating the food and sneaks quickly to a narrow Alleyway to wash my hands in the sink, after that I search for my family who have went further. Then I finally found My grandpa Saleh, Saleh is struggling to lift up some cloth because of his back pain, so I helped Saleh lift his clothes to the Jeep's trunk, The clothes were from my grandpa's childhood city padang. I went inside the Jeep, but then saw some ladies not wearing tops in full nudity, I was captivated. I then drop off somewhere far and said goodbye to my family, my family goes without me, Then I went for a stroll on the road, In the road I saw my female bestfriend Nadine the Taekwondo fighter doing a street fight, I watched Nadine fight. Nadine won the fight and I was happy that she won, She and I smiled.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

NYC subway-I am trying to figure out which train to take. And I’m having trouble getting the ticket dispenser to work. And I’m asking someone and they are helping me. I have to walk down to another station the five instead of the three. So I start to walk, someone wants to give me some thing and is following me and I thank him, but I don’t want whatever it is. He’s trying to give me. He could be a bit of a creeper but maybe not and it’s all OK. I finally get to where I’m supposed to catch the train have more problems with the ticket dispenser and have someone else show me how to use it.. 2) snow policy- I wake up and there is a ton of snow on the porch in Bayfield and I think that the snow policy of going into the college won’t work. Because if it’s that bad for me, what about other people so I am calling. And I run into Tom and Walmart and tell him that he needs to be sensitive of other students. Then Gretchen knows of a woman who she can interview who’s Pakistani. We meet her and Gretchen interviews her. and I’m saying like get on with it. Gretchen is asking slow questions. The woman drives a big truck. She is really neat. Like a semi. And she is also pregnant and tells the story of almost getting stoned by another person and surviving. And somehow that makes sense with the snow argument. but Gretchen needs to write it all up and then the woman isn’t sure about having her name used in an interview.