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25 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I had a dream that’s a variant of many similar dreams lately. I was sitting in a cafè having coffee with someone, I don’t know who but I know that it was a friend or acquaintance and I was waiting to go to the airport. I don’t remember where I was going just that it was very important. Someone asks me (actually I think it was my husband) when my flight is and I said 15.45 so I gave still lots of time. We sit, chatting and then I say, maybe I need to go get my bags and start getting ready. When I’m there packing the bags I see my phone has been on “do not disturb” so I switch it on and notifications about my flight start pouring in from an hour before. I then understand that I remembered badly, the flight was a connecting one and the second flight were to leave at 15.45 but the first one was at 13.30! I panic, I HAVE to get to my destination, it’s so important, people are counting on me, oh my god what am I doing, why am I so distracted? I usually have total control about things! Weird enough I’m more or less at the airport and I need to find the office of the airline so they can maybe help me get to the connecting flight or change it to a direct one and I just need to add the money. I’m searching for the office, asking people for directions and some just look at me blankly, then finally outside a pharmacy a lady tells me it’s just around the corner. I turn the corner but just see a restaurant. I ask the lady again and she says, no it’s there, just look closer, I don’t think you’re looking. I go back and I see it, it’s right there. I go to open the door and I have to look down because the step is at a weird height and when I look up again I wake up. This is a variant of other dreams with the same sense of urgency and getting to a certain secret destination that’s vital for me and my kids. My husband is usually there but never helps, sometimes he even makes it worse by going the wrong way taking the kids with him or not listening when I call for him/them. He usually never looks at me or talks to me, like I’m not there. Usually I need to get to a bus, or a train or a flight and I loose my direction or there are obstacles in the way (stairs that change where they end, or by crossing the street I end up five blocks further away, by opening a door I find myself in a place where I don’t know how to get out or where I even am). I always wake up before I get there or before I know I’ll make it. It’s like an elusive maze but with the stress of having to get there, almost like it’s a life or death situation. It’s extremely stressful and the dreams are filled with a lot of anxiety and frustration. I’m doing everything, like everything I can to get me (and sometimes the kids) to where I need to go but whatever I do it’s like walking through mud or being pushed further away. I’m thinking this is a metaphor for my life, someone or something being the block that keeps me held back in every way.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I had dream about my computer was hacked. And I was varry upset about it. I was trying to guess how did this happen and what to do.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream somebody had Gaven me a parrott shortly after the parrott died but I kept him then that dream ended and a new one began this dream was about the same dead parrott, it started by going to my cousins and she’s spraying down her walls with a water hose so I did too and then she walks out the house and I’m still there she’s looking at me weird and then I tell her the hose won’t shut off so she then comes back in and turns it off then we go outside and I walked over to my aunt and told her about my parrott but it was gone so the my boyfriend appears in my dream and we all look for the dead parrott finally we find some parts of it but never found it’s head then the dream ended.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was at my job. In real life, I work at an apartment complex. I'm a leasing agent. So in this dream, I was working and I heard the phone ring. So I picked it up and it was one of the residents. And they were telling me, the person below me is having a heart attack. And then the phone just abruptly disconnects. And I try to find the callback number, but I can't. And I don't know who called. Then the dream woke me out of my sleep.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I was being chased by weird colorful monsters and I had to go through like their building I gave up on that then it went to where I stayed at this house and they had pet cows and my dead aunt was alive in this dream and so there was something weird going on with the cows and it was creepy and it was some type of syndrome that happens to them where they freeze up and stand up really tall and then their guts fall to the floor and it just smelt awful I had to see it then I went on a date with this girl at a beach even tho I had a girlfriend we were crab hunting but instead we found jars of small holographic mushrooms and fairy stuff hid under the sand in a box then she invited me back to her house she really liked me but I had a girlfriend and didn’t tell her and I didn’t do anything with her why ghosted her then it went to a different dream I lived kind of around a forest and it was common for people to hang themselves there and I got off the school bus and saw a man in a tuxedo hung and I freaked out and walked home it felt like I was panicking I told my mom and uncle about it and we went back and the hung mans pet cat was also hung the smell was awful and I accidentally touched it and it felt all oily and then it made me overthink like what if this is a sign I need to kill myself we kept finding money on the ground and then we went to an icecream shop and we were low on money and my mom got a chocolate milkshake I wanted a peanut butter ice cream cup but the dream ended there

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I am with my family in the car, on a road trip towards the mountain. As we start going up I come across three black jaguars, the road to the mountain is literally just a little hedge on the side of the mountain wall, and sometimes it would have holes in it but the car would still make it by driving glued to the wall. After that we reach up and there is a town there, we stop at a house of someone we know. We had our cat inside the car so I opened the windows slightly to leave air. As I do that there's a boy my age staring at me from the corner of my eyes but I don't notice him. The gate of the house had angels ingraved on it. I walked towards the house and was met with an old lady, a grandma who lived there with her family. She immediately grabbed my thumb and squeezed it while closing her eyes, saying that I had mediocre psychic powers And I could see and etc. I already knew what she said was true, she brought me inside where there are two large tables full of family members but not completely full, I walk in between them and acknowledge the people there. The grandma gives a a small flat bowl plate with oil, at first it was homemade alcohol but when I asked she said it's oil. I tasted it once and then the boy from earlier put a animal leg in my plate. I knew him from somewhere, we were close. So I insisted he take his leg back in a playful manner, we bickered and laughed. I chased him outside, leaving the plate inside. We were really close, laughing and making jokes together, and then laying on a bench together while being happy that we finally met. It was like we knew eachother from somewhere but we never met before, so when we met it felt like a reunion. His sister comes who's a bit younger, saying that we are clingy and cringy from how close we were. I take a look at her fingers, full of golden rings, I take one and try to put it on other fingers. I then notice that she is full of gems and gold, she had a hair accessory, and even on her feet, and clothes. I get distracted by her and when I try to take my attention back at my friend he dissapered. So I try to look for him, and I don't find him. Most of my dream I was looking for him. Afterwards I find myself in a waterpark, and I meet my grandma.(who passed away a long time ago, and I haven't dreamed of in a long time) I tell her how I miss him and I'm worried for him, I haven't seen him and I don't know where he is. She calmly tells me why he left and where he is. He lost his family, he didn't have anyone else to go to. So he left to live with his friends. And I was like, but he has me, why did he leave me? My grandma goes out of the picture as I look for him not that I know where to look, and I arrive at a home. I walk in and hide in one of the rooms, and then he finds me etc and I talk to him why this why that. But it wasn't the same person because I didn't feel the same. I think that my dream just gave me what I wanted but it wasn't the real person from the beginning. I felt at home and like a child, but the second time I met him it was a different person in looks and I didn't feel the same. I woke up and tried to go back to sleep to find the boy again in my dreams. But to no success.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I was wandering in my family's field when I saw a cow that got attacked by something. The cow had its skin torn and ripped off from its head to its torso. When I accidentally touched it it moved. It was alive and I tried to find someone to put it out of its misery.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with an Orange tabby cat who was following me around and who I was hanging out with, I was holding a clear wine glass with water in it. The cat kept getting in my way and almost making me drop the wine glass and water. Eventually the cat did make me drop the wine glass and spill the water on the carpet. The cat seemed happy about it and started licking and stepping on the water that is now on the floor. I remember there was a part of the dream that my dad was angrily wrestling someone at night for no reason. I was upset at him about that and ran over to rip him off the guy as I yelled at him. The dream transitioned to me being in space and had an alien explain to me that I’m energy that is connected to the entire universe. My girlfriend and I were lost at a mall in the airport as we were trying to find the gate for my flight. We decided to search for the Chase bank in the mall and go to room 306 as they’d be able to tell us where to go and give me more information about my flight to Brasil

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I was pregnant in Kasigluk AK. I was there for someone’s funeral and I was pregnant. I was staying at a family members house and there were so many beds. I went into the next room to talk on the phone because my girls were sleeping. It was my boyfriend and I was updating him. I don’t know why he wasn’t with me. I ended up having the baby in my dream. It was painless. I swaddled him and put him to sleep I named him Kyle. I went to the living room kitchen area and there was Arlettie Toby’s ex wife. I’m good friends with her in the awake world. She dug in the freezer and took out thick long sausages and asked if I wanted some. I said yes and started cutting them with a weird arm length size knife made of caribou antler. She had got a call that I can overhear on the phone it was some girl “I’m here at Toby’s house drinking” is all I can hear, and I’m mad. I go back to the room where my kids are and I take my newborn and bring him to the kitchen living room area. A lot of elders are sitting around I hand my newborn to one of them and ask the other what do if I haven’t delivered the placenta yet. Then it was time to go to the grave and everyone was leaving and someone still had my baby I was running around looking. All of my kids were scattered. Then I spotted my newborn and I woke up.

28 Jul 2024

Dream

My littlest sister Ellie went to one of my friends house, Isabelle, and when she came back she look off so I kept pressuring her to tell me what happened, she’s only 6. My mind went to the worst place and I asked if they had done anything sexual to her and when she said yes I started to break down and hug her, I told my mom and she sent police there, apparently they had a dungeon with chains hanging from the ceiling and a uncomfortable chair, they found videos and let us watch them. It was Isabelle’s dad and mom both doing it to her while she cried and stayed quiet, I cried over and over again watching it. And after they took everyone from the house we all went there and searched the whole place with Ellie, I kept her clutched to me the whole time as she said what they did and where

18 Jul 2024

Dream

老師委派給我們一個任務，分屍一人一具屍體，都是一些無名屍。老師教我如何做，我們就跟著做。但是我感覺十分不耐煩、很累、很麻煩，不斷和身旁的朋友抱怨，說著「還好我今天不是穿漂亮的洋裝，不然就會被弄髒了」。然後還要不小心做錯步驟，臉部到部分切錯刀了，但我想著應該沒有差，反正最後屍體應該都會被絞碎。繼續切割著屍體，現場一片血肉模糊。但意外的沒有流太多血出來，並且也不會太難切。慢慢的切割完上半身了，只剩下下半身還沒處理，但我找不到下半身的屍體了，有些驚慌，就在尋找下半身屍體的過程中醒來。

16 Jul 2024

Dream

i dreamt about my sister and her friend gone missing and searching for them