Confession

23 Jul 2024

Dream

My girl Carolay texted me that she invites me to go to Salvador this year with her bc she’s going for 16 days at the end of the year I had a feeling I was gonna go so I was happy for the invite I met her dad later I was driving a car and Carolay my gf was on the passenger seat we confessed to me that her heart never belonged to me that she loved someone else I was just filler I told her okay and I told her I will leave now dispite me driving the car I left and I started running home I regret it bc home was far away it seemed like 15 miles but I did it anyways and the run felt fast forwarded before I knew it I was home

12 Jul 2024

Dream

Again I had a dream about my childhood crush aka Erick and this time it was me and him talking and just having a conversation then all of a sudden he tells me that he still loves me and that It was always me he never had any feelings for his girlfriend, and we were older and we were in high school and he asked me out to homecoming 😞wow, I really wish I was still dreaming he really confessed his feelings but then I told him, look, it takes a lot to convince me and win my heart I’ve been through a lot of bullshit so I told him look I know that your saying all of this now but you really hurt me and I don’t really trust you that much anymore and that’s where the dream ended🫣 I dreamt about this after watching love island and this is important because I used to hate this one character “Leah” because she was constantly taking about her false love rob and she was so relatable in a way I just really relate to her and what hit me the most is when rob actuallt communicated his feelings and being mature, I can’t help but wish that Erick did the same thing:( but in reality he is really imature

2 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream with this man named Brian who I had a minor crush on well in my dream we were hanging out and I didn’t think anything of it but then things started to get spicy and he asked me to go back to his place which wasn’t very private his friends were there just watching and taking pictures of me cause they couldn’t believe he had brought someone home. And that’s when he confessed to me that he likes me. For some reason too a priest showed up and was just talking thing through with us about what was to come next. And how we shouldn’t hide or feelings for one another. We were trying to have sex but with the priest there we stopped and we just laid next to each other admiring our naked bodies. He was so kind and gentle to me.