Disappointment

29 Aug 2024

Dream

I was camping with my two little dogs Kona and Ollie and we set up camp the night before with full intentions of bringing my boyfriend to camp the next day after he got off work. I made a fire and me Kona and Ollie listened to the fire crackle under the stars. The next day I left camp and drove down with my pups to meet James. I clearly remember two objects I left behind before leaving. I foldable bike and an REI gray and green tent. I also remember looking at the fire pit to make sure there was no trace of flame. As we made our way to James he called me and let me know that he got called into work and would not be able to camp with me anymore. I hung up extremely disappointed and walked into our apartment with my pups with my head hanging low in sadness. James told me he would go back up to the campsite and clean it for me since he wouldn’t be able to camp. I saw him with a buddy in the car drive to the campsite and started cleaning while I was home getting ready for bed. James was mad and was moaning and groaning about how difficult I can be to his friend as they cleaned the campsite.

10 Aug 2024

Dream

I had just gotten home from work, April had ordered pizza for the family. I know this because as soon as I tried to enter the house she asked me to go back out to meet the driver who was about to arrive. She tells me that she told him to park at the end of the lot. This was to avoid him parking in our handicap space in front of our house - which is for our daughter. I think "lot" is not the right word, but can't think of a betrer one. I come out to see the driver confused about where to park. He has driven to the end of the street but not found anywhere to park, and has come back. I wave to humans to let him know he can just hand it to me. So he parks his car in the middle of the street and gets out to hand it to me. I take the box, which oddly appears to be a medium (not a large) which is probably not enough, I peak inside as he is driving away and sew that it is smooshed on the side (more disappointment). I notice that there are only 5 pieces, then think I must have counted wrong there must be 6, because there can't be 5, which is impossible. When I take the pizza inside, I am at work again and setting the food up for my coworkers. I set the pizza out and people are grabbing slices 2 at a time and finding places to sit in our ridiculously impractical "soft seating" furnished space. I spot the last four pieces and think I should find a place to sit so I can grab them before they are gone. Down a narrow hall is another area of seating so I'm pretty sure I might sit there, on my way back I see an Asian woman has situated herself with her slices such that she is seated on the floor blocking it. I mean, at least I have to step over her to get by. I try to do this, but she stops me to tell me that she needs me to place on order for zip ties for a shipment she will need me to set up. Worried that I will lose out on having lunch I take the time to tell her that she can send me an email requesting that I order it (of course this is common knowledge that everyone should know - and common sense of you think about it. Because it will give me a record of the request and I will also have her name, both of which I do not have if she just randomly stops me in the hallway. After answering her I set off back towards the pizza bracing myself for disappointment.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I was distressed, anxious and jittery sitting alone empty handed waiting for someone- my mother, maybe- in what appeared to be a train station station. An older woman with a gray bob hair cut, thin circular glasses that barely kept from slipping off her nose, approached from bench’s left side. She greeted me with a close-mouthed smile, but her crinkled eyes conveyed her sincerity. I scooted to the far right side of the bench, feeling paranoid about the old lady despite her well- meaning appearance. She dawned a thin pink sweater with jeans slightly darker then denim. The older woman said polite things customary for small talk and asked the nice questions- seemingly trying to comfort me, but also- trying to start a conversation. I was too anxious to engage and talk with her, other than briefly looking up to make eye contact a couple times and a couple one-word responses. She gave me a polite yet disappointed close-lipped smile as she looked back at me with a mysterious understating after walking away from the bench. I felt disappointed I didn’t get to engage with the woman.

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at the house and these guys came over to finalize us building a new foundation under the house. But the loan application expired and we were going to build the new foundation the next day, then we were at our mechanic and I was asking what the loan was for and mom said it was for a new car and I asked her why we needed a new car when we had a perfectly working used car. She agreed and we walked home through the woods where there was these creeps walking around some talking to themselves other begging for money. We got back to near our house when we saw that our rich neighbors built a tennis court basketball court and track and I was thinking about asking I'd I could use it when they weren't there but saw a no trespassing sigh and decided I wouldn't bother because they would probably tell me no anyways but I still felt disappointed that they got to get all this new stuff.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

Bazaar of the late I have finished praying, I followed my father outside the mosque, I invited my female friend, Hayu, to go buy some food in the food court, but she refused because it's not girly in her view, I kept insisting her to come, so she did and followed us to the bazaar. So my father, me, and Hayu go to the market, there we met my cousins Kayla and Azzam buying some snacks with my sister Hafshah, hafshah is really antusiastic about the food in this marketplace. I then try to find which food I should buy, but the marketplace rapidly lose stock for food, I remember there were fried foods, strawberry covered in hard chocolate, and tea bottles. I was devastated because I couldn't buy the foods and snacks fast enough, but something caught my eye, a chocolate covered strawberry, I was going to buy it until my family called me to come to the grocery store, so then I entered the grocery store. Kayla, Azzam, Hayu, Father, Hafshah took tea bottles, I try to take a bottle too, but when my hand tries to reach them, they vanish rapidly, so I took an unsealed 1/4 Quarter filled premium tea bottle quickly enough. Then I bought the drink at the cashier and went out of the grocery store, when I try to search for the strawberries, it's all empty, the food court has closed, I only see half empty and empty tea bottles on the tables. My dad finished a drink and put it into one of the tables, I ask if it is allowed to put the trash in the table, and he said it is not prohibited and politely common.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in Poland on the Polish border. There were pyramids of Egypt. I wanted to go there because they looked cool and I wanted to see them. I asked someone about it but I only saw them for a few seconds. I think I felt disappointed because I wanted to see them longer.

27 Jul 2024

Dream

I was rejected from the job I applied for. I received an email saying I did not get the job. I felt really disappointed in myself in the dream & it made me feel like my world was ending. I’m worried I will react this poorly in real life if this actually happens.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I was laying in bed with my boyfriend, we were cuddling and things seemed fine. But when he went to put his arm around me it felt like I was being held down by darkness and the darkness made love to me. I tried to scream and kick but I couldn’t move or get away. He was killing me, taking my breath away, my life away, my happiness away. I was left empty, alone, and disappointed. He left me a hollow shell of what I was when he first touched me. He took everything from me. I was praying for death to come find me when he was done.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I was with my mom and my sister and my moms boy friend and we we had went to the eras tour concert or a taylor swift concert and we were watching and singing along for a while then I realized that it all was just a video and I was disappointed then I went home then the dream ended

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt about seeing two of my old close friends at some camp place (we were in a building) and those friends of mine don’t even talk to each other. I eavesdropped and they said they can be partners for a certain activity and in that activity you need three people but I was scared to ask them for some reason if I can join. They went downstairs and I followed them and then outside, it was all muddy and there was a huge forest with a small playground. They grabbed a large blue tricycle (the length was long but the height was the same as my friend’s) and then they rode on it away from two other kids from my old school that I got along with too but not close. Apparently they were playing hide and seek and I watched them play. My two close friends rode the tricycle into this circus like tent. I asked if I could play soon and one of my close friends said ‘of course but just wait until next round because it’s still going!’ in a cheerful tone and I was glad he allowed me to play. Soon, I rode the large blue tricycle away from the two boys that I got along with but not close and I rode it in the tent. Then the dream ended and I woke up disappointed

2 Jul 2024

Dream

Had a dream that I was smoking weed with my brother and guardians, my grandparents came so I hid behind my brother, later on in the hours they figured it out and said they were disappointed and other stuff.