Sadness

25 Aug 2024

Dream

The university where i work, they were doing a comparison between me and another woman because of the hours we teach and i felt sad because they called my attention telling me that i don't teach enough hours

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was talking with my late sister on phone but my grandma she didn't look happy, when my dead sister asked for me, my grandma said am not home than my other czn talked to her so I was so sad why my grandma she doing this to me

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I was happy and trying to hang out with my friend group from high school, and once I walked out the door, I heard them complaining about me. Saying I smell and that I'm weird and off-putting and laughing about it. Next time I see them, I have a blank look on my face, and just ask for a blanket and walk away. One of them asks what's wrong since I don't look cheery, and I just say "it's nothing" before trying to walk off again. He comes back and says that they didn't mean the things they said. I replied, "well I don't care that you said it in general. I care that you said it behind my back instead of in front of me, because nothing is going to change until you confront me about it." He kept trying to call out excuses but I wasn't having any of it, and stormed out.

4 Aug 2024

Dream

At school or some kind of a recital Each selected kids give a presentation on the big, curtained show stage in the gymnasium Mine is about the Nine of Wands card in tarot, the ones that come before me explain about some others suits in the deck and relate them back to school/work/mundane life 首吊り縄台からプロッププールへの飛び込み Procrastination of the performance leading to sadness and loathing Just not fucking doing it being the most succinct way of demonstrating what the card’s message seems to be Going home and walking around in a dark art presentation room-like place 郵政博物館 Seeing the model of an old concrete building get demolished level by level, then to be rebuilt into a glass and brick-tiled beautiful pathway that connects the new buildings sandwiching it. Sleeping princess on a high, high bed, layered with cushions and mattresses but make it a male, young royal/noble’s(A Prince? A Count’s son? Who knows) Identity V ish vibes; caged windows and stained glasses, scarce lightings Guy is clad in saffron-colored clothes, always best-dressed, laced collars and bead-lined coats, waistcoats and breeches, whenever he gets called in for the chase of the manor

31 Jul 2024

Dream

I saw my Mom very sad and depressed. Laying in bed. People would come see her but she wouldn’t get out of bed. I’d ask her if she was hungry or needed anything. She didn’t want to talk to anyone or eat/drink.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

While dreaming today I had many dreams but I’ll breakdown each of them, in my first one I stole my dream friend’s beautiful blonde girlfriend and kissed her with tongue behind her boyfriends back which was my made up friend for the dream. In another part of the dream I saw my older brother, my aunt and her children ie my maternal cousins with their father who live in California who were suprisingly sitting in my old residential building’s lobby in Boston asking me if I want to go on a trip with them I said no because the night before I ran away from home to bike miles until the afternoon of the next day which was when I came back because I am a teen in the dream still living split custody with my father being that my parents are divorced I was afraid of getting back home later and getting a bigger punishment so I declined the trip offer when I got home my stepmother told me my punishment of taking away my phone and IPad and also grounding me under supervison and told me my father wants to speak with me seriously when he comes home from work whilst looking around the house I saw my little brother playing with a Boy I don’t know and my step grandmother leaving my apartment’s bathroom who lives outside of the U.S then this part of the dream cuts off showing the cool trip my aunt’s family and my older brother had so since I’m a Muay Thai fighter I saw my coach training them and also bringing famous fighters like Jonathan Haggerty and Rodtang to train them and seeing this it leaves me sort of sad or maybe quite jealous that I didn’t go but they weren’t strong emotions and then finally the dream cuts off

26 Jul 2024

Dream

My first boyfriend Jake invited me to a party he put together for a bunch of friends and I don’t know if this party is in my current life or if I am experiencing this in my past when we were together. I show up at his parents house and he is there entertaining the guests. Every time I go up to him and try to talk to him he isn’t available to talk to me. He puts me off and puts me off. I have a feeling of sadness and frustration because I can’t get his attention.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I was hanging out with friends when a foreboding sadness came over me. I could not figure out where it came from. My friend Joel and I decided to go investigate something and took this indoor jungle gym like path. We passed a lot of children and this made me more sad. We got to where we needed to go and realized we forgot something so we took a multi slide path back up. We saw a destroyed tampon box and the tampons were sprawled throughout the slides. We passed more kids who were laughing and having a good time. We made it too the top and joel took my hand and said it's going to be okay. I woke up.

11 Jul 2024

Dream

Last night, I had a dream that a woman that I had a lot of problems with when I was living with her and my fiancé’s family , came to the house that I’m living at right now while everybody was having a get-together party and me and my fiancé went to sleep and my baby was asleep in the crib next to us and the girl came in there and started taking pictures of my baby, so I grabbed her once I noticed and I tried to beat her up, but I couldn’t get any damage on her. I was just continuously getting exhausted. my fiancé’s mom grabbed me and told me that it’s not worth it and that I should leave her alone, but I continued to try to beat the woman up. She ran into a closet, and I pulled her out by the hair of her head and told her to talk to me and face me, and she just continuously started smiling and laughing at me then she laid out a whole bunch of apers and pictures of my baby and I took them and I started ripping them up and she just kept laying more out and I was getting so frustrated and I started taking things and throwing them against the wall and just getting so exhausted because I was so upset And then I turned back around and she has walked out the back door so I tried following her and she gets into this little minivan and two people come out of the minivan and are asking what is going on so I tell them that it’s a lot of drama between me and her and they say OK will come with us and they get onto a golf cart and my fiancé’s mom comes out as well and is driving the golf cart and I’m is my fiancé and they keep saying he’s in the house with my baby. He will be OK. We just need to leave. But we are leaving I looked down the road and there is a half horse half man walking up to us down a trail and I start screaming and asking what is that what is that and they just say to be quiet and stay still because if he sees you or hears you then he will kill you, but they told me that he comes by every year and goes into the house next to us and takes food or whatever he needs and just walks back out and we don’t see him for the rest of the year and I was very confused but my fiancé mom had her hand over my mouth to keep me quiet and as soon as the half horse half man left out of the house and went back down the road, I started crying and then the dream ended

9 Jul 2024

Dream

It was about my boyfriend again it left me for one of his baby moms but me and her was still friends so I had to watch him be with her and not me.he would call her right in front of me and say the same things he would to me..we was siting outside on the steps and he worked over to tell her he would be right back..and I was just siting there sad because I wanted to know what he doing and where he was going when he got in the car and pulled off I woke up mad just looking at him.

6 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was by the beach but the ocean was not real. It was a man made hurricane simulator. And the water was full of dogs including my dog. I saved my dog but all the other dogs were spinning around in the water with some dying and I was so sad I could not save all of them

5 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was on stage and I turned into a baby and I did a bunch of cool umbrellla tricks with a band playing in the background and after that I texted my dad to send me the videos (I was still in the dream) but then I was saying oh you can’t I’m in a dream and I was sad After that and then I was bored and Somone one trying to get all the floats inside the filter and one of the filters were exploding and you couldn’t open it but Anna’s grandpa fixed it and then somehow I had a turning red mask on me and I showed it to a random guy in the pool after that Somone was about to tell me the spoilers to the minion movie with lol doll water bottles and there was minion figurines and fake cotton snow and the water bottles were made out of steel and when he was about to explain it my dream ended because my sister came into my room and told me to come eat so I wish I knew the spoilers to the next minions movie