Banana

10 Jul 2024

Dream

In my dream I was involved in a finder binder with a city worker. I was on the phone when it happened. When I got out, I looked at the front of my vehicle to see if there was any damage. There was no damage. When I walked over to the city worker to check on them to see if they were okay, the vehicle they were in, which was a truck, was laying on its side. I asked them, are you okay? And they said yes and they got out the vehicle. The city worker was very nice and I remember thinking we have to wait for the police. Well, while we were waiting, there was a store right there for us to go inside. So we went into the store and I was thinking I was hungry. So I wanted to order or I wanted to get something to eat. They didn't have very much food in there for us to order food. I did notice that the store looks like a home, like someone's home and it was very clean. However, they had bananas and you can order a peanut butter toast with bananas. I ordered the peanut butter toast with bananas and This city worker that was involved in a crash with me also ordered peanut butter toast with bananas. I also noticed that the city worker was very friendly and social. Well, he knew the worker in the store also because he knew the area. We were getting ready to leave out the store and somehow I dropped my peanut butter toast with bananas. I had to go back and reorder another peanut butter toast with bananas. So I sat there and I reordered another peanut butter toast with bananas, but for some reason it took the lady a little longer to make it. Like it wasn't cooking fast enough or it didn't soften fast enough. And while I was waiting, the lady decided to tell me that she was over the age of 75 and didn't experience menopause and when I looked at her her face was very smooth and clear and she looked healthy for being over the age of 75 and she was basically telling me that she was a part of a group of women who also didn't experience menopause or suffer through menopause and wanted to give me some health tips.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream was of a soccer match where Italy was playing England in Italy. The game was going back-and-forth, the Italian friends were chanting like crazy but the game ended up in a tie. Either way the but fans seemed to enjoy the game. After the game finished, there was a finale performance, the stadium transformed into a tall house and me and many of the other fans were in this big living room. as the performance was going on there was a point where the the lady performing turned into this big gorilla that had a bunch of bananas and selected me to be the special guest by putting a banana in my mouth. as the banana was in my mouth, the gorilla/performer was asking me questions that I wasn’t able to answer because the bananas in my mouth and so I would just be making noises and everyone would be laughing and I was fine with that. Gradually, the questions again began to become more serious, asking me personal questions about my relationship with myself. They were asking me questions about if I was holding anything back from myself. Anything that I was keeping inside myself that I wasn’t allowing to be expressed outwardly, and honestly I couldn’t think of anything. I don’t think I have anything that I’m holding within me that I should be releasing out. The performing gorilla asked me if there’s anything scary about myself that I found that I want to share and yet again, I honestly couldn’t find anything. dream transition to me looking at myself in the mirror. As I begin looking at myself in the mirror, I started to split from myself, so it was as the awareness of myself removed itself from my body and what was left was that awareness looking at my body in the reflection. My awareness was being touched by my physical body, and then my physical body trying to attack my awareness by sucking itself into me. I was stronger than my physical body and pinned my physical body down my. in the dream I was confused because I didn’t know which part of me was the good Jantzen. The good Jantzen which was the awareness or was it the body I was pinning down. I was conflicted and I didn’t like having to fight myself.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream was of a soccer match where Italy was playing England in Italy. The game was going back-and-forth, the Italian friends were chanting like crazy but the game ended up in a tie. Either way the but fans seemed to enjoy the game. After the game finished, there was a finale performance, the stadium transformed into a tall house and me and many of the other fans were in this big living room. as the performance was going on there was a point where the the lady performing turned into this big gorilla that had a bunch of bananas and selected me to be the special guest by putting a banana in my mouth. as the banana was in my mouth, the gorilla/performer was asking me questions that I wasn’t able to answer because the bananas in my mouth and so I would just be making noises and everyone would be laughing and I was fine with that. Gradually, the questions again began to become more serious, asking me personal questions about my relationship with myself. They were asking me questions about if I was holding anything back from myself. Anything that I was keeping inside myself that I wasn’t allowing to be expressed outwardly, and honestly I couldn’t think of anything. I don’t think I have anything that I’m holding within me that I should be releasing out. The performing gorilla asked me if there’s anything scary about myself that I found that I want to share and yet again, I honestly couldn’t find anything. dream transition to me looking at myself in the mirror. As I begin looking at myself in the mirror, I started to split from myself, so it was as the awareness of myself removed itself from my body and what was left was that awareness looking at my body in the reflection. My awareness was being touched by my physical body, and then my physical body trying to attack my awareness by sucking itself into me. I was stronger than my physical body and pinned my physical body down my. in the dream I was confused because I didn’t know which part of me was the good Jantzen. The good Jantzen which was the awareness or was it the body I was pinning down. I was conflicted and I didn’t like having to fight myself.