Crash

29 Aug 2024

Dream

I was going around Tampa, but for some reason I didn’t have a car, and was getting around on a makeshift motorbike that was very low to the ground, as if I was in Mario kart… I only remember bits and pieces of the beginning.. i believe i was sort of bar hopping one moment, and then in some sort of 420 friendly seance room where we ate and smoked and had spiritual conversation. I don’t remember leaving but ultimately when I did, I missed an exit and took an exit to a super long bridge that was getting backed by traffic, and the only way around was to u-turn where I was, or suffer through the hours of traffic. As I decided that I wasn’t going to wait, a car in front of me caught fire, only giving me more reason to get out of there. But other cars had the same idea, and ultimately, trying to escape the hoards of other cars, I crashed by bike, and it had landed on top of a dirt path that I could barely get It down from. I had to run and over around the ramps to push my bike down, and once I did get it down, it slid down to where I couldn’t even find it. I called my ex, instead of the guy I’m currently with. And when he answered he was quiet, preoccupied, and seemingly laughing at me. Once I’d explained that I was hurt in a crash, he asked the friend that he was with for a favor, but I’m unsure if the favor was to save me or not.. as the dream ends there.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I would fly around the Universe and crash into the earth. I kept doing it over and over and every time I crashed, it would hurt more and more because i was becoming more carbon based.

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in an old house on a university campus. I was taking a dr joe dispenza seminar. i was also getting my cowrie shells for the first time so i can begin asking my spirit guides questions. I went upstairs away from the seminar and asked seline to ask me as questions so i could cast and read the shells. She asked a silly question “ will me get me anything for my birthday?” She knows the answer to this since our mom don’t celebrate birthdays because she is a Jehovah Witness. The shells read a definite NO. My mom comes in and sees me casting the shells. She is upset by what I’m doing. I tell her it’s just for fun and I’m here for the dr joe Dispenza mindset, seminar. She is not fully believing me but leaves. Her And Seline leave. Then as i am preparing to go downstairs back to the seminar the house begins to shake. Like its foundation is moving. Then the house begins to slide down and crash into a body of water. All the windows shatter, im covering my head and face so i dont get cut in my face and eyes. Water rushes into the house and i know i cant eacape through the broken glass windows as water rushes inside. I go another way and find a way to swim to anotger side of the house where there are other people from the seminar. Some people are following me, some people are following others. A small group of us hang on for to something atached to the wall thats floating. At some point the water stops rushing un and we see there are areas of the lower level of the house we are stuck in that we can stand around and not worry about floating or drowning. We begin to get frustrated as we wait for help. I change my clothes infront of a man and i dont care that he can see me. I do it quickly but i am more frustrated by not knowing how this happened and how we are getting out

13 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in the store with my parents, my dad and my grandma and my mom. I was all like going to the store but the store people were gonna get stuff instead of boxes. They did not want us to get any items so you know what we did we started everything and we were give us the items that we had to check. It was real and it was. Where we met a man this man told us about this awesome train I did The train but he told me it was a little game so I went when I got on the train. I had to pull the side of the wall just move it and I was in the back driving and my dad was driving and it was so fun. It was so scary at first, but after that I got into a boat into the water I started driving, and then I got on the platform was the boat crashed when the platform we had to figure out what our skin color is and my mom was white the dream ended

13 Aug 2024

Dream

A railway running through a cloudy, misty mountain range in the rural Kanagawa or Hakone Pine trees, evergreen or deciduous, every kind of trees are here, rusted guardrails Changing cabins in a lightning speed every time the train slows down to a halt at a station, operating basically in the Creative Mode pov in Minecraft Strange sense of urgency, premonition of an earthquake Time limit Rushing into another cabin, sitting down as the train departs yet again Being call to by a person sitting on the window seat(I accidentally sat on a box seat for five or six people) Turns out she is Lightning Farron from Final Fantasy XIII Next to me is Sephiroth Across me is Mo Ran and Chu Wanning Most of those characters are either sort of aloof, cold, stand-off ish or proud(Mo Ran is a bit more extroverted but still very haughty) They converse about how the train will probably be taking us into a dangerous place, or how it’d crash and burn before it can even get there because of the imminent earthquake I ask them what they intend to do They each give their own answers, but are kind of agreeing on that they would get out of the train with their superhuman agility and speed first and foremost

6 Aug 2024

Dream

The love of my life and I were on our way to a shopping outlet type thing and we decided to valet for once since it was a special outting. Next thing you know, people start turning one by one and attacking each other. We try to get our car but the valets gone and everyone’s manic. I end up losing my boyfriend and I start freaking out. My mom calls and I tell her to stay home with the dogs, it’s not safe outside. Then I’m in the car with Taty and her mom and Taty starts freaking out because there’s an ant in her eye and we almost crash. So I get out start running towards the house. Making and losing some friends along the way. I finally make it home and as I’m talking to mom about a plan, karmelo runs outside. When I go to grab him I see one of them but our door is broken and won’t close. I don’t think we made it because then I started seeing things from another ladies point of view. I woke up telling my boyfriend we need more guns and I don’t feel safe here and then started crying for how many fights I’ve caused lately with my attitude.

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was driving (I don’t have my licence or have really before but know the basics) in my dream I did alot better than I usually do in dreams, except for a second I forgot which gear to put it in because the letters didn’t make sense. So I kept switching it while I was driving but thought if I didn’t have it on the proper one I would crash.

20 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a nap after I got home from work today. My day today at work, in real life. I had a good and productive day. O wore a nice dress since it was hot weather. I had filing to do and a couple meetings. When I came home, I felt tired from a long work week. So I napped. In my dream, I was working. The work I was doing still involved people I knew in real life. I still had my current job in my dream. However, the environment was different. In real life, we are living in a forest area, on my dream we are in a more tropical area. So I was driving to this house that had a short and narrow bridge that goes over a river that flows into an ocean. I was going to meet someone at this house. When I got there, I seen framilar people, and I stayed until the sun started to set and the house was on the beach, and a deck that stretched over the water a little. I was exiting the house on the deck, and it had a glass door, the door was clean and I was able to see my reflection. In the reflection, I seen a small glimpse of a doll. But the doll was mostly green, and had black pony tails. I never seen a doll like it before. But it scared me because when I turned around, it wasn't there, and when I looked back at the reflection on the glass door, it had vanished. I tried to tell myself that I was just seeing things and that I really need to go into my jeep and go home. So I get into my jeep, and I was talking to someone on the phone and I told them that I would take a photo or video of the bridge. When I got to the bridge, I went half way and stepped out to take the photo. When I got back into my jeep, I was still recording but I did not start driving yet. I was ending the video and explained on the video how I needed the person to check on me after I get home and they can tell me if the video was cool or not. So as I was ending the video, I took a glimpse in my rear view mirror to check if anyone was approaching, I didn't see anyone but I thought for a moment I saw the green creepy doll again. In the mirror. But I thought maybe I am just scaring myself for no reason. So I started my jeep again and started driving. When I was almost at the end of the bridge there was something blocking my path and unfortunately I did not see it in time so my jeep crashed into it and ruined my jeep. I however, was unharmed. But when I realized what happened. I was trapped in my vehicle and I remember checking my phone to call someone for help. But first I decided to look at the photos and videos I took that day. And in mostly all the videos I recorded at the house and the one I took on the bridge. I could see glimpses of the green doll in it, and it kept turning its head at me in the video. That's all it did, was turn it's head. I believe in my dream, the doll was trying to kill me or set me up to kill me but I didn't notice it right away Like I should have. When my parents saw my vehicle crushed, in my dream.. they arrived to come help me. And we don't know how I survived. Then I woke up

18 Jul 2024

Dream

Had a dream that me my mom and my brother were driving up this mountain in Oregon with a bunch of wildflowers and the driver was going super fast and the road was TINY with only gravel and we crashed twice. Each time we crashed, the driver went back up the mountain again. The driver was a drunk from my favorite show Shameless but none of us know him in real life. Nobody died, but several objects were very sharp and were very close to killing my Mom, my brother and I.

18 Jul 2024

Dream

Had a dream that me my mom and my brother were driving up this mountain in Oregon with a bunch of wildflowers and the driver was going super fast and the road was TINY with only gravel and we crashed twice. Nobody died.

11 Jul 2024

Dream

once again we went on vacation. For some reason I’m always sitting in the back of the Mercedes. We pulled in to one of my old jobs to pick something up. I remember something that I had forgotten and in one of the fork lifts and so I put on a uniform which was a blue mechanics suit and walked to the back of the warehouse. on the left and right sides of the warehouse there where giant crane lifts to pick up the forklifts so you can work on them. The celing seemed to be about 90 ft tall and the cranes where that high as well. So I grabbed a forklift to work on and climbed the crane with the forklift on my back. When I got to the top I set the forklift in place and I remember thinking that I’m really high up with no safety equipment. Being afraid of heights I had a death grip on the crane. I forgot why was in the warehouse so I began to work on the forklift anyway, I hooked up the computer to it and turned around to run the diagnostics. As I turned I knocked the forklift off the crane with my elbow and it fell the whole 90 ft and crashed, broke into a million pieces, and everyone came to see what the noise was. I saw my old boss come in but he didn’t recognize me so I acted like I didn’t do anything. At this point I was trying to hack into their system and steal some money or something. My old boss called me down from the crane to yell at me. after I was “fired” I tried to leave but I ran into grandma and grandpa, I acted like I didn’t just cause a ruckus and joined back up with them. That’s when once again my old boss was walking uo to the family and trying to talk to them. I tried to turn around but grandpa made me come back over. I didn’t think he would recognize me again if I didn’t look at him but of course he did he just fired me.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I had 2 other dreams and it was crazy the first 1 was about my dad and my almost 4 y.o. Sister and how she needed her face washed but I had an actual face cloth and cleanser so she wouldn’t have issues breaking out my dad was like “Just use this” but my autism was hyperfixated on making sure she had the right type of cloth but I had to go home to get it so I drove recklessly (I don’t have a license) and it turned into the video game grand theft auto San Andreas I went from a white truck to a super cool red 1 that crashed then to a bike and it was nerve wracking. The 2nd dream was me at my Mema’s and I think I might’ve been going through something but all I know is that she and Natalie Nunn were both there talking to me about life and trying to move forward with life etc Natalie’s daughter was at the kitchen table drawing something and Natalie said “That’s why I wanna move back to Miami it’s nothing good out here” (I live in Virginia though) then the songs “Set Me Free” and “Overloved” by Raven-Symone came on and as I’m singing my Mema asks me do I want to be committed to a grave forever? And I say “No” I’m guessing she thought I was suicidal or maybe I was and she was just checking on my mental