Bleed

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamed I was at an event or retreat somewhere with my puppy Diesel. At some point during the retreat Diesel got hurt and he was bleeding out of his tummy. I was so scared. I asked my friends to look up a vet nearby I can go to get it stitched up. The vet seems to be not in the best neighborhood but I didn't care it was during the day time and I needed Diesel to be ok. I asked a few friends can they come with me they seem to be a bit hesitant to go I added even if they don't stay just to get me there. They agreed. We started walking over there and I would hold Diesel sometimes to embrace and sometimes I would let him walk him on the leash. There was an establishment I had to go through to get to the vet but weren't members there thought-out the week my friends and I would scheme to make it seem we belong to this posh club. We tried it this time around to get Diesel and I through but the management clocked us. While my friends were trying to figure out another way through I decided I don't have time I went to the manager show the blood coming out of Diesel while I'm teary eyed and told her I just need to get through to get to the the vet she immediately complied and handed over a toy that Diesel loved and got accidentally left there last time we were at the club. I thanked her and we went about our way. I woke up before I got to the vet but I believe Diesel was taking care of and was ok. Earlier in the dream before Diesel got hurt I was with my family I think we were putting something together to celebrate my Neice. Anywho my sister Jenny and I got into a really bad argument and we stopped speaking to each other. I went to my eldest sister Melory and Neice Jasmine to see what they think. They weren't sure why Jenny was so upset; I asked them should I apologize they said sure to try to bury the hatchet. I decided ill apologize even if it wasn't my fault just to attempt to bury the hatchet I also didnt get to the outcome of that dream. I just remembered at some point hanging out with friends and meeting new people that were cool during this retreat-like event in this place we were staying at.

24 Jul 2024

Dream

i was bleeding like i got my period but it meant that i was pregnant and i was so scared and felt trapped

23 Jul 2024

Dream

I remember the last Part of my dream. My ex-husband and I were arguing really bad. I remember jumping out of a window and started walking . My face was bleeding really bad. I felt like my tongue was falling off. I felt like I was going to pass out, but I kept walking. As I was getting ready to walk across the street, a man in a black truck pointed a gun at me, and I ducked. Then I walked across the street. There was a bunch of kids over there. They were pointing at me. Some were scared. Some started taking pictures. I was telling them to call the police and that I needed help. Then I ran into some lady. For some reason, her face was painted white. I told her that I needed help, and for some reason, she thought it was a joke because she was dressed up scary, and I looked scary. Then I went into an office. There was a man there, and I explained what happened and told him that I needed help. As I was explaining myself, my ex-husband walked in, and they told him that he had to leave. He saw my face. He was shocked. Then the man called the police, and he also started looking up some resources for me for help, like shelters and stuff. As I was waiting outside for the police to come, my oldest daughter walked over there and found me and said that she wanted to stay with me. I began to pray and ask God to heal my body, to heal my face, to heal my tongue. Me and my daughter said amen, and I woke up.

19 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a forest, walking on a well maintained path. The sun was brightly shining through the branches and it wasn’t too hot or cold outside. As I was walking on the path, it started to get smaller, and overgrown. I kept going pushing forward, I realized eventually there was no longer a path and I couldn’t see the one I was on anymore. I looked around and I was surrounded by trees and no path in sight. I closed my eyes and listened for anything I could hear, I heard birds chirping. I decided to keep walking, I kept walking, and walking, and walking, I couldn’t find a way out or back to where I came from. My feet started to bleed. My legs got shaky and weak. I kept walking. I started leaning on the trees for support. My chest got heavy. I couldn’t breath. “Why? I’m just walking” I thought to myself. I sat down on the ground, when I did that, the earth collapsed underneath me and I started falling down into the earth so fastly, it jerked my body awake.