Aunt

25 Aug 2024

Dream

After school me and a bunch of other people got on a bus and we’re heading home. As we were riding the bus tipped over and crashed. Everyone got out and saw that we were downtown. Everyone including me decided to just walk home but I noticed my Aunt Shawnavia had a stroller and her friend’s kid near her and decided to walk with the kids even though we were supposed to go in the same direction. I got to my grandpas and Nanas house and they asked where my Aunt Shawnavia was and I told them she talked a different route.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

There was a big family gathering, and I think I was getting married, but I'm not sure, but that wasn't really the focus of the dream. In the dream, I went around talking to different members of the family, but then I ran out of time and only could talk quickly to some of my cousins and aunts. They were upset with me because I didn't spend more time with them. There was also a part where people needed sleeping arrangements, and an acquaintance of mine was there with two young girls, and he was objecting because they had to sleep on a Haida bed and two cots in a family room. I offered to give him the bed I had in a bedroom, which actually was really small and not that great, and I was irritated that he was complaining when the beds were just fine.

22 Aug 2024

Dream

A dream that i was preparing for a show at my house and my mom offered to straighten my hair (i have dreadlocks, so it isn't really possible to straighten them.) She thought agree could straighten my hair quickly, but underestimated how much hair i have and then got frustrated with me. She said i should learn to straighten my own hair and i was confused and surprised since she was the one who offered. She just gave up midway through, so i had to finish. Then i asked if she could take some of her stuff upstairs to help with cleaning the house before the show and she got mad at me for that and told me she wanted me to leave the house and end up on the streets. I responded sarcastically. Then, i went upstairs to finish my hair as people started arriving, i only had about a half hour left, so i was rushing and on the last press some of my hair got pulled out and my mom and my aunt saw because they had come upstairs. My mom told me i should be careful or i would go bald. And then i found the bald spot from the hair i had ripped out. The worst part was that straightening my hair had pulled out the ends, so my hair just ended up looking like a short, nappy fro. My mom said i was always like this, wanting things i just couldn't have...

20 Aug 2024

Dream

Im in a car with my brother and my car seems to be at my grandmothers, I talk to my uncle about checking the content of the car because the neighborhood my grandmother lives in is dangerous. He said nothing was in there but when I arrive to the vehicle I saw a Jordan collection in my trunk. I seem relived. It’s raining very hard. My mother calls me over to her. She’s trying to tell me to be careful. I get irritated and tell her that I know, in a lightly annoyed way. I still feel the urgency to get back in my car. This is supposed to be a goodbye that turned into a lecture. She agreed with and she goes off to a wooden bench across rhe street from my grandmas. It’s still raining hard. I go over and she’s smoking cigarette buds. I ask her for one and she gets mad at me for asking. She send my aunt that we don’t talk to anymore to the store and she leaves in a hurry. As we are waiting for her, she seems upset with me in a get your own stuff kind of way. As I turn around, the view changes into a long driveway and now we are on a side of a house. It’s night time and it’s dark. A few feet away, there’s a opening where there’s a lit street then a fence lining what appears to be another house curving up a hill. Under the fence and before the bend there’s dog I can see coming out of a doghouse built into the hill. I’m afraid of the dog. We feel like we’re hiding. I see a shadow in patch of grass, I’m confused if that’s anything or my mind is playing tricks on me. Someone comes out from the house to my right, the dog barks aggressively. Then I realize the shadow in the grass before me is another dog or a wolf. I tell my mother I was right. I was scared to go forward because I didn’t wanna get bit. I’m still expecting my aunt but a boy shows up instead, running down the hill, across the light, through the dogs and into our shadow passageway. Next thing I know, we are in another dark room, this time, the room seems to have walls that are curtains or some other lind of cloth material. It’s one of many cubicle rooms in this space. There’s a gypsy looking woman, late 30’s. She has a blue and yellow headwrap with a black dot. She peeks out of the curtain to stop the boy and asks if he flushed something down the toilet. He says “I was about to” as he tries to go off an do that. She grabs his arm and makes a comment about how funny she finds those words and sends him on his way. She then takes us to a room that’s half a lab and half a storage room. She comes to these curtains on the right side of the room and she places a spell on the curtains and they start to spin. I make comment to my brother saying how I love her character. She so positive and easy going. She then puts what appears to be leeches on my back. I feel two. As I start to feel them grab hold. Someone falls on me! As I fall to the ground, I catch a glance of a slab of labradorite on a weight to my left as well as a telescope right next to it. The person is heavy and cut my circulation off. I feel the leeches fighting to grab on to my skin. It was extremely unpleasant. I feel myself getting upset with my mom, it was her idea I try this. She try’s to console me but I can hear her also laughing at my situation. I’m so embarrassed. When I finally get up, I desperately try to grab the guy who fell on me. It looks like the rapper Post Malone. I grab his black shirt but he gets away. He’s in between two storage racks in the laboratory part of the room. I try multiple times to get my hands on him and fail every time. He seems to be very scared of me and I see the remorse on his face.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I was a Jedi running from a Sith by trying to hide and escape. My allies helped me dodge using a series of techniques. Then my mom and I were at a sale. I was looking for a new pair of sneakers and maybe a new shirt or two. We snagged a spot at a table, taking turns going to pursue the aisles amidst the crowd. My aunt (who I’m not close to) and my grandmother (who’s passed) were there. My grandmother, having dementia, was confused. My aunt didn’t seem to care. When we were ready to check out, I sorted the clothes I was planning on purchasing. I decided against almost half the items in my pile, knowing I wouldn’t wear them and/or didn’t really care for them.

17 Aug 2024

Dream

I went fishing with my uncle and my aunt and cousins and we saw these huge goldfish and i caught one. But not only that goldfish, i somehow managed to catch a huge pokemon plush which i kept and to clean and my aunt told me i could sell for 2k. In the breaks or while waiting i was sewing a pattern into my thigh with a needle and red and blue thread. For some reason the pattern holder (?) slipped and i was continuing on the back, so i had to rip it off and even rip out the threads out my thigh. Since it was a hot day, the sun was shining directly onto my thigh which make not only blood come out of the holes created by the needle but also fat. My aunt seemed unconcerned, but i knew i probably damaged muscle and fat tissue.

17 Aug 2024

Dream

So, I saw a very real type of dream, okay, I felt real. So, I don't remember that much, but, like, in dream, me, my friend Malviya, and Badeesha, they are my friends, and we were planning to go somewhere together. So, like, I wear burqa, okay, I'm Muslim, and they wear common dresses. So, like, I want to go with them and have fun like a normal teenager, like, that I never did, or felt like a normal teenager, being stuck at house, being in single room, and they having fun at out. So, yeah, we planned, so, I said, I will not wear burqa, I will just wear jeans and shirt, like you. So, like, I, how, like, in dream, I find a pant, a pair of jeans, and a shirt, and, like, it's been more than five years, five, six, seven years that I wear jeans and shirt. I usually dress like other dress, I'm not allowed to wear. So, yeah, my mother was not home, so I was secretly wearing and going out, I have not even called my mom to tell about that, me and my friends were going out. So, yeah, after sneaking out from my room, my paternal aunt caught me. She said, where did you got the blouse, it's so pretty. I said, yeah, yeah, I got it, and, yeah, I just caught him going out with my friends, so, yeah, whatever. So, I also told her, don't talk to mom, and she said, I will talk to your mom. I said, why? She said, because you don't study anything, and only thing you care about are your books. But I started explaining her, no, it's not like I'm only doing psychoscience and looking at my looks, but I'm, like, it's true, I'm always studying and also at the same time focusing on my looks. Like, both physical and my academics, I'm both balancing it, I'm working on it, but she only thinks that. I started explaining after that, sometimes just quit and said, no, I don't have to waste my time explaining to others who don't understand me. So, yeah. So, then, we came to a building, I saw my uncle. So, actually, we were sneaking out, so, we have to hide and go. So, we climbed a wall, and we have to jump. When we saw that other side, there's some, like, workers, like, who are working for my, they are also climbing a wall and going from that area. So, we do something and start waiting for them. So, those workers saw that we are also climbing the wall, and they said, okay, you guys can go before us. So, we climbed the wall. Me, Maazia and Manisha went. I was very confident, like, I'm looking just like I'm wearing jeans and pants out of the house and looking so good. Like, I was feeling very confident. Like, my skin was pretty dark color. It was just like my dream. I always think of wearing those clothes. There were no more clothes, anyways. So, with that, I dream of that. The second dream, I saw that I was in school, and there was some alien who was killing children. Yeah, when I went to school, it was a big, nice school. Like, yeah, it was like my new school. I got admission in my new school. So, yeah, it was that school. And me and my friend, well, I don't remember much. We were, like, taking our copies, notes from the teachers. The teachers were so weird. And, like, something was killing the students. I don't know. I don't remember much. The school was good. Like, going to that school, I felt good. I don't remember going to school that much. But I saw, like, I was in class with other students. How? I, like, in real life, I never killed someone. So, okay. Like, I got a male friend there. He was very handsome. I don't know. He was angry with me. So, yeah, I immediately said, no, I'll never have my first kiss. And then he said, no, you already had with my cocks, because he killed me in my sleep. So, I was shocked that I already got my first kiss. Oh, my God. Yeah, like that. Oh, my God. I also saw that I was downstairs at my paternal aunt's house in her room. And she was very envious towards me. I don't know why. And a random woman asked me, would you like some chips? I said, no, no, no. And when she went, I secretly took those chips from the packet in the house and ran away. And then those chips fall at the stairs. I don't want to see someone there took the chips. And my father saw it, started lecturing me, screaming at me, why you are wasting food, like why you never be a normal person, like that. And then on site, and he judged me. Yeah, that's all.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

Continuation of last night’s dream Running through the airport and the bus terminal with the aunt’s family(this time, none of them are replaced by characters like they were yesterday. Kids are still constantly changing in number whenever I look.) Uncle has less presence Staying at Boothill’s apartment room Boothill is a brash, flamboyant cyborg space cowboy He cannot swear because the synesthetic beacon on his body has been tampered to censor bad words and turn it into something else Being treated like a child isntead of a young adult Everyone showering in order Me trying to shave at my turn because the way the guy treats me like I’m not a girl in my prime(the right way to treat a teenager btw) makes me self-conscious getting called at from beyond the bathroom door just when I got to shave of a tiny portion of the softer, shorter parts of my pubes Hurriedly putting everything away and making way for auntie to take the shower next Berating myself in my mind for being so impulsive and emotional-laden(shaving because you thought a man at least thrice or four times your age would even oay attention to you) Dinner’s done, and everyone sleeps Even Boothill(his body goes into hibernation mode or smth idk) I sneak out of the makeshift bed, go back to the shower space, start shaving again despite the fact that Boothill won’t probably even think about fucking a barely legal teen-just-turned-young-adult and can’t if he wanted to because most of his body is cyborg Crying because I feel miserable, being made to see how validation-starved I am as a girl Boothill stirring awake due to the slightest noises, calling out to me from beyond the smokescreen of the shower room door Raises head from the hands I buried it in, answers the guy in a tone as natural as I could make it to he after wiping tears

10 Aug 2024

Dream

i dreamed that i was in a hollyday with my mum my aunt my uncle amd my cousin. At noon i don‘t know why i was sonzired and i wanted to go out, my cousin decidwd to come with me and we legt. outside we were in some sort of jungle and we could go peft or right, i said left but my cousine said that we already went last night to that way so tonight we go to the right. we started our jpurney to the right and in the back of us was the summerween monster from gravity falls, and we scream that we love sweets. aftwr that we araived at a a beach near a mountain. there we heared about a masacre that happend some days ago. we sitted down on a banch with some people and in the time we talked about the masacre two children were on the montain preparing to dive into the water but the boy kiched the girl and broke her nose and yelled „oh girl bloud“. we were so scared and i taled my cousin to ho home because is already day outside, but she refused. i wanted to go alone and to zalked with of the people here to ho with me a little bit to no be alone, but when i looked at the person that looked free to go with me i saw a strange smile like he would hid something. so i didn‘t said anything and stayed there. After that a boy from the group find out about some photos of a murderer and that man looked ecxactley like the one with the strange smiley. in that moment we strated freaking out. we called him to come to us to tie jis hair to see if he realy is the one in the photos and he was after he realise why we do this he said to us to sit down and he started torture 3 of the 5 of us 2 boys and one girls, me and my cousin wwre fine. he cuted a little bit of one finger of each one. it was already night again, i don‘t know how but we some how escape from tehre and started runing and we went to some sort of room were you cold take a sheet and write your toughts, it was verry familiar that place like i‘ve seen it before. me and my cousin open taht door but instead of taking a sheet we went on another door to the bathroom. we sat there and looked at him going in circles waiting gor us to come out. And than in the most terifieng moment that i tought that is no escape the room started moving and the view on the window was with the interior of a subway, we traveled 3 stations with that train and after that i decided to open the phone to see were we are on the map, but when i tried to open the phone i waked up.

2 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that there were beds in rows and I was in the last row and this weird old guy was beside me, he stole my food, he was grumpy, and he was mean to my cat, but then the scene of the screen shifted and we were in a store of some sorts I was lookin at bracelets when the old man and some younger guy came in, everyone started fighting and I was protecting my younger sister, I think my step mom was there too, but the old man went after my sister and I hit him right on the head with a lamp and I grabbed my sister and kept her close to protect her then the scene shifted again and I was at my grams house with my aunt and uncle and I don’t know the other two but they were talking about something I couldn’t hear but then I noticed something off about my aunt heather.. she had short hair and we very skinny and was wearing sunglasses indoors, compared from her normal look were she has long hair and she’s fat, then I remember asking her “aunt heather why did you cut your hair” and she didn’t respond. The scene of the dream shifted again, we were in some creek and my sister was sitting with me in the very shallow water, then my stepmom,my dad, my aunt and her boyfriend, and her transgender daughter came and sat a picnic table a couple feet from the creek, he went down the creek and the farther we swam the more deep it got then when we swam back up the water was gone in the original spot just wet sand was left and then I woke up

1 Aug 2024

Dream

It was my high school graduation. My aunt and cousins were there. I was graduating even though I had to retake a few classes.

1 Aug 2024

Dream

In the dream i met someone. We were in a group of 4 going on quests this guy became my partner. We continued to go back to my aunts house (i didn’t recognize them. They were unfamiliar to me but i knew they were my aunts) they were magical. They knew i had magic also and i had to find certian things to help with the magic. I began to fall in love with the person i was on my quests with. We needed to go to paris For more of these quests but he really wanted new york sushi. I was worried we were going to get caught. We ended up at the park searching for an herb that had a special name and that had a rainbow in the center of the leaf. We brought the leaf back to my aunts. Then talisha was there and she fixed my hair and it came out beautiful but she refused to trim my hair. I begged her to do it but she said it easnt time