3 Aug 2024
Dream
I was in a motorhome and I was broke. I needed some money. I called my dad, like I used to do when he was alive. I told him I had worked a little bit that day and was going to work more the next day, but I hadn't worked. He told me "people don't work today." I looked at my watch and it said it was new years day. Then i was standing in front of my dad and he was standing in the doorway of a motorhome that it seemed he was living in. My grandpa came up and said "no work today or tomorrow." In the dream my grandpa still had hair but it was gray and he was much younger, maybe in his 40s or 50s. My dad looked the same as he did in his late 40s when I asked him to borrow money, but then after my gpa said that, my dad said he didn't have any money. So I said "ok ill ask my nanny." So we all started walking to go see my nanny. While we were walking, we crossed paths with a young version of my dad, maybe in his late 20's or early 30's. I asked him "is this what you look like now dad?" All he said was "come on." So, my older dad, my younger dad, my younger grandpa, and I went looking for my nanny. We came across a field and I could see someone standing in it. I immediately knew this person was dead, so I though it must be my grandma, since my dad and grandpa were with me. She was standing with her back to me. (Both my dad and my grandma have passed on in real life, although my grandpa is still alive.) I called out to her from across the field and started walking closer to her, however, once I was close enough, I could see that this person did not have short, dark, curly hair like my grandma, this person had short, gray, almost straight hair. I realized as I was approaching that it was not my grandma and I wondered who it was. As I got close, she turned around and it was my nanny (who is alive in real life), only she had a missing eye. There was no eye patch just an empty socket. The dream had a very ominous feel at this point. She was wearing her usual capri style pants but with a large loose shirt a shawl that were flapping in the wind. All of her clothing was dark (she usually wears bright colors). I said "nanny?" As the realization that she was dead sunk in, and I said "but you're dead...." and then I screamed "NANNY!" in a heart wrenching wail, and I embraced her as my dad's and grandpa watched then I woke up
