Arguing

27 Aug 2024

Dream

My dream that I remember from 2 days ago is, I got into a argument with my mom and her boyfriend because they were talking shit about something that he felt I haven't been doing and I ran outside to take a deep breath and they threw me and my baby niece's clothes outside and trolls me that I had no place to go out nobody was going to help us and I kept calling this number and the person kept answering saying this isn't that person's number anymore. And my friend came and got me and took me home and my mom stopped my income that I get from her kids so I couldn't pay my rent

23 Aug 2024

Dream

hanging with friends and then they start being mean towards me and then a past guy friend comes into this dream and he keeps complimenting me and my body and we just had fun, no sex but sexual remarks

23 Aug 2024

Dream

Today’s dream was funny it was me and Malik (My boyfriend) and my bestfriend Na’Taure and my new 2nd boyfriend Isaiah (who’s also my ex) we were all chilling and I was flirting with both but mainly Malik Isaiah was chilling and at some point an old classmate was in the living room with my dogs we’re watching something on tv and she asked to come and watch and next thing you know Malik is crying about jamon (his ex bestfriend and my ex 2nd boyfriend) I spazz on him saying “Let him go because he was fake af and didn’t deserve our love or care and then I woke up

22 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in the shopping centre that nearly every shop was closed with my mum and my old friend that I have fallen out with and her mum. I found out she has a new boyfriend that she has been with for 2 months and she got a new iPad and she opened it in front of me. We were then lying on this bed when I pointed out to her that the private registration number was stupid because she doesn’t even have a car or license. And then she turned to like a demon she said that I’m just jealous because she’s rich and I’m poor and we started arguing and I decided to punch her

21 Aug 2024

Dream

So I was working in my infant classroom with my co teacher Oyani and she and I were standing by the standing swings and she was singing some babies in the seats above. She said something to me and then the metal chains broke and the seats fell but not completely. None of the babies were harmed but we were both so shocked and scared. When I called for help the two new managers came and the lights seemed to dim. It was so weird, the lights almost seemed to turn into pink, purple, and blue spotlights on us like we were in trouble or something. The managers didn’t listen to us and just kept talking about nothing so I had enough and started to yell at them to just leave us alone and leave. They finally left and then we shut the door and cleaned up the mess. I felt so alienated that I hid behind a desk and Oyani seemed to disappear when the door closed, I felt alone. It was so weird, I felt like I was a bad person and couldn’t take care of the kids anymore, although they were even in my dream after the swing’s metal chains broke. I felt trapped with the spotlight on me. I’m not sure if it’s because I’m leaving child care and maybe feel defeated or if I shouldn’t leave child care and this is my calling, but I’m tired and burnt out and just need to follow my dreams but I don’t know what that is.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I was homeless at a homeless shelter with my best friend& we got into an argument& weren't friends anymore. I started dating one of the other girls at the shelter& we went to look at an apartment together. The apartment had a very small opening to enter but was very big inside. The guy inside the apartment had a lot of different sized couches. Some were very large. One had a blood stain. This made us uncomfortable. We tried to leave without making a big deal but the guy grabbed me& wouldn't let me go. I was screaming for help, but other men started coming to help keep us captive. We fought until we were free& ran from the house. The guy chased us. At the end of the dream, I was tumbling through sand trying to get away& ended up running into the woods. I climbed a tree& was trying to hide at the top, but I wasn't sure if the branches would hold me.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a party at night in a barn. It was somewhere next to the woods and there were tiki torches. I was having fun with my friends, then I saw one of my friends getting possessed by a demon. Red lights came out her eyes and she was arguing with someone her age and has the same glowing eyes but orange. My friend won the argument and the other one left.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was coming home, there were lots of staff from a previous work place rummaging through my belongings, taking things, even mistakenly taking things that were mine. I pulled the only one I knew aside and had a chat, she told me her mum was pregnant and needed a baby portico, then she burst into tears. I knew she was lying. She was pregnant. So I gave her a portacot. I ended up finding my sister in law and we were about to leave so I made my way into her car, she took off like a rally demon, drifting around all the corners, we eventually make it to a different house, as I get out of the car, I look down and fine both rear wheels are missing, grease and hubs are on the ground. Then I woke up

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was pregnant and I was with mom and we got in a huge fight I don’t remember what about but some guy got me pregnant and I was like no way can I have this baby and then we were talking about getting an abortion and we were in line at some fast food restaurant and in front of us was one of moms coworkers and she was really nice but was saying her and her family are moving to Indiana. There was a lot more that happened I think but I can’t really remember it all

17 Aug 2024

Dream

A hospital on a low, cloudy mountain that looks like the one me and mom used to frequently pass by on the way to pick up our younger brother from the daycare in Odawara(we were living in Hakone at that time, or at least she was; I visited every weekend from Tokyo where my school and my fatherms place(whom I lived with) was at) Nothing is really clear because of the fog and the clouds, it’s like a mix of a similar facility in Hakone and of that place(Odawara city) Some sort of a competition, basically a flag war between two parties and I’m caught in the middle of it, this whole thing is taking place in the hospital facilities Glass roofed dome-hall with many plants, reception floor/lobby being that Glass everything, very modern, somewhat futuristic even Looks a bit like the university campus of some new business college in the larger Nagoya city region/outskirts Middle of some patch of forests, idek The flag is taken by the party of people who’s protecting me, and they’re now using the whole hospitalf facility as a base to protect against the attack of the invading force Wide parking lot, slope down the hill to the common road, very cloudy All this time I’m inside the building watching from within, and so are my party’s people even as they prepare and arm themselves and the facility because safety Scene changes, now I’m in space I mean like the dark, realistically cold, somewhat empty space with many stars, planets and comets floating and glimmering in the unfathomable distances Flying all the way to near Pluto, Saturn or Neptune(the final destination was Pluto, I don’t quite recall if I actually got near it or not) to retrieve my flip phone that got thrown into it Once I retrieve I go back to the apartment room owned by my mother’s side of grandparents I’m on the tatami, gery nostalgic because this is where my mother would usually take me to whenever she had time(even though she and the family has a very rocky history where basically my mother was the scapegoat and the perpetual ‘daughter/servant’ of the family during her younger years; once the divorce happened and I started living really separated from her, she spiraled into being institutionalized that cold, domineering and controlling attitude of theirs sort of returned) I’m charging the retrived phone, younger brother(around the age of 5 or 6 at this time) is talking The flip phone is brittle, full of scars from all the exposure to the elements out in the deep space The whole place looks like they’re fusing between that room and my current home(my paternal grandmother’s house’s living room) And there’s a sense of urgency and anxiety as I go into the other room with my younger brother, when my mother first comes back from some groceries or outdoors activities she does to give herself some space Father follows suite, they’re probably arguing judging from all the sounds and the tone of speech Father doesn’t seem too well in the mood

17 Aug 2024

Dream

Was with a group of similar aged men and one woman. I was the only white person. Around 7 individuals. We were part of a voluntary game of a much larger group of people. The house was my aunts house from my childhood. We had been eliminated. As part of the elimination we were poisoned. We had been given a knife to use on ourselves versus waiting for the poison to painfully take us. The game had moved on to the next phase outside. We all sit at a table and talked. I didn't sit. I stood. Some time passes and as I'm talking the man closest to me screams "aw fuck" as if something in the poison had hurt him. He takes his knife and slashes his throat and falls to the floor. The girl screams. It makes our reality more pressing. Another man is talking strongly about our fate. Comforting us but encouraging us to take our fate strongly. The man who slashed at his throat is on the ground. His outburst failed and now he is hurting and dying of the poison saying "it hurts" over and over. I wonder if we will begin using the knives against each other. I leave the room. See the game continuing outside. I return. Everyone has their head down on the table. The poison is working. They are either dead or dying. Some have cut their throats. The man who initially slashed his throat is in the floor dead in the hallway. I never sat down or felt the effects of the poison.

16 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a place I didn’t recognize, my mom was there and my ex boyfriend Talon and talons younger brother, we were staying the night with my mom, but she got a back of meth and was getting high and she took my keys and hid my car so I couldn’t find it. She screamed at Talon to “GO TO BED” And I stood up to her and said “you can’t talk to him like that he’s a grown ass man” and started packing my things up to leave because Talon wanted to go home. I found her phone in the bathroom and tried to give it back to her when I tried she tried showing me her back of drugs so I snatched it out of her hands