Rooftop

28 Aug 2024

Dream

My ex who I am still friends with to this day is now married and still living in Toronto whilst I resided Winnipeg. Him and his wife and I remain in contact as he is one of my best friends. She is a lovely woman but I have never met her in person. We only talk over Facebook. I have another ex the last person I dated a few years ago who is excessively nightmarishly violent. I am in no way in contact with him nor do I want to be. He terrifies me. Now with that context I will say that in my dream I was apparently still with my violent ex and we were visiting my ex and his wife at their condo in Toronto. For some reason I was only wearing a blanket for clothing and my violent ex sat at the dining table. Well me and my ex and his wife caught up in the kitchen. My nice! X and I went up to the rooftop where they apparently had a smoker and we were smoking meat and laughing and talking about old times and just catching up in general. I could taste the meat though like I can still remember what it tastes like from the dream. We came back down to the dining area and we're about to eat dinner and then I woke up.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

Scrolling through the search on YouTube Seeing a thumbnail with two black women with long butterfly locs and twists A beautiful slavic woman helping them out and hosting the whole premise of the video’s topic Neon low pinkish and blue-purple lights leaking out from the sleek wall cover Heavy trap music playing in the background for intros and transitions in the vid Scene changes, I’m at a rooftop Bubble bath/pool on the roofed, outdoor balcony Dan Heng, Blade and Jing Yuan, three men from the futuristic space colony of Xianzhou Luofu, basically the Imperial era China floating in space bickering, bathing Jing Yuan, the white-haired, youthful, calm, wise virile and gentle man is basically just watching from the spa bed while the other two bicker I’m a part of the conflict, the sky’s kind of half cloudy-half sunny Violence ensues, starting from the heat of the arguments Punching, wrestling, bashing and stabbing I do the bashing of Blade’s head with a green champagne glass bin Bloodied pool and bubbles, everyone is agitated and unsettled, Vlade is bleeding out of his head and wobbly on his feet, the usually reserved and calm Dan Heng looks like he’s about to kill me, I’m panicking and defensive, agitated while Jing Yuan tries to clam others down

5 Aug 2024

Dream

Today I dream of that I was in school and after school I have to attend my art classes, okay? So, like, my art class was in different place, okay? Like, in the rain. So I don't know the place where it is. Then I was all alone at the gate of my school after the school dismissal. I was alone waiting for the bus to take me because I don't know the address of my art class. So my computer teacher came and asked what happened. So I told him everything, like, I don't know, I am confused, I am lost. Then I told him to call my mother, okay? By my phone. So he called, but he actually called my friend's mother, okay? So she don't know the address, she just tell here, go there. And I got lost in the bus, like, in the forest somewhere. Then I started saying why he called her, not my mother, okay? So, yeah. Then I got lost and I couldn't go to the art class. Or I don't remember. Or maybe I just got the art class. And I also dreamt that I was in the rooftop, on the rooftop. And I was going somewhere with my sister and we were wearing some shoes. And then we jumped to another building. And another building boundary broke off. And the boundary broke off and we couldn't go to our own house. I also saw my cousin that time, I don't remember that much. That's all.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

My mom is living in a brand new luxury building. My sister also lives witt her. Ive been in this building in dreams before. It is hige building with a giant lobby and elevators that go at top speeds. Rich and wealthy people live here. There is rooftop that had a resturant. It could he 90 stories high. The roof deck is in the clouds it feels. Im continually running in and out of the building however to help my my mom get things. The entrance becomes small, and people keep bumping into eachother to get to the elevator i let some people pass be but then i walk through myself and a man that was behind me bumps into me. I say out loud “what youre not going to do- is walk through me” and he responds “are you talking about me” i said “yes i am” he says “ you didnt move out the way either” i say “ when you approached i swung my shoulders to the side so we can both get through and you choose to stay stiff and bump me” he say “ok fair” i get on the packed elevator without him. Neigbors are asking me questions if i live here about what i do. I don’t remember what i said. But i do say i dont live in the building im just helping my mom.