Pregnant

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I was packing for a cruise the day of embarkation& I was back living with my mom. She was following me around while I packed and distracting me, like I knew I was going to forget things I needed. Then one of my old regulars Donna from my last restaurant job came and picked me up with a girl I worked with nearly 9 years ago Christina& another random girl named Taylor. We got on the cruise ship and got dressed for dinner, then went to dinner and they didn’t have food I ate, it was all seafood and I was frustrated. Then all of a sudden it’s like Christina and I were working on the cruise ship and we were in a meeting to take volunteers of who wanted to perform the next night in groups on stage for the guests. It was a carnival vitamin water themed cruise ship. Then we were walking around the ship and it looked like the palisades mall that I used to go to as a child. Somehow I ended up back in New york (home) but not upstate, the city of New York and we were walking around and went into this random town house and the alarms started going off but the people showed up and we asked them if we could stay for a few hours since we were on a cruise ship and they said yes. I can’t remember who I was with, it was a random man& there were a lot of random people there. Notablely a pregnant lady on the couch and I had a huge container of tapioca boba pearls in my bookbag and it was making it really heavy. Then somehow I ended up at Donna’s house and when I got there, there was a raspberry and chocolate chip muffin waiting outside for Donna’s husband and I brought it in for him. He gobbled it up and spilt it with Donna. Then Donna brought me inside their house so I could look at some dresses she wanted me to borrow when we got back on the cruise ship because I had forgotten to pack things. Then we went back to the cruise ship and had another 15 aboard. I remember the ship leaving dock and looking at the beautiful ocean waves and feeling the ship rocking back and forth.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

So I dream of that like it was very scary it was very very skeleton life it was a scariest nightmare so I'm having nightmare pass to continuous days and yesterday I dream of that like a dream of that I was sleeping bed and suddenly a black scary hand came and drag me from a bed let's see essay like I dream it twice a dream and hold my waist and drag me from my bed to the ground and I just side and dream of that I was in my parents room like it was afternoon time I was in my parents cloudy weather some time I live in joint family and my paternal came and started talking to me suddenly and then like my another aunt came and she came and saying that when she came into my room and we were sleeping like she saw four black kids like they we shadow is figures they were playing at the like in the room between the area and her what suddenly caught my attention I was like what and I said like ya really friend like someone figure all black and their playing so scary and I also saw that in my neighbourhouse the house of my front house there was like kid got posses okay I can like it was a ghost wearing a black coat with the kid head and she she was like he literally holding another kids it was so scary then my aunt said go wash your clothes for sure clothes and I was asking so which I should do use water tangents are the solid deteriesis go down stairs and godown and get it so when I went down they were don't disturb I was shocked and confused how they came there so like I took the stuff and went upstairs and told them that I saw them don't say can be here so like when I like I told him like I saw them downstair this said like you time travel I said how I can do time travel it was so weird anyways and actually in my dream my maternal and family members came to our house and in dream I was actually pregnant but I was on the period also so it impossible to the pregnant and so that like they are window and outside the window there is a black panther it was a ghost like I have you take a shower and I was so scared to take the shower so I just took the courage and went to the shower and maybe killed by the black panther then everything was ok p so I took out my grey pants and so it was will with blood not read that with dark and brown blood and I was scared so actually I was pregnant but I got miscarriage and there was all blood and blood and blood and blood I took a shower and went down also so in dream like my parents room like they will lot of ghost in school there was that was so scary I saw like those whose eyes were so scary all looking at us at the hall from my parents shop it was scary cat is not coming to home for some days like feed her some cat food like I saw and bring that she came and I was happy to see her then I also so and rain that I got more like whats my love I have no more like so I got a mole on my lip when I saw more on my left and then I saw like everyone when outside the house and then the only person that left was at the house was my cousin he got by a ghost very wake up his saw that the whole house is MP and whole house was empty and he was in the dark red room with the king bed size bed and there was a ghost woman sole was sitting and when you Walker is saw the room was built with flash human flash and lot of blood and heated but actually an actually it was a flesh bar so he run in her and away from the house like he was at the house he was running running from Alice Alice your running to running and then he saw like he came out of the horse and the moment he came out of house I transform to him and it was really I run run and saw the main gate I thought I can't just go out of the main I feel so happy that and then at last I ended the end that thing I went out of the house and then I saw like in my near my heart they will lot of cafe stalls and shops of food so my best friend she was coming from the she was coming from I should go to her house going after her so she do not enter her she enter she enter somewhere else and then I realise he is also Ghost and then I saw the other shops of cafes as saw the people making cookies years and other foods search then I went to them and this ask me what they want to eat what I want to eat so I will buy Sun language I said sign sign language I said that I couldn't say or he anything so this anything and there is a Punjabi person came inside decide me he was eating and I saw elephant host eating his food and I can only see the elephant goes but he couldn't so and I also saw that one of my dreams like my little cousin my little cousin she got killed but in this stream a saw that she got possessed by a ghost sole and she was eating with her legs her to nails grow longer she was eating her legs are making me outside and then I got a call from a string number thought it was my delivery but when I like open the call and there was no voice because nothing and my grandfather he is a he is a judge OK so the call was from the ghost lives in judge in court and want to kill my grandfather I try to tell him like the ghost call me and give the morning that I want to kill you but him made me quite by saying that his wife is listening like his wife is that and her so can you listen to I even try to tell him twice but you do not listen

22 Aug 2024

Dream

In a seaside hotel It looks like a replica of the Broadway zone in Tokyo Disney Sea Getting across the golden bridge via walk because why not with my dad Hanging and doing acrobatics on the ledge, beyond the guardrails Getting across to the Broadway area and walking into a vintage dress shop in a brick-made building Fancy, eclectic and kinda 20-50’s in style Lots of floral lamps, fruit motifs and a later variation/diversion from of art nouveau motifs scattered around the place Curtsying the owner of the shop, a wonderful, charming middle-old aged madam after my fatehr greets her and they have a little chit chat(my father says that we’re here to get me some new shoes that goes with the dress too, that it was about time) The madam compliments and says stuff like what a charming young lady or whatever I’m sifting through and trying on lots of flowery/vintage, rich-in-fruit-motifs type dresses and pants(frilly short pantsuits and short-pant overalls too) We get a leather shoes to go with it, Mary Jane We get back to the hotel room Now a different storyline, in the same hotel room Nice room, framed little paintings on the wall I’m looking at myself in the mirror and I see my belly big and covered in spider fur(my belly looks like a pregnant spider’s) Getting unsettled Scene changes, some images of bird’s-eye panoramic shots of some chinese/Japanese misty mountains and forests that look like a few locations from my favorite historical danmei-based donghua(Mo Dao Zu Shi), and the one alleyway I took in Sanneizaka with a lot of pottery markets, galleries and a cafe that incorporates traditional teahouse’s style, red momiji trees and wooden hinoki tables, cobblestone paths and shishiodoshi And the bamboo forest iori(pavilion) I’ve seen in another dream Now I’m in a stone-made room, rose window A bit like a monastery’s rooftop room but make it more extravagant I’m on the bed, feeling woozy and like I’m on morphine Baby trapping, the spider belly thing was an actual pregnancy, and I’m carrying it Tartaglia from Genshin Impact is the ‘husband’(the baby ‘trapper’ although I doubt that he’s the one who put the spider baby in there) He’s not around, and so there’s a white, light-made silhouette of a breaten, battered child that’s staggering and cowering as they enter the room crawling, despite being beaten or kicked out every time they are spotted by Tartaglia or me(whenever I can move or have the energy to throw or use something to attack them out of reflex, fright and fear of intruders otherwise) Seems like they want to be acknowledged I don’t beat it and let it come in, staring down at it as it looks at me expectantly but hesitantly(they don’t have a face nor bodily features, it’s literally just a silhouette made of light)

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was coming home, there were lots of staff from a previous work place rummaging through my belongings, taking things, even mistakenly taking things that were mine. I pulled the only one I knew aside and had a chat, she told me her mum was pregnant and needed a baby portico, then she burst into tears. I knew she was lying. She was pregnant. So I gave her a portacot. I ended up finding my sister in law and we were about to leave so I made my way into her car, she took off like a rally demon, drifting around all the corners, we eventually make it to a different house, as I get out of the car, I look down and fine both rear wheels are missing, grease and hubs are on the ground. Then I woke up

13 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in a house, and I think it was a flat that I'd lived in before, and somehow the situation arose that there were a load of cats in the front room, and they had to be kept in the front room, so the door was shut, the windows were shut, and in the bedroom there were cats under the bed, and one of them was pregnant, and there was a lady I used to work with who'd left recently in there, and I was trying to ask her about the pregnant cat under the bed and say it needs to come out, and she was trying to arrange all of her documents, and I said, lady, you need a Google Drive, and I was trying to show her how to use Google Drive, and I was like, but you really need to get this cat out, and she was like, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, so anyway, I managed to coax this cat out under the bed, and I said it needs to be in the room with the other cats, and she was like, oh, but it's going to have a baby, and I was like, yeah, exactly, but it needs to be with the other cats, so we got this cat out, and it was massive, and I carried it into the front room, and all the windows were open, and I was like, well, this is ridiculous, there need to be shacks with cats, so we shut the windows, put the cat on the floor, and the cat then had three babies, and the cat was going mad, meowing, and I said, right, we need to get the cat some food, the cat's going to be starving now, and they were like, oh, I don't know if we've got any food, and I was like, can you just look in the kitchen, and they were looking, and there was literally like nothing that a cat could eat, and I was like, right, I'm going to have to go out, just across the road, there's a shop, I'll just nip across the road, and I will get some food, and it was about quarter to midnight, and I was thinking, oh, I'm going to have such a late night. I also needed to put some clothes on because I only had a t-shirt and shorts on and I was trying to find some clothes and I was just rummaging through these clothes and I found this pair of jogging bottoms and I thought, they'll do. And I then thought, I don't actually think i've got any money, but I put my hand in my pocket and pulled out a whole wadge of notes. I had loads and loads of money and I thought, okay, that will do, that will get me some cat food. so I left the house, went to go across the road, but the shop was shut, I was like, for God's sake, I thought I'd have to go out, so I get on, in my car, which I think's my car, but it's actually a bike, and I'm going down the road, and there's, there's no traffic, but there's people out with kids, and I was going along the road, and I was trying to cycle, but I was really struggling, and I realised I didn't have any lights on, so I put the lights on, and I was going past these places, and they were tattoo parlours, and there was like adults and kids in there, and then I went past another shop that I thought was a tattoo parlour, but it was a t-shirt printing shop, but that was open, and I was thinking it was weird they were open about midnight, and I realised I was about to run out of petrol, and I was like, God, I need to get some petrol, so I drove down, pulled into this garage, and loads of people were there filling up their bikes, and I had to wait, and I was like, I don't even know if I'm going to go to the shop, and it's going to be open, and I'm going to be really, really late for work, and then I woke up before I got to the shop.

10 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was pregnant and was supposed to be getting married to someone else and I refused to marry them

10 Aug 2024

Dream

the world ended. the sun was gone, we ran out of water , electricity, nobody know what to do the whole world was gone, i found out i was pregnant, even my dad didn’t know what to do, i couldn’t wake up it felt so real

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I was pregnant in Kasigluk AK. I was there for someone’s funeral and I was pregnant. I was staying at a family members house and there were so many beds. I went into the next room to talk on the phone because my girls were sleeping. It was my boyfriend and I was updating him. I don’t know why he wasn’t with me. I ended up having the baby in my dream. It was painless. I swaddled him and put him to sleep I named him Kyle. I went to the living room kitchen area and there was Arlettie Toby’s ex wife. I’m good friends with her in the awake world. She dug in the freezer and took out thick long sausages and asked if I wanted some. I said yes and started cutting them with a weird arm length size knife made of caribou antler. She had got a call that I can overhear on the phone it was some girl “I’m here at Toby’s house drinking” is all I can hear, and I’m mad. I go back to the room where my kids are and I take my newborn and bring him to the kitchen living room area. A lot of elders are sitting around I hand my newborn to one of them and ask the other what do if I haven’t delivered the placenta yet. Then it was time to go to the grave and everyone was leaving and someone still had my baby I was running around looking. All of my kids were scattered. Then I spotted my newborn and I woke up.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

Had a dream that I was at work but my friend that did not work there was with me also when I went outside to wait for here to get out of my job my ex best friends boyfriend had patted me on the back and started talking to me when I looked up I had seen the car he came in and my ex bestfriend was in it shortly after a truck pulls up and there’s about 4 big girls inside it they get out and start screaming at my ex best friend they end up getting in a big fist fight outside my work, after the fight was over my ex bestfriend had lost and she was expressing to me that I should’ve tried to jump in and she was disappointed that I didn’t at that point my friend had came out and handed me gender reveal ballon’s cause I’m pregnant in real life. When my ex bestfriend had seen them she asked me why I had them and I had explained to her that I was pregnant and she said “you think your pregnant?” And I said “no I know I am” when I followed my friend back into my workplace it turned into an airport in my head I knew me and Annabelle were taking a trip out of country I had nothing but the 80$ I had spent on the ticket when we got to our seats all seats were in laying position all right next to each other and all the seats were like that my friend had told me she needed to use the restroom I had followed her to the restroom it led upstairs and the stairs only led to a small bathroom it was like an employee only bathroom when we had went inside there were small steps leading up to the toilet that were covered in misc smartphones and debit cards my friend had started pulling cash from the cracks and crevices of the toilet and I started grabbing debit cards with nothing on my mind but all the stuff that I was gonna order when I got home we left the bathroom and I had lost her on the way when I got back to my seat there was some older man on the seat next to me I had asked him to move cause the seat was taken by my friend which he moved but also seemed it was the only other person besides staff on the plane after laying there having bad anxiety for a while It had hit me that I’m going to another country with no solid money whatsoever and I started panicking I got up to go find staff to see if it was soon enough to get off when I had turned I had seen my friend sitting in a chair at the corner of the room and she was hooked up to a bunch of medical wires and such and she looked like she was mentally handicapped and couldn’t move, drool was dripping from her mouth and she looked dead I kept walking to go find a staff member when I turned he was walking out of the room and had said something that I had heard multiple times throughout the dream but can’t remember what was said when I found him I told him I couldn’t go he said he was already on take off he offered me to use the bathroom which I took and used the bathroom when I came back he had video games on and I started talking to him about the game he was playing this is where I got a call in real life from my friend and was woken up

1 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was pregnant

31 Jul 2024

Dream

one time I had a dream that I woke up pregnant and like my first response was just pure panic. I was going manic and insane and crazy and like hyperventilatiing and basically becoming a demon and like In the dream , i didn’t have sex or anything to be pregnant, i just woke up like that. And then like I remember telling myself in my brain to the dream versiion of myself to relax and stop going insane but then that dream me started taking a knife and i shoved it up myself and started punching my stomach and slamming it myself against the wall. and i remmeber thinking that it was too late, and even if i felt bad about hurting the baby, and i wanted to stop, that it’s too late now because it’s probably damaged and stupid now because of me, so i just proceded to try to kill it literally freaking out and then i woke up

29 Jul 2024

Dream

NYC subway-I am trying to figure out which train to take. And I’m having trouble getting the ticket dispenser to work. And I’m asking someone and they are helping me. I have to walk down to another station the five instead of the three. So I start to walk, someone wants to give me some thing and is following me and I thank him, but I don’t want whatever it is. He’s trying to give me. He could be a bit of a creeper but maybe not and it’s all OK. I finally get to where I’m supposed to catch the train have more problems with the ticket dispenser and have someone else show me how to use it.. 2) snow policy- I wake up and there is a ton of snow on the porch in Bayfield and I think that the snow policy of going into the college won’t work. Because if it’s that bad for me, what about other people so I am calling. And I run into Tom and Walmart and tell him that he needs to be sensitive of other students. Then Gretchen knows of a woman who she can interview who’s Pakistani. We meet her and Gretchen interviews her. and I’m saying like get on with it. Gretchen is asking slow questions. The woman drives a big truck. She is really neat. Like a semi. And she is also pregnant and tells the story of almost getting stoned by another person and surviving. And somehow that makes sense with the snow argument. but Gretchen needs to write it all up and then the woman isn’t sure about having her name used in an interview.