Engaged

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I am a knight on a mission to kill the king of the kingdom. I sneak from the gate of the castle to the king's throne. I success on murdering it (the king isnt a human, its like a dark smoke monster), but i get caught by the princess of that kingdom. Shes wearing a red dress, blonde hair, shes hecking pretty, and shes the only one who are human there. She wants to be engaged with me since long a go. So she grabbed me by the hand and go to a big table w a lot of a food. Theres this nasty disgusting monster who looks at me w a big eyes that a lot of worms come out of his eyes, and a big mouth w facial hair that a lot of drools dripping from it. She pulls me closer to that monster, and she picks some drool from its mouth w her finger and drinks it w a pleased (aroused(?)) smile, she says that i need to do that too so she and i can finally be engaged. I get so disgusted by it that i suddenly wake up from the dream and almost throw up bcs of nausea. The monster reminds me of my sexual abuser/assaulter who r one of my parent

20 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in some sort of rural place with a pond, some sort of cabin and some people, we were in some sort of zombie apocalypse and had to kill the zombies. The zombies were surprisingly easy to kill and eventually there was no more zombies bothering us but we did get a lot of survivors suddenly come to us, it turned out the place we were at was originally an emergency shelter owned by the Air Force, we patched some people up and there was this little girl who no one was really paying attention to so I went up to her to check on her and realized she seemed her, I told to wait for me so I could take her temperature and take care of her, so I took her temperature and realized she had a fever so I told one of the people who was with me “hey she has a fever, what should I give her?” And the person said “we have some cold medicine in the other room. Give it to her with apple juice cause it tastes bad” so I left, I found some apple juice and the medicine and I gave it to her. She eventually went to sleep and I just leaned against a wooden fence. Then some Air Force guys showed up which is how we found out the place originally belonged to them, there was someone next to me and I let him know we had medicine if he needed any. Eventually the dream changed and I ended up in a house where I met this girl and her fiance, they were both super nice and in the dream I thought the girl was really cute, people eventually started teasing me saying I liked girl and I was trying to defend myself saying “no I don’t I have a husband” but eventually we ended up in a room together and we made out, we were about to take it to the next level but she said “shouldn’t we wait until we’re single? I mean we’re both engaged” I responded with “yeah you’re right” then we were back in the room but she was feeling sick so I tried to comfort her but she was really sensitive all over the body so I just gave her a kiss on her head and told her she could call for me if she needed anything and left. Eventually I was starting to wake up and realized I was dreaming so I kept trying to stay asleep and keep dreaming, so I ended up dreaming about putting this dream on the app, which eventually changed to having a dream where I was in the survival place again before the zombies arrived and before everyone else arrived, for some reason Dean Winchester from Supernatural was there and I was making some sort of weird drink with an old lady and another old cocky guy