Poison

17 Aug 2024

Dream

Was with a group of similar aged men and one woman. I was the only white person. Around 7 individuals. We were part of a voluntary game of a much larger group of people. The house was my aunts house from my childhood. We had been eliminated. As part of the elimination we were poisoned. We had been given a knife to use on ourselves versus waiting for the poison to painfully take us. The game had moved on to the next phase outside. We all sit at a table and talked. I didn't sit. I stood. Some time passes and as I'm talking the man closest to me screams "aw fuck" as if something in the poison had hurt him. He takes his knife and slashes his throat and falls to the floor. The girl screams. It makes our reality more pressing. Another man is talking strongly about our fate. Comforting us but encouraging us to take our fate strongly. The man who slashed at his throat is on the ground. His outburst failed and now he is hurting and dying of the poison saying "it hurts" over and over. I wonder if we will begin using the knives against each other. I leave the room. See the game continuing outside. I return. Everyone has their head down on the table. The poison is working. They are either dead or dying. Some have cut their throats. The man who initially slashed his throat is in the floor dead in the hallway. I never sat down or felt the effects of the poison.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

I had several dreams last night and I even woke up to write them down. The 1st one I was being attacked by invisible robots and I was trying to protect a tiny black kitten that I had in my shirt. It was like I could sense where the robots were every once and a while and I would attack back but they were UNSTOPPABLE! It was SCARY. The 2nd dream I was hanging out with my cousin and there were puppies and they were gonna get poisoned by some kind of ice stuff that was on the floor and I was trying to save them. Then a bunch of our friends(some that have passed away) were all trying to fight me becuz they were on her side. I was yelling them I wasn't scared, but I was. And the last thing I remembered was one of them saying that " we all know how much Rosina likes to be surrounded!" but not in a nice way. But all I really wanted was to save the puppies. (I wrote that one down half asleep) And the last dream I remember before I woke up I was somewhere that looked kinda like a big indoor pool with a room off the back and when I went out the back door there was a little Dr's office or something where they were getting medicine from and my ex boyfriend was laying in a chair like at the dentist kinda and they were giving him bananas but he was eating them EXTREMELY FAST, like shoving them into his mouth, and I kept telling him it was going to make him sick and then he did get sick.

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I was being chased by a man who wanted to kill me I was running through the city and passed by a knife store and grabbed a knife and kept running but he also grabbed a knife it was super hard for me to run but somehow I would run in burst as I was running through the city I was in a mall and he was no longer behind me but I knew he still wanted to kill me so I kept running through the mall and then ran out of the mall and there he was with his truck I try to run back to the mall and scream for help but notice that the mall seemed to be destroyed and everyone inside was panicking and running I assume a bomb hit, so I was screwed because no one would help me because of this other event going on so I had to face the man I turned around he didn’t have a knife he had a syringe full of poison as soon as he stab me with the syringe and injected it I also stabbed him in his side but we both fell down like we died and then I woke up