Cocaine

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at kinda like a big mansion with everyone in my high school and we were all trying out to be a model and I was like one of the only people to get that Model spot and there was like a big line of people waiting, and I got to skipped the line for some reason. And then we ate at a really big buffet and I had a burger covered in a type of sauce that was mixed with alcohol and then it switched over to me eating a spicy burger and then I switched over back over to the other burger and then ate with some of my friends that I couldn’t really see who they were, and then I did lines in my car by myself of cocaine.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I keep having dreams where I'm driving a car on a highway that's very narrow and has many large hills and wide turns, and I always wind up skidding off the road, and falling (usually through some trees) to another road below and I always wind up landing perfectly onto that road, and then the storyline in my dream immediately changes to me meeting up with either my ex husband who was abusive and manipulative to me, or a complete stranger I've never seen before, usually shoulder length dark blonde hair and a bad boy vibe. Then I'm suddenly in my dad's neighborhood which is also my old neighborhood 2 different times; once with him, and once with my weed dealer who employed me to be his aunt's hospice live-in caregiver. While I'm in the neighborhood, I'm going around to different condos looking for my weed dealer to see if he has any cocaine, but can never find him. Instead, I wind up getting lost in the neighborhood until it starts getting dark out, then the dream shifts again, only this time it always goes to something random.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that a friend was over, someone I had never seen before. She had red, curly hair in a messy bun. I forgot what exactly she was doing there, but then she started just….snorting cocaine for some reason. I don’t approve of it so I say “oh I’m gonna go smoke a cigarette outside” to find a chance to call the police. She notices and grabs my hand, and starts injecting something into it. My heartbeat starts going really fast and I feel like I’m dying, and I begin to feel worried about what will my gf feel like when she finds me. Then I woke up

5 Jul 2024

Dream

David (my husband) and I have a flight to span to catch. But there are a lot of friends over at our house doing cocaine so I am afraid we’re going to be late. Webb did a lot of cocaine and is acting very strangely. I am upset that we’re going to miss our flight and am yelling at David about this