Alcohol

26 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at a party and the dude spilt alcohol in the room. it made me angry and i told him off. He acted with a bad attitude and went outside for it. So I kicked him over the table. The whole party came at me for it. And chased me and held me. I got away. The next morning I came back for the items for dali. I told the party what happened the they apologized. I needed tennis rackets for tennis and tim said I could use his. Heave me electric ones. I realized after a while and said no I needed a normal one. Then I had to go to work down south with my team. I told them we could stay at a house.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

Me and my mom taking pills and drinking, then I lost her, couldn't find her and thought something horrible happened, I cried to a police officer about it then found her, she was confused and nonchalant about my emotional distress.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I went to this place a few streets from my house, and it was the only thing there. Other than two large trees and a water tank (I think.) When I went inside, it was comforting. It had fishes, an alcohol bar, and friendly people. There was a food section as well. I had this dream a few years back, and I would like to know what it means.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream my cousin was doing really bad and doing drugs and drinking together snd the drugs were making him do crazy stuff. We were at my mimis old salon in the dream and we were visiting my mimi before we headed back to my place to gave a fire and drink. At one point me and my mimi were behind the counter doing something and my cousin asked for the scissors and in my head mimi and I knew subconsciously not to give him the scissors for some reason, I am unaware of. In the dream he had saw the scissors and I just put them down on a lower shelf where he cant see them, then he walks over to my mimis hair station grabs a pair of hers and starts slicing his arm open. After this i remember crying and crying and never stopping and trying to help my cousin but everytime we tried to help it backfired. by the end of the dream, my sister and I were heading on a trip up north and I was calling Mimi and the last thing i remember her saying was that she tried to help my cousin but he fucked her over so she stopped helping him and only goes over to my other cousins to visit and help out.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m on vacation and my friend is telling me that my flight is delayed because of snow at home. I start having a panic attack and hyperventilating because I didn’t think I had any of my anxiety medication. I’m in a tropical location heading home to snow. Someone asks me if I wasn’t allowed to wear my leg brace and I just shook my head no. I’m getting things straighter out at probation because there was an issue with my monitor again. My probation officer has to explain multiple times because I’m not understanding. In the end, it turns out I’m going to get extended on probation again. I start to cry as I’m leaving but I’m making sure that I’m turned away from her so she doesn’t see me. I’m riding in the front of the bus, right behind the driver. I notice his reflection in the giant rear view mirror- he looks serious. Not in a good or bad way, neutral and without much emotion. I’m watching another couple’s life. The girl could be pregnant and neither of them are happy about it but they’re trying to be positive and happy for each other. She drinks some shots of liquor and orange juice, her hands are shaking. They’re a good looking couple. Her friends walk in and see who she’s been hanging out with and they’re angry with her because they were wronged by the other person in the past some way. They’re are feelings of betrayal.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at kinda like a big mansion with everyone in my high school and we were all trying out to be a model and I was like one of the only people to get that Model spot and there was like a big line of people waiting, and I got to skipped the line for some reason. And then we ate at a really big buffet and I had a burger covered in a type of sauce that was mixed with alcohol and then it switched over to me eating a spicy burger and then I switched over back over to the other burger and then ate with some of my friends that I couldn’t really see who they were, and then I did lines in my car by myself of cocaine.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m at a party, a big family reunion or high school reunion. I get a phone call from my boss but I can’t hear him because it’s too loud and the cell service keeps going out so I tell him I have to call him back tomorrow. There are kids there and also people drinking. I have a really bad sore throat that’s swollen and makes it difficult to swallow so someone finds a doctor at the party and he swabs my throat and sends it to get tested and it come back positive for pseudomonas. I’m reassured that I can still go to work but another doctor looks in my throat and says there’s a Christmas tree at the back of my throat. I go around colllecting my things from the party- clothes, shoes, an iPad. I get the feeling I’m not welcome at the party, not because I’m sick but because I simply don’t belong.

13 Aug 2024

Dream

My parents went on holiday and ordered a load of wine, beer and spirits to be sent home and they delivered it to a customers house. When I got there I looked to see it all had arrived and realised someone had stolen everything and left only the boxes behind, but I was too scared to tell my parents it had happened. Later when they came home I was trying some different alcohols in my parents kitchen and I asked my little sister to put the bottles away upstairs. When I heard her go up I heard my mum speaking sternly to her so I crept up to listen. My mum said to my younger sister: "you need to be the mum of the house now and tidy and clean the whole house because it's a mess" My sister started crying so I ran upstairs and said: "leave her alone! She's just a kid! You're the mum and you need to act like it and tidy and clean the house!" I told my sister to get in my car and I would take her to my house and my mum laughed at me menacingly and said "you have no idea what you've done. Your dad says that if the house isn't clean before he gets home then he'll divorce me, so now you're causing dad to leave me" It's weird because my parents are still married in real life

13 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my job practically tipsy, dwight was there too, i was helping closing the store and i remember turning back and the whole place being dark. As i was turning back behind me i grabbed a bucket down and it was filled with soaked rags, at this point i felt drunk to the point of me stumbling over things. So i grabbed a handful of the rags and went towards the door. Felt my keys vape and phone in there so just continued to walk the rags down what seemed like a longer hallway than what i was used to at my actual job, with a bright yellow pipe along side the wall that i hadn’t noticed before. And actual brick flooring instead of tiles. I threw the rags at the laundry bucket and tried to find the exit. I felt panicked, because i kept hearing noises in the distance, but it was almost pitch dark so i couldn’t see anything. Then i woke up

10 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at a house party with Boye, Micky, Daisy, Dick, and others. It was a beautiful big house, long and spacious, with green and brown tones everywhere. Lucy was in the kitchen talking to Micky, Thom, and Daisy, while the rest were in the garden. Everyone was drinking heavily, and the atmosphere was great. Later, we went to a concert. I thought it was a Nicki Minaj concert, but it turned out to be Dua Lipa. The concert started at 9 o'clock, and we were there at 8:30, so it was still pretty quiet. We decided to stand at the front against the barrier in the venue. We were next to a Chinese family who tried to push us away so they could take our spot. At first, I tried to be polite and said no, but they kept getting more aggressive. Then, I started speaking to them in Chinese and said something like, "My Chinese isn't very good, but please listen. We are standing here and want to stay here; you can stand over there." They were impressed, but it didn’t help in the end. During the concert, I was so drunk that I could barely remember anything the next day. The only thing I could find were two videos on my phone.

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I was back in my childhood home in Kansas. I was as old as I am now and my mom and stepdad were there. I was in my room and I felt a dark presence behind the door. The room was super dark and I tried to turn on the lights but I couldn’t. I desperately tried going back and forth flipping the switch and pulling the chains on the fan. I even made sure the light bulbs were screwed in. The presence was angry that I was trying to turn on the lights and I saw a shadow move from behind the door towards me and I screamed for it to stop and started praying every prayer that I have. I told it to go away in the name of Jesus. It didn’t go away but it loomed over me. Then my mom came in and flipped the switch on the wall and the lights came on. The thing looming over me disappeared and she asked what I was doing and asked if I wanted to go to the store. I said sure whatever. So we went to the store and it was the one here where I live now in Missouri. (I guess my mind is combining places that make up “home”) so we’re at the store and we get bombarded with people trying to sell us flowers. One told my mom she would need them when she buried me. My mom and I both screamed “WHAT THE HELL! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU” but the guy shugs and reiterates that she will need them soon for my funeral as if it was a fact. We push past them and go to the store. My mom has me look at cheese and I stay there for a couple of seconds before she tells me she’s done shopping. I look in the cart and it’s full of bottles of alcohol. We head out of the store and go home parking the car on the edge of the patio back in Kansas. We started drinking and then apparently it was the next day at high noon. My mom and my stepdad were like “oh there you are” and my mom was like “you had fun last night”. I couldn’t remember any of it but she said it was cool and I was funny. I shrugged and was looking at the edge of the patio where the cars were parked while my parents were around the corner drinking and looking at the side garden. I was trying to see if you could fit a third car, my car, on the edge of the patio. I had gotten on my hands and knees when a diamond back rattle snake wraps itself around my arms and around my back. I try to stay still and I try to call for my parents who were just around the corner. They didn’t seem to hear me. I kept trying to get their attention and even screamed for them a couple of times. I tried to grab the snakes head and pull it off myself but it bit my finger and slid to the middle of my back where I couldn’t reach it. I tried grabbing its tail to pull it off but it bit me in the back twice. Only then when my parents were done looking at the side garden and discussing what they wanted to do with it did they notice the snake around me. My step dad tried to take it off me once and it ended up biting me again before he was finally able to get it off of me. My hand and back stated to throb and my finger was swelling. My parents were doddling around as if nothing happened and I urged them to take me to the hospital and only after me begging them to take me did my mom say “ok let’s go”. She didn’t take me very seriously. We get in the car and she takes me back to the Walmart. I try insisting more that she should take me to the hospital and she waves me off and tells me I’ll be fine. Meanwhile I start to feel sweaty and shaky and I follow her into the store. She was trying to find the guy who tried to sell us flowers for my funeral. I kept urging her to take me to the hospital when we find the guy and she stays disgusting prices with him. My vision is going in and out as I plead for her to take me to the hospital and then I wake up.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

daycare for little children. apartments looked like toy kitchens for family. my sister rosemary and my brother malcolm were there. garden lobby filled of children. walk past a little bit and see a dump filled with dead adventure time looking children with needles all over them. i get scared my sister will turn into one. there are big water dispensers that are empty. alcohol fills this weird segregated swamp filled of soaking bodies.