Cakes

26 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was a judge at a cake baking competition.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

I go down to Bayleaf lane like I usually do when I’m visiting home in North Carolina. The house looks a bit different and morphed but everyone of my older close friends are there. I see Emalea and Kaomi her daughter sleeping on the couch to the left and I also feel her grandmothers prescence of trying to sleep in her own room too. I hear the boys (Brendan, Thomas, Rjay, and Jeremy) up on the second floor having a fun time. For some reason I can’t / am nervous to access this room. Brendan comes downstairs and we’re joking around as usual. I tell him I’m trying to sleep and prior to him coming down I was laying down here with Emalea. He tempts me with going back upstairs and I get up to follow… I don’t want him to go upstairs. I start thinking about Jeremy and how Jeremy would feel if he knew of this urge I have to always wanna be around Brendan for some reason. Then out of nowhere my older sister comes to the door with my niece zamina. Emaleas grandmother gives us a ride to Sanford. I help Dena run her errands but it starts pouring down rain. Dena and I start rushing but I notice Dena grabbing balloons, chocolates, cakes, etc. I find a quirky little corner as if it were a thrift shop of these handmade personalized diaries. I thought to myself that this is sad and why would someone give away these beautiful journals? They must have passed away since these items were so personal to be sitting in a store like this. People kept walking up to the same things I was looking at and getting in my way, so I just grabbed a foldable chair and sat back and read what I could. I noticed really cool pop up books too that were 3D. I wanted to read them but Dena was ready to go to check out. I put the items back and left with Dena. Dena then wanted to go to Duck Donuts. I thought wow this must be a special occasion. When we walked into duck donuts it was filled with people sitting silently with their head down. Someone spoke up and said it was closed. It felt Erie so we left. When we got back outside somehow emaleas grandmother had gotten into a fender bender. We saw her stuck in the stream nearby and had we kept taking our time the water would’ve consumed her. We called for help immediately. Dena then said she needed to get back home to Raleigh but for some reason this put me in an uncomfortable predicament- I just wanted to go back to bayleaf and hang with my friends but I was torn because I knew it would be more convenient to have Jeremy my ex drive us up back to Raleigh or emaleas grandma. I debated for the rest of the dream which I’d rather do and I never came to a full decision.