Judge

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with my abusive ex-boyfriend. We are in this apartment and I'm hanging out with a couple of friends. One of my friends invited me to this activity to hangout. I think I had plans with my ex but for some reason I was kind of getting over him. So I decided to hang out with my girlfriends and I started making more plans with them. He overheard and from behind he grabs my head and slams it on the counter and asked me where do you think you're going. My ex never physically assaulted me in that way in my waking life but he would physically intimidate and if I didn't manage my behaviors I wouldn't put it past him to do something like that. For some reason, I wasn't even scared I felt validated that my two girlfriends were there to witness what happened. Later on in the dream I'm going through the criminal court case process like I'm currently doint in my waking life. I think that incident where he slammed my head got recorded and we were already in the criminal court case process when it happens. The incident got recorded somehow by my ex and he sends it to his lawyer. His lawyer comes over and tries to retrieve I find his phone and take it. He tries to convince me to take the phone but I refuse, but I know if I hold onto his possession for too long he can use it against me so I complied but before I do I send the recording to someone but idk who. Later on were at this court and the prosecutor's lawyers and my ex’s lawyer or commiserating with the judge about the incident. And the judge finally rules he needs to be in jail during the court process. When the official trial court date begins I get overwhelmed seeing him and it hits me again what he did to me. I get triggered and leave the room and walk to another building where the prosecutors or located to try to emotionally gather myself. Several of the procecuter lawyers comes to check on me and make sure I'm ready to proceed to testify as a witness. I told them yes and go back. There was limited seating in the room and I would have to sit next to him I find another spot to sit at. There was another person in the room I believe a guy who was also a witness of being harrassed by my ex. My ex wasn't queer but it was notable that there was another person who been abused by him. In my waking life, he has a previous DV conviction from a previous girlfriend. Later on I'm not sure what was the ruling against my ex but Im pretty sure it was guilty because he was sent back to jail. Later on in dream I still felt overwhelmed with everything that happened. I went to the lower level of the prosecuter’s office and this creepy old white man tried to kidnap me and push me into this basement no one knows about and no one would ever hear me cry out for help. He almost caught me but I got away with him enough to cry out for help and a friend saw this suspicious behavior and several ppl were alerted and caught the guy and he was jailed. Later on I was in this house and feeling overwhelmed and scared with everything that happened to me between my ex and that creepy old man. I was scared and throughout the night my friends, the prosecutors lawyers who also was around being friendly to me, and even a coworker was there to help and support me. At some point I was even feeling scared to go to the bathroom by myself and my coworker was nice to come with me. Later on in the dream everyone in the house that was supporting me got loose and drink a lot of liquor, had fun and passed out. Everyone was nice to me. And I was surrounded by a bunch of people in this house supporting me. Later on in the dream me and the guy who got harrassed by me ex was at this party getting celebrated for being survivors of abuse and stepping up and going through the trials to hold him accountable. I finally was able to connect with the guy that got harassed we hugged each other and cried in each other arms supporting each other knowing only two of us understood what my abusive ex put is through. There was people taking pictures of us. But we hugged not for the photos but to hold space and support each other. We also remain connected afterwards.

26 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was a judge at a cake baking competition.

10 Aug 2024

Dream

I went to an Ice Spice concert with Lucy. The venue was dark, filled with purple and blue lights that created a mysterious atmosphere. During the performance, Ice Spice came into the audience and started talking to me. The people around us looked on enviously. Ice Spice told me something intense. Lucy had cast some failed magical curses, and we had to go to the magical court immediately to resolve it. The ministry prosecuted Lucy because she had performed three failed curses. The third was the most bizarre: she had embalmed an ostrich with gel, and it was still half alive. In the courtroom, the judge touched the ostrich, and suddenly the creature began to move. To everyone's shock, it vomited a huge fish, black and green, as big as a lion, with legs and a tail. I was terrified as the creature appeared before us. The beast started running through the room. The woman who had accused Lucy of this failed curse suddenly ate the creature. She said she did it to strengthen her own dark magic.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

A snake popped its head out of the quilt on a bed (mine) in an old office I'm trying to use. I was surprised and disturbed when a second snake popped out. I decided there weren't anymore snakes in the quilt, but I didn't check instead I went to school/work. I swore at someone at work and was immediately put in “trial” the judge/teacher was against me and I didn't understand the rules. Everyone was younger than me and wouldn't listen or consider forgiving. I gave up and decided to leave and I didn't warn them about the snakes. I think I saw people using it as I left.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was watching a quick version of one of those court case shows and the judge was running through each court case in 5 minutes or Less. I thought to myself that I wish I could’ve brought a few people to court had I known it was that quick.