Leader

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in a musical scene. I was wearing my black gothic dress with fishnets and Doc martens and I was in a grand white mansion with gothic architecture. I was surrounded by outcasts, weirdos and misfits and they were all singing ‘One Normal Night’ from the Addams Family musical. I was singing a bit too but I looked like the leader of this get together and I stood tall on the main balcony with stairs as people were dancing on tables and swinging on chandeliers. It felt strangely good.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

It was a nice overcast day at the house i grew up in. I was outside in the ally-way and There was a group of people looking for a place to practice their music. They were dressed like a mix of differnt music style but all of them were nice. I remember leaning into "the leader" and hold him they can practice in the ally-way on the side of the property. "My mom dosnt come out very much" he agreed and they were setting up. I walked away with my purse and keys in hand towards a car.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m in Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint, a super meta webnovel that takes place in the apocalyptic Korea where some extraterrestrial beings have taken over, leans heavily into a lot of the tropes present in other Korean/Chinese/Japanese webnovels I’m in an underground tunnel/pathway that connects stations or whatever, following the leader of the group I decided to stick with(the one with Kim Dokja, the protag with all the knowledge about the world building of the novel and the system of the whole death game that the extraterrestrials have set up for their entertainment and nourishment to watch) There’s rats, dingy wetness, carcasses and bloodstains on the wall Once we get out to the ground level we’re basically going about on some kind of a traditional courtyard thing with bushs and trees of azaleas, camellias, Sharon’s Roses, baloon flowers, etc.(many plants native to China, Korea and/or Japan) Looks a bit like the Imparial Palace of Kyoto and other historical villas and gardens in the city We see three beautiful and busty women naked by one of the bushes, caressing each other’s butts and such in a rather sexual manner One is abashed, the other one caressing the first one’s ass seems rather lecherous about it, the third is caressing the second woman lightly and sort of eyeing the first two down lustily Obviously the people in my group are either weirded out, flustered or just enjoying the view while keeping a low profile I’m just sort of lusting over them without showing much external reaction The men in my group are curious or weirded out by my silence Kim Dokja is too buzy strategizing or just unemotionally nodding in approval

1 Aug 2024

Dream

Going on a hike around the hills/mountains of cherry blossoms and Chinese fantastical marshland that looks similar to the ones from Genshin Impact(Dihua marsh) It also looks a bit temperate-tropical like Izu/Itou People from my 5, 6-7th grade classes moving in friend groups and cliques I’m walking mostly alone or am congersing with one-two individuals Mists and clouds making the scenery immaculate, the whole area looks a bit like origami paper craft(Tengami-esque, another game with focus on ambience that I like) One of which being Mayuka, a close friend I spent a lot of time with once Fumié from the previous dream moved school and went out of picture We’re talking abt how she operates as a politician/leader of a country in a conference, or just how she would interact in general with other leaders She’s basically talking shit about all the ways she could shut them down by using her perceived meekness/naïveté when it comes to lingo/etiquettes/faux pas in the world of politics and diplomacy She makes comments about Le Penn and a few other French, German, English or American politicians like Nanci Pelosi, Macron, Boris Johnson, etc. Talking about how she would shut them down when they’d start talking in this patronizing way or once they assume that she doesn’t know better ‘Those fascist pigs’ she calls them(she’s always been a rather passionate, honest speaker but I never rly heard her talk abt politics irl)

31 Jul 2024

Dream

Last night I had the most amazing dream. 1 was at work, but not work as it is today in the new office as a contractor, but in the old office building like when I was a salaried employee, who was a part of the EY family, with my own personal space, (this was the version of my job where I was the happiest). I wasn't doing anything, just going about my work, when I was approached by one of the managing partners, apparently they had read something I'd written or heard something I'd said during a meeting they wanted me to explain it further in a companywide conference call. 1 had something to do with Dietrich Bonhoeffer bringing together my seminary training with my real world work experience. It turned out this partner was part of the Bonhoeffer Society which probably explains why they understood the significance of what I had said. And now they asked me to be a part of an online discussion and explain my thoughts with staff from other offices. I went to my tube and sat down I was surrounded by laptops open with screens showing people from different offices, but not only this a group had gathered around my cube to hear this meeting as well. did my best to get through my thoughts with the man interviewing me from the main screen. He was a black man with a salt and pepper afro and a roundish pleasant face. I remember adjusting the screen and switching monitors so people could see and hear me properly as I shared my thoughts. There were constant questions from people standing around the cube, so I couldn't honestly tell you if I ever finished what I was trying to say in the interview, but they were all such good question coming from people who were truly engaged with my ideas. I knew that nobody was disappointed, least of all me. After this meeting an older woman approached me and asked if we could speak somewhere more private I said yes, and took her into the tax processing/reprographics room that is at the center of the office, the door is very close to my old desk. Less people walk through there. The first question out of her mouth is "if you could do anything you wanted and time and money were not an issue, what would that be?" I moved our location a couple of times, so I we could hear each other better, because I knew something amazing was about to happen and I wanted to hear what she was saying fully and wanted her to be able to hear me, 1 knew this was important, 1 was about to get some amazing lifechanging offer. All of my thoughts and ideas which I've had but never realized came flooding to my mind. She explained that I had never been a leader before, until now, but all of that was about to change, and I would have people who cared about my ideas helping me to make them happen because they believe in them and they believe in me. This dream is a picture of my ideal life, where 1 am seen, heard, understood, and respected. Where people think 1 matter - it is the exact opposite of my waking reality. I woke up feeling euphoric, wondering if life could ever be that good, and how long 1 could enjoy this feeling before the afterglow of my dream is sapped by the realities of my everyday existence.

28 Jul 2024

Dream

Barbie movie but make the casts the world leaders and favorite characters????

4 Jul 2024

Dream

i dreamed i was taken from a school, and woke up at a school with people who had powers. i knew some of the people there. after a bit, were brought to the middle of the wild to survive. the thing is there’s this really big bird who will target us. so while we tried to survive, there was this dude who was also a student who was like a lady who’s really importants son basically lead us. At one point, the bird came close to our area so everyone was panicking because the bird could get us from our base. because of this, i tore the wire from some of the walls and ran towards a section of the base and started wrapping it to try and make a roof, everyone also tried to help but i lt didn’t work. me and the son of the important leader started to both kinda take control of things even though he wasn’t happy about it and ignored me. i decided to take the wires (again) and use a rock to forge them together and create a axe. i asked who wanted to cute down a tree and the important leaders son raised his and and smirked and said “me.” so i tossed it to him. I woke up after this but im pretty sure me and him were gonna fall in love.