Stalk

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt of her, Heather, my best friend, I was in bed and she was standing in the door way of my room in the dark. It felt like she was being hesitant to come in. I said to her I would answer all questions with utmost honesty and she started with the hardest questions. I cried as I answered all of them with absolute candor. How I understood the while situation. How I was manipulated by our mutual people. How it affected her in all aspects, emotionally physically and mentally. I never meant to hurt her. The one person I cared for the most. She leaned down and gave me a teary hug as she explained she has moved for fear of me finding her, like I was stalking her. I never had or would but thay hurt even more. She was being so distant and I was gutted. I wanted to remain friends but that will never, ever happen again. I could hear her voice, but not see anything more than her silhouette and I felt the hug. I really miss her.

2 Aug 2024

Dream

Dreamt I was being stalked and watched by my former yoga instructor, Mimi. She was there watching me. She watched me and even walked passed me in a park, but later found footage that she used cameras. In a later part of my dream, I was in an old grocery store. It had a traditional layout to an grocery store I used to go to when I was younger. The timing was during sundown, between daylight and evening- Sunset. I was by the entrance/exit and I looked outside and saw the sky be covered by a bluish purple grey cloud. It looked like methane or like a cloud of gas, and it was brewing. It had small waves like the ocean and I knew that something was not right. I called for Ricky, my husband but he never came. Instead he was like “what”?. I remember feeling so annoyed that he didn’t listen to me when it was dire. Then the smoke fell and it killed every human being, including me. It was an act from god. I remember spiraling into shadow but it also felt familiar. Then I remember being a part of another moment simultaneously. There were people deep underground and a woman representing a group picked up the phone and heard my message. It was me but logically it wasn’t. The message said, “please stay underground. Everyone is dead. You have the incredible journey and burden of being the only remaining humans alive. May god bless you. I love you.”

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in the woods with some people it was sunset and I was following a creek that kinda wrapped around where we lived I was following it then all of a sudden it turned pitch black out and now it was super dark so I started walking back following the creek but I stopped and try to catch fish in the creek by hand but that didn’t work so I kept on going and saw a fish that was stuck on a part of the creek that was to low for it to live so I kicked it into a good part of the creek and then it swam off I kept following the creek and eventually got pretty close the our houses so I walked away from the creek and towards my house but then all of a sudden I knew that something was stalking me trying to get me so I got on all 4s and crawled toward my house and right when I made it the front of my door I heard a loud scream that sounded like a bobcat, it was a bobcat that was stalking me I ran into my room and looked through the window and there it was a house cat that tried to get me. That all I remember