Fire

30 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night. I was in the bus and going back to my own country Iran to have old city name Bucan. I don’t know why I was there. I was walking in the street and the street was very old and people were in the street lots of people were in the street they kind of were in the different group giving for Hosin that has been person in Islam who has been killed. very fascinating old city and houses, shop which I have seen long time ago in the citys long from the big city's in Iran. I was visiting a family there and it was a handsome man came to help me and be my guide.we went on the balcony with him and he showed me a very beautiful view in that view. I saw from above after the houses It was a forest down there but on fire , I saw the jungle has been on fire so sad when I saw the huge fire down there I asked him why the forest is on fire why the government doesn't turn off this fire and he said that’s the kind of government we have they don’t care they just let it burn until everything burned,I told him that maybe comes to the city and he said yeah, we don’t know, but we don’t hope that. i ask him about the place I wanted to see but I didn’t remember the name and I asked him I have heard there is an old place probably a grave for some important person but I don’t remember the name. he showed me the mountain in front of us and he told me on that on the top of that mountain is grave for a very great poem from long time ago and that’s very famous and people walking all the way up to visit the place.i ask him, that’s very long way to climb up. Is there any way that we can use drive to get there? He told me there is but it’s from the behind the mountain. so he wanted to show me I told him that: I think where I wanted and heard there is some religious placed but I don’t remember the name, but he didn't know that. so when I was coming inside the house to put my shoes on to go out i saw my sons girlfriend and her sister came in to try to take of their shoes. I asked her what are you doing here why you came all the way here. she said because I heard you came here we wanted to check. in my dream I thought she’s from that area and she was worried about Maybe I found something about her so that’s why she came all the way down here. but in real life she’s from different country Ukraine. I ask her where is my son then and she said he’s at home. the other guy was guiding me was kind of surprised that I have a son. so while I was talking to her and surprised by her that she came all the way down here I woke up.

29 Aug 2024

Dream

I was camping with my two little dogs Kona and Ollie and we set up camp the night before with full intentions of bringing my boyfriend to camp the next day after he got off work. I made a fire and me Kona and Ollie listened to the fire crackle under the stars. The next day I left camp and drove down with my pups to meet James. I clearly remember two objects I left behind before leaving. I foldable bike and an REI gray and green tent. I also remember looking at the fire pit to make sure there was no trace of flame. As we made our way to James he called me and let me know that he got called into work and would not be able to camp with me anymore. I hung up extremely disappointed and walked into our apartment with my pups with my head hanging low in sadness. James told me he would go back up to the campsite and clean it for me since he wouldn’t be able to camp. I saw him with a buddy in the car drive to the campsite and started cleaning while I was home getting ready for bed. James was mad and was moaning and groaning about how difficult I can be to his friend as they cleaned the campsite.

28 Aug 2024

Dream

Yeah, I dreamed that I was trying to cook with my son to make chicken fried steak. But then the breading came off while I was cooking them. And then The stove top was at a slant, so the pan kept sliding off the burner. So I moved it to another stove and the ground started vibrating. So it was making my tongue ring vibrate off of my teeth. So I took my tongue out. But it came right back in my mouth again, even though I was holding my tongue ring in my hand. But it was hurting my teeth because it was vibrating up against them. It was like the ground was pulsating. And then the fire on the burners, kept turning on to where they were all on. And the pan kept sliding that was full of oil, kept sliding off the stove.

28 Aug 2024

Dream

A dream that I had a little heater. When I turned it on and started to turn the knob it made an odd whirring noise and then lit on fire. I didn’t have anything on me; so I had to run to a bathroom to cup water in my hands. The water was dripping through my hands as I ran back to the fire. Even though I didn’t have much water, one toss of the handful of water I did was enough to put the fire out. Despite me being at work, my friends from the martial arts gym were there for some reason asking me about what had happened.

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that me and my grandma Jeanne were at my house (only it wasn’t really my house in real life) and this older couple showed up with their kids (kinda reminded me of the that old lady off of osarks tv show) they threw a bottle into the house and it caught on fire. She told us she wanted her old bedroom back(it was the master bedroom) And I think we talked for a bit and kinda calmed her down. Grandma Jeanne started cleaning the room for her and I went and used the fire extinguisher on the kitchen table in the main part of the house and was trying to text Joey on my watch so they didn’t notice. And told him to call the police right now and that someone was trying to burn our house down. Then I went in to help Grandma Jeanne clean also and it was raining and wet and slick. We were trying to disract them and keep them calm to believe we were going to give them that one room. In the dream it was portrayed like they used to own it and then idk if it got taken away from them or what but they for sure wanted it back. She was talking to me in a nice calm way after we’d been cleaning and said you could rent out that big room and make some money and isn’t that a beautiful view. I don’t remember how the dream ended.

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamed,fire on separate hearths. The fire department took it out,there was no major damage. Later there was one fire that was smoldering,but it too was successfully put out

26 Aug 2024

Dream

My girlfriend and I were in a big store doing some shopping with my parents. The store was filled with colorful strange things, floating candy dispensers that would dispense candys and glitter from time to time so kids were there waiting always. A few kids were throwing some lollipops at me after the candys got dispensed, in a good way tho, like they wanted me to have some of their candy. I wanted to leave the store and i couldn’t remember where the exit is so i tried to go through the fire exit where i triggered the silent fire alarm and someone came to me and told me im not allowed to use that exit, they showed me the way back and i found my parents car. After i got in the car i woke up with my girlfriend to an escape room on the edge of a cliff. My girlfriend and i kept getting out and back in like in a circle and she started feeling sick. The girl from the escape room determined that my girlfriend had gonoreea because she googled her symptoms like feeling super cold just like she mentioned before actually going to sleep irl, she also separated her and I because she felt that my girlfriend would not be comfortable telling her the truth in front of me. She sent my girlfriend somewhere. As i walk outside of the escape room , i meet with Laura, an old friend of mine that recently met with Anita to talk about how she got cheated on by her boyfriend radu. We then both saw that Anita was on some kind of paved cliff, we watched her on that cliff and as she was replacing a stone in the pavement it gave in causing her to fall off the edge of the cliff. I ran after her moving everyone aside and yelling make way, when i got there a small kid that looked like my younger self in winter clothes, even if it was hot out there was looking trough the gap Anita fell, i back the kid off and there was his mom on the edge of cliff giving me attitude. I told her what happened and she said anyone can fall through as she showed me that she can just delete any rock from the pavement causing me to fall down the cliff as well. My girlfriend and i reincarnate in the form of two kittens sitting in the backseat my parents car driving back from the store. They were laughing and talking about us as cute kittens. I was watching us from a third person perspective. For a second i blinked and my girlfriend and i respawned as characters from a video game called roblox

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I was 17 again. I was hanging out with Ravane. She was kind of liking this nice guy we met at this place. (It was like a hangout zone for teens, sort of like a mall. But no one was shopping where we were. Also there was a beach lake like Nashville shores outside) we were walking around and decided to sit at a table. Then I spot Alexander. My other bff. I felt some distance in our relationship at this moment so I rushed over to him( probably because I haven’t seen him since high school, 12 years ago!!) I brought him back to the table Ravane and the guy who liked her were sitting at. I sit next to Alex. We got along well and he made me laugh so hard like he always use to. We all 3 got up and decided we are going outside to the beach (it looked just like Nashville Shores, lots of trash) we picked up the trash a little bit but stopped because there was too much, so I decided I was going to tell our RWB group we should do a volunteer trash pick up one day to clean up the beach. We walked along and it was 11 before we knew it. Ravane and me and Alex walked to her car. I spotted this girl look at Ravane, but her hair up, get 2 other friends and rush outside to fight us. I told her we need to get in the car quick because I saw what was about to happen. We do and she drives off in the other direction. We start laughing and we thought the girl was just jealous because Ravane didn’t do anything. Suddenly I was in an old ghetto apartment building that was falling apart. I couldn’t find Ravane and thought maybe this is where she lives now? It was scary inside. So I walked and my feet felt very heavy. I walked to the end of the hall where a little boy about 4 years old threw a ball at me and just stared at me. I had a creeping feeling someone was following right behind me, so I followed the boy into the open apartment door. It was all burned and black inside. Aunt Terra (Ravane aunt and caretaker in high school) was on a burned bed sitting up. I asked where Ravane was and she said oh sweetie, she’s been dead for years remember? She reached for my hand as I began to sob. She told me she hears All the calls and cries for Ravane. Many people morn her. She started playing my voicemails I left her. I sob so hard I wake up in real life crying. I miss you Ravane. And I miss being 17.

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in the trip to nature with my ex-husband and my little son like it was when we were married and my son was at that age. we were driving to somewhere in nature. that area is the water was poison we should be careful a tree there was white and it had white shadow round all the branch. shows the grass and trees around that area the water is poison so we shouldn’t drink water someone told us that that ears is the party if the border is poison. We went from that spots to between the forest and make fire to boil water and make some tea. My son was playing around to play with something but he got bored we decided to move somewhere else and let, him play playground or somewhere else who is more interest for him so we start to pack all the thing we have had. we had a spot for toilet and before we packed i told my husband I’m going to pea for the last time, and then you should come and clean up here. But i told my self that i can do that but again i told me self that no I should let him do that because i shouldn’t do everything by myself I should do my part and let him do his this kind of work is not for women. Before I go to pea I told him to make fire for last time to boil little bit water to have it in with us if we wanted to have tea we were driving to or maybe in the next place we were not able to make fir. From the toilet i over heard my son and my ex-husband (his father) tell him that his was leaving i came out ask my ex what happened? he was very sad and angry so I told him what happened why you are so angry nothing happened but every angry voice so I tried to calm him down and ask him what happened that something bothering you so he told So find out he was sad and he looked at somewhere else and explained to me that he found out about someone that he is a liar and stole something from him. I ask him if do something wrong while he was talking I looking into myself if did something and now he found out like i have been slept with someone before we married and i haven’t told him or he talk about someone else I was trying to figure this out. then I woke up

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was I. High school and I was trying to befriend a girl and she was acting weird with me like she didn’t like me. I was waiting at a store to finish getting my Polaroid printed out but the cops had to cop and it was a whole thing. We later met up and she was was talking to her gf they made me feel left out like they weren’t including me in their convo. Then I told them if they weren’t interested in being friends with me to let me know so I could not try anymore. Then more girls came and started trying to intimidate me saying no one wants to be friends with you because of you telling that girl you wish she would die and I said I apologized profusely and she got me so angry that those were the words I chose. They didn’t care so I tried running from them throughout the high school. I escaped from them and lost them and fled the property and got away from them. I also ate some oranges and was with another friend we went to McDonald’s to get my French fries that they forgot to place in to the bag from the other McDonald’s I had the receipt so the worker gave them to me. Then I saw my boss at a school and he was explaining how none liked him so he could relate to how I was feeling. And I saw a train and fire in my dream also on the tracks.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

The dream started off with me waking up in my room at my new house almost like it wasn't a dream. I started to set my computer to set my computer up to get ready for work when Frederick knocked on the door. He asked me "can you kindly stop sharing your location with me on snapchat? Like one last jab to make sure that I knew that we are completely broken up. He said "yeah, it's just something I don't need to be seeing anymore'. I tried not to even dignify him with a glance. I said non chlanatly, yeah I will. He then began to go downstairs to finish getting ready for work. Usually I start work before him and today I just wanted to leave as quick as possible after that statement. I didn't want to run into him again at the house. I gathered my stuff quickly not even putting it in my bookbag but filling my arms with all of it. There was so much in my hand I might not have noticed if I dropped anything. I just wanted to leave as soon as possible. I shuffled quickly down the stairs and out the door. I was about to go straight to my car until I looked to my right and saw a small fire in the front yard. I looked at it and saw it was also under this big bubble under the grass, I think that's where it started. Only after watching it for 5 seconds did it spread so quickly. A party of me wanted to wait until it got to the house just to see if it was really bad, but once it got to just barely touching it I freaked out. I saw that the house was drenched in gasoline. If it hit the house the whole thing would be burned down quickly. I ran back inside but by time I ran to the door, the fire was inside the house. I screamed at Frederick "FREDERICK, hurry up come out come out come out" I didn't even tell fire until I saw him rushing down the stairs. I said we have to get our hurry up. We both ran outside, I started packing back and forth, fr was taking out and crying what are we gonna do. The neighbors and cars passing on the street began to slow down to see what was going on. I was thinking of solutions for maybe us to go down to the Denny's and reconvene or to call someone. I think I did call someone but I don't remember. I saw from the back Frederick looked as he had gone back inside but I was still trying to find a solution. When he returned I told him my solution of going somewhere but I looked back at the house. Did you put it out I asked. He said yeah. Oh shit well okay I said. Well do you still want to go to Denny's? That was a lot. He looked at me like that was a ridiculous thing and said "oh Jacqui I have to get to work" I then straightened my mood back to the cold shoulder I gave him earlier and said okay and went back upstairs but this time feeling embarrassed and awkward and rejected. I started to set my computer up for work and opened my personal laptop up to an SNL skit talking about God. The show had mentioned the book of James, clear as day. I knew that would be subject of choice at work today. As I was about to look into the book and see what it said my alarm woke me up.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my grandmother’s house and we went to the grocery store I wanted a lalaloopsy doll off the shelf and my grandmother bought it for me and got my sister something as well but when my sister saw mines she took it and I cried asking mom to make her give it back but my mom ignored it so I had to play with my sister’s Barbie crying and my grandmother was so furious she gave it back and told my mother stop enabling my sister. Years passed and my mom enabled her behavior now I’m standing in the middle of a house fire watching as the house burns down tears coming down my eyes but not crying as I watched my grandmother’s house burn down and I looked at my mother and my sister and pushed them down the stairs and left them there to die and ran away to the forest as I watched the fire from a tree. The fire was so pretty and I cried because I missed my grandmother.