Classmates

8 Aug 2024

Dream

my dream started with being in a big city, dressed for a classical concert in this gold and white looking colosuem, it was a school event so i had classmates going. I tried to sit and look for a while but i kept switching seats or getting up to leave. I didnt really want to be there. So i left and i saw my boyfriend, he was talking about this video that he wanted to see on YouTube but mainly because his family wanted him to watch it. He wasnt going to but i knew that video, it was an Inspirational anime type video with clips and quotes(¿). So we went somewhere (?) it felt like a big building that had rooms and was kind of dark when i think about it. The lighting gradually began to dim throughout my time there with you. You were on a bed and i was on leaning on it beside you, trying to find the video on my phone and with my headphones because i thought itd be better that way, but i realized i had my laptop so i tried searching it up there while i layed on the bed beside him. I could feel your hand wrapped around my stomach and i started to fall asleep looking for the video because my laptop was being very slow for some reason. At this point the lighting was almost pitch black where we were. I dozed off and then tried getting the video on again. i stood up to see you gone, the bed had disappeared or maybe i walked away from it looking for you. it was pitch black and the only dim lighting in the Abandoned-feeling building was coming from a figure of a person almost limping towards me. I got scared a bit. [At this point in dreams, when i realize it'll be nightmare/horror-esque i also know im dreaming but i try to wake up because. . scary] In my head i automatically assumed zombie almost.. but the person walked by me trying to run away down the hall and pointed at me to run as well. So i thought not a zombie, worse?. I tried running down and finding a room to hide in. I went to what looked like a store in the building that was ransacked and dark.I sat in the corner knees to my chest. ------ The next continuation i remember is me living in that building with a group of survivors. It was a tall building, nice to live in for us. Everything we did was quiet or at the least not loud. What lived in there with us was one death angel, but it was almost completely black, and in my peripherals looked full of black goo going down its back and creating almost a coat over his body which made it look much bigger.Starting around this point in the dream i would wake up every now and then but still be tired and go back to bed. But everytime my dream would continue where it left off in this quiet place type dream. I dont remember much more but close calls with this thing while living there with others. Hiding in stalls and being as quiet as i can hoping i wake up. I eventually did. now 😶‍🌫️

8 Aug 2024

Dream

The streets of Odawara/Hadano/Okubo, around residential area Running away from my parents’ voices(they’re not chasing me, I just snuck out of the house) Arriving at Shinjuku station and its surroundings An outdoor live concert, Hozier’s Getting excited and joining in the crowd, vibing to some of his songs like ‘Too Sweet’ and ‘It Will Come Back’ Dipping when things start to get too wild, arriving at the hotel to the rest of my classes that had already arrived, getting through the carpeted corridors Walking to the reception, getting past the door where the gym space is visible beyond The floor is framed with glass, skyscrapers and nighttime scapes below can be seen, the blend of that which I see around the Skytree and around Shibuya Talking with Mayuka, telling her about the history of Venezuela and the US’s imperialistic interests makes it harder for people to ser through the propagandas they make about the country’s socio-political and economic state, as well as the complicated landscape of individual strata’s feelings toward the US’s ‘interventionist’ implants in the country’s politics and the grassroots level resistance that had been holding up strong Walkingg past the reception while talking about how me telling her this information might get me stuck in the ‘checkout’ process/the customs When we’re about to head out it comes true: Mayuka gets past easily while I get held up by the clerk and be asked to show the passport and all that

25 Jul 2024

Dream

I woke up and walked to my living room, barely awake and struggling to walk and stay awake. I drank some coffee but it wasn’t really effective. I went to school and noticed we had new lockers. I admired the lockers with my classmates before I woke up again. I walked to my kitchen once again but instead, I saw my boss and my co workers. They were also tired. I was so excited to drink some coffee but no matter how much coffee I drank, I was still tired. I was so desperate, I drank the coffee straight from the coffee pot. Yet, still tired. No matter how much coffee I drank, I would fall asleep, wake up, and still feel exhausted.

19 Jul 2024

Dream

I was with classmates I wanted to have sex live dance but no one wanted to. I was disrespected, forced to eat meat, no one listened to me, I felt like a loser never good enaugh

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I was getting dropped off somewhere by my parents and I can remember saying something about going and getting a coffee but I don’t think I did. So I went to highschool. Like I was a student again but the same age I currently am and the same school I graduated from. My classmates were all there too. Each one of the teachers were different. I think it was a special day because we didn’t have class. We had certain events but mostly lectures in the hallways. I sat next to Kaleb and Mauricio (a couple of good friends from highschool). Then we moved from the back door entry way, through the cafeteria and I could see a chef that was making pizza from scratch and was almost done. Then we kept walking and sat in a new place in the cafeteria. Then some people got up and moved and it was very crammed seating so we moved too from where we were sitting. Then I was suddenly in a different row and I was laying down and Morgan was laying on me. (An old crush from 8th grade) We were talking about stuff like “I wonder why we never worked out” and then I remember her saying something about how her boobs were small and how we were both only 15 but I can remember trying to hide my breath the whole time and I don’t know why.

1 Jul 2024

Dream

There was a underground school tour. My environment was darker, only lit up by candles, which were everywhere. It looked like Hogwarts basically. I went to one of the classes. They had a competition and I saw a lot of my former classmates. I lost the person I was with before but sat down to a group of my classmates. They were the girls i didn’t have much contact with, but were very friendly. We worked as a group to win the competition, i don’t remember if we did tho._