Dream About Military Gossip Dance Performance

I am back in the military. It’s another dream about people talking about me and sharing information about me behind my back. Everyone is keeping it a secret. I can tell by my intuition and their actions towards me. A female figure I considered a friend was talking to people about an email someone sent her asking her questions and sharing information about me. I am watching her showing people the email so they can read it. I hear her talking about someone dying. The emotional I felt was the person died because of me. I inquired about the details of the email and she told me to ask the decease person in the email. Everyone around me laughed. I felt humiliated and hurt. I had no desire to do anything after. I am now with a group of soldiers and we are practicing a dance routine. I seem to be agitated by the choreography and with the soldiers not getting it right. I felt like the whole thing didn’t make sense and was chaotic. I made a comment about it and was verbally attached by a male figure who seem to be in a leadership role. Looking around the room the people are the same soldiers who my friend was sharing the email information. I kept going to the restroom throughout the dream. One particular time I was walking to the restroom a male figure was in his car masterbating. I flew closer to see clearly but when I get close he hid his genitals in his shorts. I walked into the bathroom to see guys in there giving fellatio to each other. I used the bathroom and watched the festivities but didn’t participate. I am now back at the dance practice and decide to quit. They told me it fine but since they are traveling to perform I will be the only one in the offfice, but different unit will be in another office, too. I told them I didn’t care I don’t want to go. I hinted I will leave to visit family. I am heading to the bathroom again. The male figure who was masterbating in the car is heading there as well with another male figure. He stops and tell a group of male figures to take the male figure he is walking with to the bathroom and he will be right back. I didnt go into the bathroom this time. I was in a sitting area. The male figure who stepped away came back through a window or opening in the wall. He had tickets to see Taylor Swift perform. Observing m the space it seem I am in a VIP box and the window is an opening to see the celebrity perform on stage. The other male figures didn’t seem interested so I told him I will take the ticket. I walked into the bathroom to get paper towels and there was a television playing her concert. I realized I have seen her performance before. I exit the bathroom to let the group of male figures know I seen it already. We are sitting in the lounge and one male figure asked to borrow one of my uniform. I responded yes. Another male figure asked and I said yes, too. The dream end. I can’t recall when but at some point in the dream I was upset for being forced to do something I felt was an inconvenience because they were being inconsiderate. I was venting to them about it but they didn’t seem to care. I remember running in some moments of the dream. I remember seeing a pool, swimming, and fish. I at one point at dance practice I opened the blinds to look out a window to take in the beautiful scenery of the night sky and beautifully lit landscape.