Urine

13 Aug 2024

Dream

I am at a mansion attending a party. I get there with a couple friends but immediately lost them. I am walking around and I see an ex of mine hugged up dancing with a female figure. I didn’t look at him, only her, and thought to myself he will always hide in his true identity of being gay. I noticed I am among celebrities and people are everywhere. I am now on top of a waterfall. Two sailboats have people on it. I get onto one and we are flying around. We land and I am in line wanting to fly on it again. Instead I am underneath a bunch of people. I am making my way through them but end up back at the mansion and into a bathroom. I go inside to urinate and all the toilets are filled with human waste and clogged. One of them were starting to over flow so I went into another stall. I urinate and left. I am outside walking around and a vehicle back up into me. I were upset and wondered why aren’t they making sure someone isn’t behind them before reversing. They didn’t seem to care and didn’t stop reversing so I stepped aside. I looked through the car window and two people were in it. They looked deceased and face was badly rearranged. They began to hit other people as they continued to reverse. Those people were upset and started to beat and bang the car to grab the people out of it. I felt bad and tried to stopped them from damaging the car and hurting the two people inside. As I ran towards the car I ended up on top of a hill or ladder telling people to stop but it was only female figures grabbing their purse. I was confused and they were looking at me like I was insane. I am now at a lounge attending an event. I am sitting at a table with other people. Jennifer Lopez walks by and I waved at her and said hi but she’s didn’t look my way. She kept walking down stairs and stopped at the bottom. It felt awkward to me as I reflect on a memory of us having conversations before. I looked to the right and I see Usher talking to a group of people and smiling. A women walked up my table and started to speak to someone sitting with me. She looks familiar but I couldn’t remember who she is. I asked the person who she spoke to and they mentioned the name but I didn’t recognize it. They woman looked at me as if I should know who she is. She stared at me for a bit then walked away to perform. I am familiar with the song and able to sing along but still couldn’t remember her name. I walked down the stairs. Now I am in what looks like a warehouse. I see platforms of dogs being auctioned. I mention to someone standing that they aren’t real dogs. They seem like toys. Angela Bassett walks out of a opening in a wall with plastic panels. She looks at me mean and continue to walk away. I felt she didn’t like my comment. I am now in a different lounge sitting on the main floor. I am at a table with a group of men. They all seem to have an attraction to me. My kept shifting as the chair was uncomfortable. I stood up and one of the men ask what was the issue. I told him my chair feels weird and I noticed the chair is broke. He corrected me by saying you mean broken. I got a little irritated and said yes it is broken. I grab another chair and sat. I a lot of people came to the in front of our table and began to drink something. They start falling to the floor. I had a bad feeling about it, I got up, and walked to the door. People in the audience started to laugh and make fun that I was scared. Those people on the floor start to turn into zombies. I had my arm up on the wall watching through the door. I look right and realized there is a gentleman and his companion next to me. The gentleman suggested we leave, grab some drinks, and have a little fun. I can tell my his companion face he wasn’t happy with the gentleman’s suggestion. I declined the offer and told the gentleman he should treat his companion right. The companion walked away and threw a dead body into something. The gentleman seem upset with my comment and began to be aggressive. I continued to tell him how I felt. He walked away. I am now walking outside and I locked eyes with a guy standing by his vehicle. He looked sad. He told him I should I kept my mouth closed. He pulls out a gun and reluctantly shot another guy next to me. I felt like the guy he shot was someone I loved. Not a lover but maybe a friend or family member. I had no feelings towards what he done. I was more focused on why the gentlemen I turned down wanted to kill my loved ones because of me telling him the truth of his behavior with his companion. I walked into the gentleman and his companion again and they end up on top of me. I think we were fighting and they took my driver license. I am in a vehicle with other men and we are driving somewhere. We arrived somewhere and we see the gentleman’s companion running past us. I grab him and search his bags. There was medication, drugs, and sexual products in his bag. One of the male I was with said I should go to law enforcement because they have my driver license and may try to get me when I go back home. I am now in an office. It resembles a hospital. I am talking to a female about something and she hands me a cup with a powdered substance and water. I asked her for more water because it was enough in the cup for the amount of powder. She told me she can’t give me more and to drink. I drank some and it tasted horrible and dry. However, the cup automatically had more water and I drank more. I can hear noise like someone is having sex in another room. I look left and the door opened. A female walked out with her hear frizzy. A male doctor walked out and a female nurse. I stared at the female with the frizzy hair. As she walked pasted the lady who gave me the cup I noticed the lady who gave me the cup seemed worried. She was reading something on her monitor. She began to talk to other employees there and I heard her mentioned I am psychotic and should not have taken the drink. She looked at me and told me something about my medical records and said I need to leave. I asked why. She was explaining why but I couldn’t hear her anymore. I was now surrounded by a bunch of people staring at me. The lady who gave me the cup face started to look like a zombie. Her zombie look kept phasing in and out. I looked at the other people and their face were shifting in and out into a zombie too. She told me again I need to leave and I woke up. I noticed in the dream I was many people keep staring at me as if I was very different. Someone where a stare of attaction while others were a stare of fear.

27 Jul 2024

Dream

I am somewhere overseas in a room filled with other male figures. There are beds and furniture with pictures everywhere. I am in a bathroom with large mirrors. I opened it to see hygiene and shaving products. Below the mirror are sinks. There are a bunch of male figures watching me urinate. My urine and genitalia is the color gold. A female figure is harassing me and making jokes about me. I retaliated by making jokes about her and cussing her out. I am vaping and waiting in a line with other people to travel to another city. I am in my brothers patio. It very dim. The TV is playing, and boxes around the room. I am not sure why, but I feeling fearful of something. I see the window curtain is slightly open and outside is pitch black darkness. My mood kept changing based on Sun and Moon’s position.