Surgery

16 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a room that I was sleeping in and when I woke up and the lights came on in the was a hospital room and I was in the visitor’s seating bench in the room. My mom was in a hospital gown sitting on the edge of the bed getting ready to leave with my dad and I. I stood up and went by my mom. A nurse came in and took the IV out of my mom and then said that she might as well take care of the other one while she’s here. The other one meaning the other patient which turned out to be me. I had some contraption that looked like the pic line I had in real life. I was scared and started to protest but was turned around. There was a mirror so I could see what was happening. First she put in a medicine with a needle that didn’t hurt. Then she put one in to take some fluid from my body and it felt like the pain from the needle that was put in to take spinal fluid from me in real life. But it was all located on the back of my right shoulder instead of my spine. I closed my eyes because I didn’t want to see it. A few moments passed and all of a sudden nurses rushed in and put me on a stretcher and held me down while others started sticking needles in me and another nurse in pink scrub shirt with a purple scrub hat had a device that was going to go into my body while could feel it saying that I needed emergency liver surgery and I tried to break free yelling “wake up! Wake up!” While crying but nothing was happening. I thought that I wasn’t dreaming anymore and this was actually happening and I panicked and cried struggling with nurses talking and putting medical things on me while trying to tell me I wasn’t dreaming.

1 Aug 2024

Dream

I had nightmare about being a patient at my job and needing to schedule glaucoma surgery. I lost the patient i was with because a coworker took tbem into the crowd

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a mouth surgery or something I’m not sure why I needed it. It resulted in my mouth having a ton of extremely intense stitches and gauze shoved in my mouth. The surgery was towards the back of my Mouth/ throat. The stitches made it impossible to use my mouth at all it more was keeping my mouth clamped shut. They added a smell material to prop my mouth open slightly but sometimes it would slip, causing me to bite down hard and painfully against my cheek and tongue. It would take serveral minutes to re open ever so slightly and add the spacer. It left my cheeks swollen and sore. For an unknown reason my throat and mouth were still kinda numb. And I lacked a lot of control in my mouth. But I remember my mouth slipping too far open- but more like it was forced open. It caused all the stitches to rip. I could feel them ripping one and a time in AGONY. my mouth would spew open fully, and the stickers would burst to intensely that blood spewed out of my mouth like projectile vomit. It was so real I could taste the blood in mouth. It hurt to bad. But I couldn’t control it. I would start to become aware of the stitches opening and the pain sparking through the numbness as my mouth would open in slow motion, but it was like I had no control. I was aware of it happening and couldn’t stop it. Somehow we’d get it fit back tog, re stitched but it would happen again several times. Eventually being so painful it woke me up.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

My best friend and I were suffering from retinal illness, probably cancer. We both were scheduled for surgeries with little chance of survival. I found out I had a slightly more chance of survival than her. I didn’t want to survive because everyone was expecting me to die and I wouldn’t be with my best friend. Then I didn’t know my friend was going in first and I didn’t get to say goodbye so I was very upset.

12 Jul 2024

Dream

In this dream i was looking in the mirror and saw my face to be youthful and balanced. But for some reason i felt the need to get surgery on right side of my face, near my nose. After the surgey it healed nicely but then my face when i looked up close was unbalanced. The are icwas trying to fix ended up making one nostril smaller than the other. As well as one side of my lip smaller than the other. I wanted to go back to fix it, i don’t know what could be done, but i needed to go back to the surgeon. Then my dream jumps to me being at a university on the top of a snowy cold mountain. When i arrived at the top i see a large train station and a large cafeteria. I go inside and find my students from 2016. They are in their senior year of college and graduating in a few days. I see mostly my Muslim female students sadia and nadia. Im also sitting next to my high school friend Michael cantillo. They explain that there is only one train for the night to leave campus. I say my goodbyes and head for the station. I have to go througg many old style coridoors and hallways to get to the station. When i get to the plaform it’s packed with students all wanting to take the last train off the mountain. I run through crowd and get to the front of the heard and secure my place on the train

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I went to the hospital to see if I was sick before I went on a trip. To my surprise the doctor checked my lymph nodes and saw they were hugely inflamed. She seemed extra concerned. Then my tongue started falling out in pieces. She asked me to show her my tongue which was abnormal looking. Then the doctor explained to me that deep inside my lung was something known as a “Goin”. A cancerous wound that leaks infection into my lymph nodes. The only way for to have a chance was to have an expensive surgery. Just then the rest of my tongue falls out. The doctor continues to explain that even if the surgery won’t save me it will save others. Then as I am waiting on my surgery people from my school begin to tell me that this is the results of me turning my back on God and I had been visited by a banshee informing me of my impending death and eternity spent in hell. I threatened to push them down the stairs and kill them since I was going to hell soon anyways.