Circus

16 Aug 2024

Dream

i was going on rollercosters for a field trip so i waited in line with all my friend so they could go but since i dont like roller coasters i skipped ti the end and there i found a girl who was unable to go on the roller coaster due to a physical condition. so i sat there and talked to her for a little. she was nice so when she had a care taker come pick her up she said we should hang out again and i agreed. i would go to her house and my mom would go out with her parents. then her care taker came in and said he wanted to go for a ride, he kept being weird and against my better judgment i went with him. everyone in public was acting really weird like looking like they were satanic cult. i said i wanted ti go home and i was scared and suddenly we were driving down a corn field. i was begging to go home and he said he would take me there but then said let me check if he is here and pulled out a mirror asking “are you here” suddenly all around us would flash graphic images of a lady. we were driving past things like a circus parade and then we got out the car it was like everyone but him was after me. so i followed him, we were headed into a subway when i saw someone cosplaying the god Kali, so i went to point him out but my care taler was gone amd it looked like the people staring at me were after me so i asked Kali for help to please save me. she took me down to a bathroom to keep me safe and text my mom but in the other stalls people were pulling at my clothes and legs to go under to them. thats when i thought my dream ended, it felt like i had woken up and was talking to my mom about the nightmare i had and she comforted me and made me feel a little better before i fully woke up

14 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in the car with my best friend from work. I was in the backseat, she was driving, and her fiance was in the passenger seat. I was assuming I was going to her place but I was unsure. I went to sleep in the dream, and woke back up just to see the car barreling down the road towards people in the crosswalk. I scream her name, in case that was going to do something, but it turns out that she was now in the passenger seat and her fiance was driving. He didn't slow down or try to avoid the people until the last possible second. I was screaming for my life, as my friend just woke up as well. She seemed to be yelling at him more fiercely, and you can see his eyes as he just sighs and jolts the car away from the crosswalk. I was in shock but it seems like this type of behavior isn't new according to my friend's reaction. One we get to their house, I was greeted with snarky remarks from the fiance and my friend trying to control him. I was trying not to cause any more issues by telling them that they don't need to feed me, but of course my friend was against starving me. It was a very awkward visit. She sighed and let me leave. A bit while later I visited again, but this time with many more people. Seemed like a party of sorts. I saw my friend was trying her best to control the situation but I could see fear in her eyes, like hoping that her fiance won't spoil it. I wanted to try and stay but I had things to do. I went to my boyfriend and we left. I looked over when I was driving and I saw him playing my favorite game on his computer. I was like "why'd you start to play this again? I know you hated playing it with me". He half shrugged and kept playing the game. Once we got home, I started playing the game too, but he didn't want to play it me. It seemed like he was in a group of random people and playing their game, but not letting me join. So I tried to join the same 'game' (session) they did, but from my computer. I tried to find them once I got in but I couldn't. Once I got in, I hid in an old mine building, since I didn't get to grab any useful weapons or items to help my survival in the game. I saw people under me, and people above me, but I was unsure on how to get there. There were teeny tiny ledges and holes that maybe a small child could fit through, but then again there was no definitive was down or up. Finally I just broke a wall and found a hallway. I tried to walk up the stairs but at the very top of the steps was a ledge to look outwards, and there stood a super cramped old colorful animatronic skeleton. I thought it was dead but it looked at me through glowing eyes. I tried to hide my fear but I knew if I climbed the stairs any higher, that it might follow me. Instead I went down the stairs, turning my back every corner, and warning others of it on their way up. Of course no one believed me, but it soothed my soul knowing I tried. Eventually I found my boyfriend in the old circus tent. I saw my cats with him, but it seemed like one was missing. He didn't seem to care, he just wanted out of the game himself, but I had to find the cat. I was running searching for the cat, but it was no where to be found. Then I awoke. It's good to note that I have never seen my friend or her fiance in pictures or real life before. Seems like my dream filled their pictures in for me.

27 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in an auditorium watching a movie and was surprised to be surrounded by a few familiar faces. A scene in the film came up where there was a boat sinking in a body of water and I made a slight joke to my best friend Chris that that was almost us once on his boat and he denied playfully that it wasn’t his fault. His ex that he doesn’t talk to anymore was there as wel but they just kept their distance from each other. Once the film ended a former friend of mine named Brittany had left to go charge her vehicle. A mutual friend that knew her too had referred to her which allowed us to meet discuss her. She had left her jacket with me but I was preparing to leave soon so I asked her friend to ask Brittany if she wanted me to leave her jacket with this mutual friend and she didn’t give me a clear instruction of yes or no so I just stayed and watched the live performers come out and dance. It had looked like a scene from the circus.

26 Jul 2024

Dream

was on this huge upper deck of a structure that might have been my home, surrounded by huge tree trunks, trees and light. Ben from the wheelchair van life was there and gave me a huge hug from his wheelchair. It felt loving and kind. Then we made something for dinner and talked, but I don’t remember about what. I was walking down the street and saw all these huge zoo and circus animals in cages. I think it was for a good cause but I felt a deep sense of compassion for them. There was a cat that was mad at me and wanted to attack me. It was in Tom’s arms and when I tried to pet it it launched itself at me and tried to scratch. He had to pull it off me and I said the cat just gets like this sometimes, she gets mad.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt about seeing two of my old close friends at some camp place (we were in a building) and those friends of mine don’t even talk to each other. I eavesdropped and they said they can be partners for a certain activity and in that activity you need three people but I was scared to ask them for some reason if I can join. They went downstairs and I followed them and then outside, it was all muddy and there was a huge forest with a small playground. They grabbed a large blue tricycle (the length was long but the height was the same as my friend’s) and then they rode on it away from two other kids from my old school that I got along with too but not close. Apparently they were playing hide and seek and I watched them play. My two close friends rode the tricycle into this circus like tent. I asked if I could play soon and one of my close friends said ‘of course but just wait until next round because it’s still going!’ in a cheerful tone and I was glad he allowed me to play. Soon, I rode the large blue tricycle away from the two boys that I got along with but not close and I rode it in the tent. Then the dream ended and I woke up disappointed