Sleep

23 Aug 2024

Dream

Getting a tattoo was never my intention, especially while under the influence. In my dream, I fell asleep and woke up shirtless on a table in a place I didn’t recognize. On my way home to meet my girlfriend, I started feeling uneasy, like something was wrong. A sharp pain in my back made it difficult to lie down. Concerned, I asked my girlfriend, "Is there something on my back?" Her eyes widened in shock as she exclaimed, "You got a tattoo!" I couldn’t believe it until I saw it myself. When I finally looked in the mirror, I was stunned to see a large, freshly inked circle on my back, with an intricate design inside that was too complex to describe. I was devastated—I never wanted a tattoo.

22 Aug 2024

Dream

My mum was telling me to take down a bunch of dream catchers from my rooms roof but I just wanted to sleep and I knew that I needed the dream catcher to be safe but I took them down anyway because my mum said too I took down six and then I woke up not to long after yhat

17 Aug 2024

Dream

I had another dream where I couldn’t wake up. I was somewhere doing something but I can never remember what I just know I keep looking around for things to wake me up from my dream like in the past when I wanted to wake myself up I saw these metal fences and kept jumping over them until I got to the fourth one and it woke me up. So now I look for hidden keys or something to trigger me to wake up. I remember I was just shouting upwards saying, “Wake up! I want to wake up now!” I felt so relieved when I actually did wake up and I felt physically tired like I was tired from all the effort of trying to wake myself up from the dream and the yelling in the dream.

14 Aug 2024

Dream

Waiting for mom to come back home after a nighttime grocery shopping She went to drive In my room with younger brother He’s watching gameplay vids and I am too Or I’m PLAYING a game I tell him to go back to the room where he sleeps with mom on his own accord so that he won’t be caught pulling an all-nighter(“It’s not gonna be my fault if she scolds you in any way, I’ve given you the caveat and now it’s your responsibility”) When she comes back, predictably he’s still unaware and playing/watching videos He rushes back to the room just before she comes into the house, tries to feign that he was just about to go back to sleep after not being able to, and that he was just borrowing the iPad to help him dose off She ofc clocks him and pokes on all the logical flaws in his fabricated excuses I’m in the room just watching, mom scolds younger brother for not changing his diaper Her teaching the natural consequences of his actions and him throwing a tantrum about it(he has the impulse control of a four year old when he’s physically already ten or so, what can he do) I’m just coldly giving him info about what he has been doing, what things he has not done that should’ve been done by the time she was back as per her instructions, as well as what he has done After each point she gives him the verbal preview of what would happen if this behavior continues on in the future, even WITHOUT her chastising him for it every time(e.g. you will be stinky all the time if you don’t wash yourself and change diapers, etc.(He’s ten, he’s only wearing it during times when it’s not feasible for him to be attuned to his own needs but COULD do so if he chooses)) The room’s light is dim and I’m folding the clothes while he trots around or rolls to whine about it, she’s on the mattress calmly giving the verbal demonstrations After I’m done folding the clothes I tell her that I’m done, and that I’m going back to sleep in my own room * I can tell that she feels displeased/isolated by that thought; she never really liked it when I insisted on being let sleep alone even when I had all the reasons to, because she feels that I could just ‘sleep alone all I want when I get my own room/apartments’(again, deprivation of this sense of ownership over my own safe space is a prominent theme; WILL affect my sense of and the ability to feel security in my own body and space in the future, the “Nothing ever is mine, I don’t *really* deserve anything, I’m just “borrowing”/“stealing” spaces/things that really belongs to someone else and I’m only veing able to use these things because they feel generous/I’m being so “selfish” just by asking and being so “incomprehensibly”/“unreasonably” adamant”

8 Aug 2024

Dream

my dream started with being in a big city, dressed for a classical concert in this gold and white looking colosuem, it was a school event so i had classmates going. I tried to sit and look for a while but i kept switching seats or getting up to leave. I didnt really want to be there. So i left and i saw my boyfriend, he was talking about this video that he wanted to see on YouTube but mainly because his family wanted him to watch it. He wasnt going to but i knew that video, it was an Inspirational anime type video with clips and quotes(¿). So we went somewhere (?) it felt like a big building that had rooms and was kind of dark when i think about it. The lighting gradually began to dim throughout my time there with you. You were on a bed and i was on leaning on it beside you, trying to find the video on my phone and with my headphones because i thought itd be better that way, but i realized i had my laptop so i tried searching it up there while i layed on the bed beside him. I could feel your hand wrapped around my stomach and i started to fall asleep looking for the video because my laptop was being very slow for some reason. At this point the lighting was almost pitch black where we were. I dozed off and then tried getting the video on again. i stood up to see you gone, the bed had disappeared or maybe i walked away from it looking for you. it was pitch black and the only dim lighting in the Abandoned-feeling building was coming from a figure of a person almost limping towards me. I got scared a bit. [At this point in dreams, when i realize it'll be nightmare/horror-esque i also know im dreaming but i try to wake up because. . scary] In my head i automatically assumed zombie almost.. but the person walked by me trying to run away down the hall and pointed at me to run as well. So i thought not a zombie, worse?. I tried running down and finding a room to hide in. I went to what looked like a store in the building that was ransacked and dark.I sat in the corner knees to my chest. ------ The next continuation i remember is me living in that building with a group of survivors. It was a tall building, nice to live in for us. Everything we did was quiet or at the least not loud. What lived in there with us was one death angel, but it was almost completely black, and in my peripherals looked full of black goo going down its back and creating almost a coat over his body which made it look much bigger.Starting around this point in the dream i would wake up every now and then but still be tired and go back to bed. But everytime my dream would continue where it left off in this quiet place type dream. I dont remember much more but close calls with this thing while living there with others. Hiding in stalls and being as quiet as i can hoping i wake up. I eventually did. now 😶‍🌫️

8 Aug 2024

Dream

I only got 3 hours of sleep and I don't remember even dreaming.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt that i was with brother and mother in the house, we were about to sleep but then we heard loud banging on the door. I told my brother to not open and he just moved it a little, thinking it might not do anything but then the door opened revealing fucking Johnny, the emo boy. (The door to the entry was in the place of the window in the kitchen) He was smiling weirdly and next thing you know he took a knife and *********** neck and i cut the emo boy in half easily. 💀💀💀💀 What the heck.

27 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at an abandoned huge place and me and my friend were building a fort with items in the abandoned place then we saw a group of like 20 kids our age doing the same thing but they were using stuff from outside and not inside so we just did the Samee thing and then there was a slide and I was sliding down it with my two feet like I was surfing and then music started playing and everyone closed there eyes and a person said everyone go to sleep and then people were peeking for fun saying “I’m peeking” but I closed my eyes because I thought something bad was gonna happen and then Somone got an allergy or something and then the hospital came and that was it !!

25 Jul 2024

Dream

I don’t remember a lot of the dream. I only remember that I had broken and missing teeth and I was going to have bad breath until the rest of my teeth fell out

13 Jul 2024

Dream

I went on another trip to another conference called challenge, and my church and school friends are there. We explored and it was fun. Cops wanted to ask us questions but we said nope and jumped in the water. Suprisning we were walking in when the water was 50 feet deep and half of our bodies were in the water. We walked to an observatory to look at the night sky. I saw a giant yellow tear in the night sky and I felt worried. We went back to the place we were staying at and the beds suck. It was the same time when we woke up, so we got 11 seconds of sleep. Only a couple of us went to the woods. Then a talking hybrid deer came by and wanted to greet us. One of my friends got scared and hid in a tree.

11 Jul 2024

Dream

My dad was driving me to a Retail park, there was a brand new blockbuster store that I wanted to go and see, but my dad said no. There was a medical centre we went in about feet. There were loads of people waiting. We left and walked back to the car, it was raining and my dad handed me the car keys. I was so tired that I lay down and couldn't get back up. He told me to wait and he walked to get the car. The ground was wet and there were puddles.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

You should go ahead to sleep because it’s too much and it’s getting worse every time you’re here it’s getting really worse every night because I have my period but you have your periods now because it’s really bothering my body it’s getting really annoying I can’t breathe anymore it’s getting better but you need some sleep because I’m going back and then I’ll just be laying on your back for two it’s like bad