Dream

22 Aug 2024

Dream

Me and 3 other people were in a facility that we were trying to escape and it was mostly red and white, then we got Deadpool powers but everyone had their own perk, I had powers but I didn't have deadpools cancer cells because I'm a cancer sign and someone else had the perk to control our dreams.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

In a funeral hall Elegant and soft designs Assisting my mom rehearse and prepare her mind for the eulogy speech Not sure who really died but someone close to her, older generation Maybe her father(my grandfather) or grandfather(great grandfather) Being sabotaged, interrupted and disrupted repeatedly by grandmotherms(my mother’s mother) words and verbal jabs, she has a passive aggressive, cold and critical attitude when it comes to her own daughter Assuring my mother through it; she has low self esteem It’s kinda tiring tho Seeing a blue, impressionistic painting that looks like blue and hold ocean with bits of something red in it I find it beautiful The heckling and the interferences continue into the actual performance on stage People ‘ahem’ing at the situation, likely to the nagging grandmother Mother losing confidence every second Me helping and doing whatever I can to shut the granny down politely and such Once we’re done we’re out of the building It looked so magnificent from the inside but it just looks like any other building in a countryside, the whitewash sort of chipped, parts rusted, engulfed in vines and the flora from the surrounding forest We turn out backs on it(now there’s a man I don’t really know, a voice of my dad(just the voice, no real presence), and my younger brother) And get on bicycles that’d been left alone nearby and speed down the rocky slopes, dense woods around us, tree canopy like tunnel roof The whole area looks so much like the manor house square(there’s only the stone foundation of it left) of the castle ruins in the mountain we lived at the edge of(forests) Once I’ve come down the perspective switch Now it’s like I’m flying on the bicycle across a map I can see a moat; looks a bit like another Japanese castle I went to Car roads surrounding it so it looks like the Imperial Palace too The ebbing and flowing of tides, in timelapse The moat, the big pond and the waters are affected by it Once it turns to night(on the map) the park area shows itself Near the edge of dawn I go cycle into it, landing from the sky Playing around, lotus pink and white, beautiful dawn, purple atmosphere and sky Coming back to the house(the building I currently live in; owned by my other(paternal) grandma) Now the scenery is downtown Family reunion going on with all the relatives from my mother’s side taking place Icky vibes, mom’s mom(the bully from earlier is here too, being all obnoxious, fake-merry, faking demureness and being braggadocious) My bestfriend Maka from middle school is here too, so I take her and go up the indoor stairs to lose the crowd Mom too, she joins to supervise but not really; she just wants space from her bully mom Playing around, going up and down as parts of the stairsteps disintegrate and reveal a glimmering white offgrid, unrendered area under the map(like in games) There’s breeze despite it being inside(not really anymore, there’s infestations of plants and weeds, pretty tho) and itms really fun, relaxing in a way, the progressively ‘ruinous’ state of the building being swallowed into nature and the sparkling otherworld Mom seems greatly unsettled(like a normal person would be), Maka is having fun, playfully poking fun at my nonchalance and giving commentaries on both of us and the situation Climbing up high enough that we noclip into the outside staircase This one’s rusted but still safe Breeze blowing, it’s sunset Mild, warm and chill Sitting on the steps, talking about what happened back at the funeral venue Commenting to each other frankly, joking around about it being a hex or an evil eye(not really joking) As the time passes we come down from the bubble of the fun and comfort, hear the relatives laughing and still having the party and such Deciding to go back Noclipping into the inside staircase, pausing after descending about a third of the steps to the room where the party is, calling out to Maka and mom that I don’t want to They smile, look relieved and agree, we nod to each other We climb back up the grassy staircase and float into the map-like perspective of the sky around the town and the white overworld

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I don't remember my dream

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I am with my family in the car, on a road trip towards the mountain. As we start going up I come across three black jaguars, the road to the mountain is literally just a little hedge on the side of the mountain wall, and sometimes it would have holes in it but the car would still make it by driving glued to the wall. After that we reach up and there is a town there, we stop at a house of someone we know. We had our cat inside the car so I opened the windows slightly to leave air. As I do that there's a boy my age staring at me from the corner of my eyes but I don't notice him. The gate of the house had angels ingraved on it. I walked towards the house and was met with an old lady, a grandma who lived there with her family. She immediately grabbed my thumb and squeezed it while closing her eyes, saying that I had mediocre psychic powers And I could see and etc. I already knew what she said was true, she brought me inside where there are two large tables full of family members but not completely full, I walk in between them and acknowledge the people there. The grandma gives a a small flat bowl plate with oil, at first it was homemade alcohol but when I asked she said it's oil. I tasted it once and then the boy from earlier put a animal leg in my plate. I knew him from somewhere, we were close. So I insisted he take his leg back in a playful manner, we bickered and laughed. I chased him outside, leaving the plate inside. We were really close, laughing and making jokes together, and then laying on a bench together while being happy that we finally met. It was like we knew eachother from somewhere but we never met before, so when we met it felt like a reunion. His sister comes who's a bit younger, saying that we are clingy and cringy from how close we were. I take a look at her fingers, full of golden rings, I take one and try to put it on other fingers. I then notice that she is full of gems and gold, she had a hair accessory, and even on her feet, and clothes. I get distracted by her and when I try to take my attention back at my friend he dissapered. So I try to look for him, and I don't find him. Most of my dream I was looking for him. Afterwards I find myself in a waterpark, and I meet my grandma.(who passed away a long time ago, and I haven't dreamed of in a long time) I tell her how I miss him and I'm worried for him, I haven't seen him and I don't know where he is. She calmly tells me why he left and where he is. He lost his family, he didn't have anyone else to go to. So he left to live with his friends. And I was like, but he has me, why did he leave me? My grandma goes out of the picture as I look for him not that I know where to look, and I arrive at a home. I walk in and hide in one of the rooms, and then he finds me etc and I talk to him why this why that. But it wasn't the same person because I didn't feel the same. I think that my dream just gave me what I wanted but it wasn't the real person from the beginning. I felt at home and like a child, but the second time I met him it was a different person in looks and I didn't feel the same. I woke up and tried to go back to sleep to find the boy again in my dreams. But to no success.

17 Aug 2024

Dream

Tonight I dreamt that I was on bus rides with my mom, finding a place to sit and to sleep each time. I never found a comfortable place. Mom disagreed with where I wanted to sit. I ended up sitting down, and as I was sitting there, I video called a friend, who was video calling another friend. This friend started telling me a story, which I witnessed in third perspective. She said: “When I wake up in the morning, I sometimes see things that are not really there. Hallucinations.” I see her waking up, and waving her arms around. She continued: “but it is not dangerous, just very confusing because it looks real” I then experience the hallucination from her perspective. I wake up and there is a plate of fish and potatoes on my chest, which confused me, and I try to wave it away. Now I understand her story. I have now learned something new. I thank her and hang up. Me and mom gets out of the bus. We are at a burger restaurant. Mom buys many burgers, and tries to make me eat all of them, but I am full. We get on the bus again. This time, we stop at a police station. I am holding a little green sponge for some reason. I found it very fascinating. I go into the police station with mom, but I decide to stay by the entrance. I now see a woman approaching the station, visibly upset, and clearly intoxicated or sick. I go outside and she asks me if I know where the police station is. I say I do not know. Why did I say that. I did know where it was. I go inside again. A little while later, the woman has found her way into the police station after all. She is asking both the police and the crowd that is looking at her, if there is any danger about being surrounded by mold. She begins to tell her story, and I can only wonder why she is in a police station when she should be in a hospital. Either way, as she tells us that both she and her husband lived very busy lives, and often did not see eachother for weeks, despite living together. Then she started getting ill, and spent all day in bed for many days. After a while of laying there, she saw mushrooms sprouting from the wall. It turns out her husband had died in the house, and since he had been laying there for such a long time, he caused there to be mold. I am interested. I want to see this house. So I go there, with her permission. I am in the house. I go upstairs. Everything is empty, except for a bed in the end of the room. The second floor has a wierd layout, why would anyone have a staircase that leads directly into the bedroom? The other end of the room has two openings. I inspect the wall closest to the bed, and I do find small, almost unnoticeable flecks of mold, and some small mushrooms. I decide to go through the opening that is closest to this wall, in order to get to the other side of it. This leads me to a small hallway, before taking me to another bedroom. This one is also empty. This is the closest room, but the other side of the wall is not here. Wait, I see it now, there is a hidden closet space. That is the other side of the wall. A single stool with a radio is in this room. I enter, and inspect the mold that is shaped as if a human sat there, leaning against the wall. This is where he died. Then, the radio next to me starts making noises, as if swirling channels. Then it starts speaking. It is the husband who speaks. He is telling me how he died. But he is talking fast. I missed a word he said and did not understand the context of the next words. I tried to go back in time, but that is not possible in the dream world. I started feeling myself waking up, and I thought to myself that the part of my brain that was making the dream, had woken up before the one that experience them. Then I woke up in real life. For the first time in my life, I hallucinated when I woke up. I saw a face, floating in the top corner of my room. Took me a while to stop seeing it. But I was not afraid, because my dream had taught me how to deal with this.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

Being in real life and more things happened than what is really happening today, and I thought it was all real. Also at one point in the dream I thought I had schizophrenia.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

I'm with four other people, and we are discussing what we want to dream about, as if we were reading our dreams. And the four other people, they say, let's just go and sleep together, as in rest. And I'm trying to convince them, we will feel more rested when we will go on an adventure. We should meet in our dream and then go on a path that we haven't explored yet. Then we will wake up and feel more rested. And the four other people, they don't really want to listen to me. So we all fall asleep and we meet in our dream. And all they want to do is sleep some more. And in the dream, they wake up and they feel unhappy. So I tell them, I told you guys, come, you're unhappy because we just slept, we will feel more rested when we wake up and we will have been on an adventure in our dream. So there's a path in our dream, and I tell them to follow that path. And then I woke up.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

I thought I heard my grandmother called me and tell me it was time to get up, but I realized I was half asleep and hearing things. Then I dreamt that she did wake me up and I was engaging with her. I noticed that I was still asleep or half asleep because there were things I was seeing that I knew were wrong -- like a very easy game of what's different in this picture. Grams asked what was wrong and I told her I wasn't fully awake and I was seeing things. I started describing what I was seeing that I knew was wrong. The backyard was flooded -- it was the width of the creek when flooded but it started at the closest edge of the creek and ran alongside the sidewalk. And in between the two Rose of Sharron bushes there was a Japanese Maple tree of equal size. She kept interrupting me, telling me that what I was seeing wasn't right and that I knew that -- at one point she told me to just look and I'd be able to see that what I was seeing wasn't really there. I looked at her and said that she wasn't listening to me, that I knew it wasn't right, but she wasn't listening. I walked off towards the bathroom to start getting ready for the day very upset.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

Roman Wedding Scheme My parents told me to pick a spouse, because I'm 14 I need to pick someone to marry, I am of course shocked, and thought that this is a dream, but I forgot how to reality check in a dream, so I just went on with the story. There are options of who to marry, Nadine, Hayyuma, Ghina, and others, I could only pick one, and I'm hesitant. I collected all of my courage and picked Nadine, because she is the best out of all of them, she is virtuous, religious, cooks great food, and also knowledgeable like me. Nadine also confirmed that she likes me and is able to marry me. After the wedding I went to my room and saw a poster depicting some element materials and atomic phases and processes, the poster caught my eye and I kept looking and reading the poster, I was curious.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

I dream I was talking to my old boss on the phone about open positions available then the next thing I remember was I was at my job. My old job in the room kinda looked different. I had My Niece with me and she was playing when I looked at her. She had a whole in her head, her eye was damaged. I was trying to call 911 but I kept looking at the phone going through the apps looking for the 911 button. I kept on saying her mother is gonna be so mad. I got to take her to the hospital on my way out the door, I noticed that everything looked different. It really didn’t look like my old job. It looked like I was somewhere else that I was with Was talking about something else and I was telling her to call 911 so we can get My Niece some help cause she was injured really badly and then I knew it was a dream all of a sudden and I started to try to wake myself up

31 Jul 2024

Dream

There was this girl with yellow hair and then I became aware that I was in a dream.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream in black and white of myself talking to an audience, similarly found like a narration on a film like a Television character. I remember talking about my life currently and me experiencing strange dreams and each time I spoke about a different dream, my eyes closed and it would be acted out by shadow silhouettes on a white wall. The final time I had a dream, I woke up in colour and saw that I was wearing my regular black turtleneck, black checkered suspender trousers and black Doc Marten boots. I looked in the mirror on my white desk I was sitting at on my white chair to match. At first I saw my reflection and then my inner monologue further narrated with me not physically talking, and said “Because deep down, it didn’t matter how I appeared to people, because on the inside, I have always been a Girl of Sunshine”. And the I saw myself through the mirror wearing a yellow turtleneck, a red mini skirt, black tights and brown boots, in another dimension in outer space. The version of myself still in my room smiled at myself in space and the dream zoomed into the mirror like a camera changing focus of something and I had that dream again of my appearance changing. I began wearing a yellow turtleneck with 3/4 sleeves and a burgundy skirt with white tights and brown boots. My hair changed back to the hair colour it was when I was fourteen, a blonde balayage in the middle and bottom of my hair with dark brown on the top of my head. The blonde was similar to a honey yellow colour. My eyes were white though, I couldn’t make out my pupils. I fully remember that in this state of appearance, I was in out of space. Though it was full of colour, with pink, green, purple and blue colours found in the sky in space full of white stars. I had flashbacks of times I had with friends from college and I instead of sadness I saw beauty. In the background of all of this, Noel Gallagher’s High Flying Birds’ cover of the song Mind Games (originally by John Lennon) was playing in the midst of it. I looked like a writer. I looked like a girl of sunshine in space and now I feel different from my old goth self. I was just lost in the song of Mind Games and Noel Gallagher’s voice. And then these end credits rolled in my mind with my name being on every credit.