Dinner

30 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt my mother's ex partner met us all with his new partner who I really liked, but my mother was really jealous of her and didn't like her at all. We went to a lovely handmade arts& jewellery store, he bought me a really pretty necklace, a carved wooden animal for my son and a gift for his new partner. My mother was jealous he didn't buy her anything. We went to eat burger and fries, then went bowling and for a walk. I hugged my mother's ex partner for the first and only time in this dream. When we drive home, my mother drove off angrily saying she was better off single and said every woman is better off single! I sighed when she said this. I woke up soon after this part of the dream.

28 Aug 2024

Dream

My ex who I am still friends with to this day is now married and still living in Toronto whilst I resided Winnipeg. Him and his wife and I remain in contact as he is one of my best friends. She is a lovely woman but I have never met her in person. We only talk over Facebook. I have another ex the last person I dated a few years ago who is excessively nightmarishly violent. I am in no way in contact with him nor do I want to be. He terrifies me. Now with that context I will say that in my dream I was apparently still with my violent ex and we were visiting my ex and his wife at their condo in Toronto. For some reason I was only wearing a blanket for clothing and my violent ex sat at the dining table. Well me and my ex and his wife caught up in the kitchen. My nice! X and I went up to the rooftop where they apparently had a smoker and we were smoking meat and laughing and talking about old times and just catching up in general. I could taste the meat though like I can still remember what it tastes like from the dream. We came back down to the dining area and we're about to eat dinner and then I woke up.

27 Aug 2024

Dream

The other night, I had a dream that I was eating dinner with family. We were eating a seafood dish, and it was good, but I wasn’t sure what the meat was. Then, I bit into something, and it was still alive. I think it was an octopus, and it attacked my neck. I jerked my neck to the side to try to crush it and stop it from moving. I was terrified. I think that’s when I woke up.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I was packing for a cruise the day of embarkation& I was back living with my mom. She was following me around while I packed and distracting me, like I knew I was going to forget things I needed. Then one of my old regulars Donna from my last restaurant job came and picked me up with a girl I worked with nearly 9 years ago Christina& another random girl named Taylor. We got on the cruise ship and got dressed for dinner, then went to dinner and they didn’t have food I ate, it was all seafood and I was frustrated. Then all of a sudden it’s like Christina and I were working on the cruise ship and we were in a meeting to take volunteers of who wanted to perform the next night in groups on stage for the guests. It was a carnival vitamin water themed cruise ship. Then we were walking around the ship and it looked like the palisades mall that I used to go to as a child. Somehow I ended up back in New york (home) but not upstate, the city of New York and we were walking around and went into this random town house and the alarms started going off but the people showed up and we asked them if we could stay for a few hours since we were on a cruise ship and they said yes. I can’t remember who I was with, it was a random man& there were a lot of random people there. Notablely a pregnant lady on the couch and I had a huge container of tapioca boba pearls in my bookbag and it was making it really heavy. Then somehow I ended up at Donna’s house and when I got there, there was a raspberry and chocolate chip muffin waiting outside for Donna’s husband and I brought it in for him. He gobbled it up and spilt it with Donna. Then Donna brought me inside their house so I could look at some dresses she wanted me to borrow when we got back on the cruise ship because I had forgotten to pack things. Then we went back to the cruise ship and had another 15 aboard. I remember the ship leaving dock and looking at the beautiful ocean waves and feeling the ship rocking back and forth.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt of a having certian kind of power it seemed telekinetic. I draw some power from nobu all night while i was dreaming i could feel him next to me like i was awake in the room. I also work in the special Ed school. I have so the same students, except for 2 who don’t seem to belong. Later I’m at a dinner table with my mom with people from her church. I play nice at first introducing myself. Then my mom goes on to brag about a new car that she bought me. I hate this brag, and i immediately stop being engaged with the group at the table. Then they encourage us to go and drive to an in person meeting. The people at the location have turned away from pure worship, and he wants to teach them a lesson. I’m some how suck being the driver odd these fanatics to their destination. My intention is to get me and my mom out of this situation. I have gray hair

15 Aug 2024

Dream

Having to eat worms for dinner with chopsticks

11 Aug 2024

Dream

Continuation of last night’s dream Running through the airport and the bus terminal with the aunt’s family(this time, none of them are replaced by characters like they were yesterday. Kids are still constantly changing in number whenever I look.) Uncle has less presence Staying at Boothill’s apartment room Boothill is a brash, flamboyant cyborg space cowboy He cannot swear because the synesthetic beacon on his body has been tampered to censor bad words and turn it into something else Being treated like a child isntead of a young adult Everyone showering in order Me trying to shave at my turn because the way the guy treats me like I’m not a girl in my prime(the right way to treat a teenager btw) makes me self-conscious getting called at from beyond the bathroom door just when I got to shave of a tiny portion of the softer, shorter parts of my pubes Hurriedly putting everything away and making way for auntie to take the shower next Berating myself in my mind for being so impulsive and emotional-laden(shaving because you thought a man at least thrice or four times your age would even oay attention to you) Dinner’s done, and everyone sleeps Even Boothill(his body goes into hibernation mode or smth idk) I sneak out of the makeshift bed, go back to the shower space, start shaving again despite the fact that Boothill won’t probably even think about fucking a barely legal teen-just-turned-young-adult and can’t if he wanted to because most of his body is cyborg Crying because I feel miserable, being made to see how validation-starved I am as a girl Boothill stirring awake due to the slightest noises, calling out to me from beyond the smokescreen of the shower room door Raises head from the hands I buried it in, answers the guy in a tone as natural as I could make it to he after wiping tears

2 Aug 2024

Dream

Me and laney(sister) we were playing Fortnite and we were cookin there was also these little bonus things so we went around the whole map collecting them the map was like the walls were nets on net went out and the other on top of it went out diagonal so we we killing every one and getting all the rare chests and breaking all the buildings so at the end we are worrying because we haven’t ran into Audrey my friend who uses a sniper so we are yelling out to her like come on out Audrey and I’m building ramps in ward where the second next is so she can shoot me then I see her on the net and I’m like i see her but laneys like don’t say that let’s get in abetter position cause she see us but didint have her gun out you when I get mine we are facing each other but not close so her team mate jonah my friend and laney are down there whaching as we have a snipe off Audrey goes first and shoots but I move around and she misses so I get my gun and she moves a little but I shoot her in the head it doesn’t kill her but it’s super realistic there’s blood everywhere but I think I killed her and then in like oh so I scramble to get me gun up and kill her and then Audrey jumps down and we stuggle the top is at her head and I’m elbowing her neck to the wall and I’m about to shoot but she grabs it and points it at lany so I knock it above her head and tel Laney to help me so we push us back at Audrey but she’s really stong so it’s on her jaw pointing up in holding the long cylinder part on her jaw at this point it’s not even fn any more and I finally pulll the trigger and it sings and knocks my hand super bad and I think it misfired and I see a whole in her jaw and I know we won so all out parents are there and for some reason there’s like blood in my lungs and it’s gushing out of my mouth and I can barely breathe every time I try i just breath the blood so my mom doesn’t wanna look so I hold my breath so the blood doesn’t come later that day we are at the table with Jonah and his mom Leah and Audrey she’s fine now and I’m eating when I see these cooked grapes with a whole in each so I eat one and scream when it’s an olive everyone’s like what and I said nothing and we talked about olive the whole dinner

29 Jul 2024

Dream

In my old apartment; I lived on tbe 3rd floor. I was in the kitchen making dinner for myself. It was some type of meat , vegetables and mash potatoes. The mash potatoes were very noticeable compared to the other things. Dinner was a little messy so I decided to go take a shower. Before, during and after the shower I noticed this dark shadow popping up and staring in my line of view. When I look it’ll quickly look away. Putting on my clothes and putting the food away. There was a knock on the back door, this is a privately own building so there should be no one here or no one who can get up here. I yell “Who is it!” And the voice said “Daddy” I wasn’t thrilled nor wanted to open the door for the nigga. But he got antsy and kept rushing for me to open the door. Okay sure, the min I open the door I was attacked by someone who wasn’t who they said they were. They had on all black and no face but you can tell that they were angry. Almost automatically my instinct kicked in and it felt so real. It was shouting things too me but it was all in a language I couldn’t understand. Finally I kill it and leave the house immediately. From then on up until I got to my friends store, at my friends store there was no one there, but I was fully expected then to kiss me. I am armed at this point, tired and confused. They all pop out from the back scared at how I looked but relieved to see me. They seem to be confused as I am about what is happening. Because customers were asking for me with a blank look in their eyes, when they told the customers that they couldn’t tell them that. That blank stare quickly turned back normal saying that “It’s okay we’ll find em! Just wanted to give them a present that’s all!” I looked at them in disbelief that’s when my male friend phone goes off. And it’s a direct kill order FOR ME from the entirety of the Divine 9 organization. “Kill on sight; Bring back body” I was expecting the male friend to turn but the kill order took no affect on him. That’s when all hell broke loose. As me and my friends are trying to escape to one of their safe houses all trying not to get killed or get me killed. Adopted family, Divine 9 are trying to kill me. I managed to hold my own for a good min until we got to the safe house. And my friends safe house was a FORTRESS. We were looking for answers and there was nun. Just the knocking of people trying to get in and kill me. She noted that she is below a hotel and it’s usually empty so let’s go because the Safehouse ain’t suitable for staying in over night. When we got in the hotel it looks like my current job working at Courtyard Marriot Albion. And the front desk person look like she wanted to just launch at me but had to keep it together because the friends I had, restrained people for just a second with their presence from killing me. She told us that our room is on the 8th floor. We got in the elevator and heard the front desk lady DART to the elevator. It closed and started going up smoothly but fastly passing floor after floor. Once it was getting close to the 8th floor we were getting ready to go, then 9,10,11th then the elevator started to speed. My guy friend destroyed the panel and we were not stuck. Other friend began to climb and search for a way out, we climb down to the 8th floor and got to our room. Opening the door~I wake up from the dream.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

Tom and I eating dinner at a table with a white tablecloth with two other men. Sam was the chef and she served us some sort of ground beef pie. Tom called her over and said she shuld have cooked the meat more as it was pink in the middle. He was sort of harsh. The two other men said it was perfect and I told them we are usually vegeterian and not used to meat. Steve getting pissed off and stalking out of the house. Something to do with tango and one of the tango women hurting his feelings. I was pooping in one of the small bathrooms and a woman was trying to get in and yanked the door open but then closed it when she saw me. The bathroom went in a long ways and I went into the shower area to spray the poop out of my butt. Another woman was showering and she said something about windsurfing gear. Her butt was very strong. Outside on the lawn and there were long tables full of peole. Singing happy birthday to Lacey and another person. Sitting outside on a lawn singing Happy Birthday to ..ALAN. Emphasizing the Alan part but I think it was actually my moms birthday. Aiden driving by me in a store parkign lot and seeing me. It was the second time I’d seen him in a parking lot. I was afraid Tom would see him hug me.

26 Jul 2024

Dream

was on this huge upper deck of a structure that might have been my home, surrounded by huge tree trunks, trees and light. Ben from the wheelchair van life was there and gave me a huge hug from his wheelchair. It felt loving and kind. Then we made something for dinner and talked, but I don’t remember about what. I was walking down the street and saw all these huge zoo and circus animals in cages. I think it was for a good cause but I felt a deep sense of compassion for them. There was a cat that was mad at me and wanted to attack me. It was in Tom’s arms and when I tried to pet it it launched itself at me and tried to scratch. He had to pull it off me and I said the cat just gets like this sometimes, she gets mad.

20 Jul 2024

Dream

My girlfriend, her daughter, and I were living in a submarine, and I think it was the holidays, because we hade an absurdly long dinner table with me sitting in the middle with the other two. Eventually the guests would ring a bell as if we weren’t submerged (it felt like we were but it was never addressed) we then, would open “the front door” aka the hatch, welcome them inside, make them comfy, then sit them at the table, the table was almost full when my hearing goes silent, I can see people are still engaging in dialogue but I can’t hear it, and then the lights start flashing red (only I noticed) and out of thin air my ex-fiancé appears in the seat across from me and just glares menacingly at me while deep breathing. No one stopped there conversations or even acknowledged anything odd happening, I was stuck in this silent stare down until I woke up.