Prayer

14 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was being hung on a cross and praying to god to help me and they burned me…

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with some people on a pilgrimage. They were my friends but I have never met them before. A group appeared and we all recognized Jesus and His disciples. We knelt before them and the disciples wondered how we recognized the Lord. Jesus asked to share our camp-we said yes. At sunset, we pulled out a prayer book for the day’s readings. The disciples couldn’t understand what we were saying, but recognized the importance of what we were doing. We finished with a couple of hymns-Joyful, Joyful We Adore The and Aleluia, Let the Holy Anthem Rise. Jesus sat quietly while the disciples talked among themselves: we were obviously foreigners, dressed in modern clothing and between the four of us we only spoke a few words of Hebrew and Latin. At one point I said to Simon Peter “beware the man who fiddles while Rome burns.” They at least recognized the word “Rome” and asked Jesus for context. Jesus repeated what I said, and I understood it as if it were English even though the disciples could understand as well. The next day, one of my friends lifted Mary Magdalene on a horse we had. Jesus and I walked together and I told him about the world after He had gone to His Father: it took a hard left and more people worshiped money than Him. He didn’t look surprised, but said mankind was still capable of being saved so long as they carried God in their hearts. At camp that night, my friends and I noticed the disciples’ feet were blistered and looked sore. We worked together to relieve the pain. One of the disciples noticed I was moving awkwardly and asked why I didn’t ask Jesus for healing. I said I didn’t need healing-there were others with real problems who needed His help more than me.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

Islam prayer greetings studying

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I was back in my childhood home in Kansas. I was as old as I am now and my mom and stepdad were there. I was in my room and I felt a dark presence behind the door. The room was super dark and I tried to turn on the lights but I couldn’t. I desperately tried going back and forth flipping the switch and pulling the chains on the fan. I even made sure the light bulbs were screwed in. The presence was angry that I was trying to turn on the lights and I saw a shadow move from behind the door towards me and I screamed for it to stop and started praying every prayer that I have. I told it to go away in the name of Jesus. It didn’t go away but it loomed over me. Then my mom came in and flipped the switch on the wall and the lights came on. The thing looming over me disappeared and she asked what I was doing and asked if I wanted to go to the store. I said sure whatever. So we went to the store and it was the one here where I live now in Missouri. (I guess my mind is combining places that make up “home”) so we’re at the store and we get bombarded with people trying to sell us flowers. One told my mom she would need them when she buried me. My mom and I both screamed “WHAT THE HELL! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU” but the guy shugs and reiterates that she will need them soon for my funeral as if it was a fact. We push past them and go to the store. My mom has me look at cheese and I stay there for a couple of seconds before she tells me she’s done shopping. I look in the cart and it’s full of bottles of alcohol. We head out of the store and go home parking the car on the edge of the patio back in Kansas. We started drinking and then apparently it was the next day at high noon. My mom and my stepdad were like “oh there you are” and my mom was like “you had fun last night”. I couldn’t remember any of it but she said it was cool and I was funny. I shrugged and was looking at the edge of the patio where the cars were parked while my parents were around the corner drinking and looking at the side garden. I was trying to see if you could fit a third car, my car, on the edge of the patio. I had gotten on my hands and knees when a diamond back rattle snake wraps itself around my arms and around my back. I try to stay still and I try to call for my parents who were just around the corner. They didn’t seem to hear me. I kept trying to get their attention and even screamed for them a couple of times. I tried to grab the snakes head and pull it off myself but it bit my finger and slid to the middle of my back where I couldn’t reach it. I tried grabbing its tail to pull it off but it bit me in the back twice. Only then when my parents were done looking at the side garden and discussing what they wanted to do with it did they notice the snake around me. My step dad tried to take it off me once and it ended up biting me again before he was finally able to get it off of me. My hand and back stated to throb and my finger was swelling. My parents were doddling around as if nothing happened and I urged them to take me to the hospital and only after me begging them to take me did my mom say “ok let’s go”. She didn’t take me very seriously. We get in the car and she takes me back to the Walmart. I try insisting more that she should take me to the hospital and she waves me off and tells me I’ll be fine. Meanwhile I start to feel sweaty and shaky and I follow her into the store. She was trying to find the guy who tried to sell us flowers for my funeral. I kept urging her to take me to the hospital when we find the guy and she stays disgusting prices with him. My vision is going in and out as I plead for her to take me to the hospital and then I wake up.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt I was cleaning out an old apartment and finding things that I enjoyed. Then I lifted a bag that I was sealed closed. And as I was opening it my dad who was randomly there told me that’s not a good idea. (It’s weird because one, he doesn’t do this job with me normally and two, we don’t have a great relationship.) There looks like feet are sticking out of it. Before I tore into it, I notice a child’s pair of feet. I start to feel disoriented and I was told to call 911 because I’m the only person who knows how to speak English here. As that’s all happening my dog eats something off the ground. They came and I ask them first about my dog getting sick from eating stuff off the ground and they said yes. They head into the apartment and I ask my boyfriend to drive me away from here because I don’t want to see anything. We drive away and I throw the plates out of the window because I’m scared of bringing that energy with me. I even pray as I toss them out the window. The end of the dream was me in a bed with my bf crying but crying so ugly I felt like I was losing myself, almost possessed like struggling to cry and when I cry I was not myself. He smiled and me and my dog and told me it’s ok to cry and I keep crying until I wake up.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed of my dead older brother. We were talking and he asked me about my brothers. We talked a lot. Then I suddenly asked him: How did you come back to life in the first place?? He said, “I forgot that you prayed for me on the day of Arafah that I would return, knowing that on the day of Arafah, I actually prayed that he would return.” Then he said, “And I bought the Angel of Death and woke up from the dream.”

6 Jul 2024

Dream

I dream of I was in my cousin marriage and all the family and cousins were there . I was enjoying alot and was very happy. Then I went to sleep and saw that my mom is praying but music is playing in background so I felt bad . Then I also saw that I'm very important person and I was doing some deal with other company. I grew up in a beautiful smart lady . I was wearing a formal suit . And looking at important papers . I got a husband also he was very masculine and handsome. He was wearing a formal white shirt and black pant standing near me like a body guard . The in the marriage house as everyone was going to sleep as I got a husband I got a private room . In the room there was big king size soft bed white pillow and bed sheet . As fun I lay down at bed infront the door was open . I can saw the front room with door open and saw uncle laying looking at me it was awkward. My husband came into the room and close the door . My husband was looking so hot he was very happy that we got a private room and can have some fun . He started unbuttoning his tshirt and his gorgeous body chest abs oh my . I was laying and admiring his body ready for sex . He jumped in bed got into the blanket and inserted in my . I thought I will something or pain but I didn't feel anything. He was trying, I thought maybe because we already have sex alot of time that's why I feel so comfortable that I don't feel anything. I also saw that I'm doing dishes in kitchen and told my sister to have lunch