Concrete

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was walking around a forest with Megan Good and Johnathan Majors. As we were walking, I was asking Megan if she thought dating him was the right idea considering the fact that he went to court for hitting women but I was trying to whisper it so he wouldn’t hear. We suddenly came to a fork in the path. We could have either went straight down towards the thicker part of the woods or we could have went right towards a grassy path that led to the middle of nowhere. I don’t remember why but I ended up going back towards a house that we saw, Megan and Johnathan followed behind. We explored the house and it turns out there were a few other people in the house. Again, I don’t remember why but I walked out of the room everyone was in and I stood in the backyard. It was nighttime outside so I couldn’t see…but I get everything shaking around me. At first I thought it was nothing but it kept going. It was an earthquake that was so strong, it was cracking the concrete that I was standing on. I called out to Megan and Johnathan but I didn’t get a response.

8 Aug 2024

Dream

Having party in an underground rave spot of some slum/downtown in southern Asia/India Getting out onto the ground after seeing a couple figures doing some stuff among the crowd, suspecting something to be amiss and thinking that I’d better either follow them or get myself out of the place to avoid being caught up in the troubles Cracks in the concrete roads of the suburban town street/highway Garbages scattered, tropical trees and forests surrounding the town Getting on a truck driver by some local person(at least of some Indian subcontinental origin) Red and blue is prominent in many parts of this dream; for instance the guy wears a worn checkered shirt of that hue, the shades kinda dull but vivid at the same time Scene changes, I’m at a party in a building, some kind of a reception area with lots of well-dressed people from my late elementary and early middle school I chat with Mayuka, a close friend I had during those grades and her acquaintances, most of whom are older than I She herself seems aged up from how I remember her to be, I as well since I seem to be in a space with liquors involved(mostly some champagnes and that’s it but still) Another scene switch and I’m in my current house(my paternal grandmother’s) that looks like a fushion with my late maternal great grandmother’s I’m helping my grandma move around the bed mattress that got soggy because of some water leakage from the A/C equipments on the wall outside the house After doing this and that I leave the rest of the procedure up to the professionals she called in for help While that’s happening I pack my suitcase and so does she I’m prepping to leave for Italy(it’s the middle of May, about a few days before the trip happened irl) I seem to be in some kind of a hurry as my maternal uncle’s family comes in to greet granny from the backyard directly facing her room, opening the glass window-door While they chat I swiftly finish apcking and get out from the window, avoiding their notice Once I’m out of the building I’m in the parking lot that looks like where the rave from earlier was taking place Someone calls me from behind and I dadh right out of the place, parkouring and such around the decimated/decrepit parking lots, malls and buildings and such The surroundings look a bit like Odawara, where many of my former friends from the 5-7th grade lived in/hung around a lot The sun has just risen and it looks like I’m wearing gopro and watching all the action I and the pursuer does from that perspective Once I land back on the entrance slope/ramp of the lot Mayuka greets me with a camera, giving me an ‘okay/nice/cut/end scene’ I’m surprised as she explains about all this had been a part of the production process for her short film The ‘pursuer’ takes off his goggles/mask and gives me an amicable ‘hi’, he seems to be a person of color When I ask her she tells me that the element of unpretentious surprise on my part adds the much needed realism to the whole scene and such

4 Aug 2024

Dream

At school or some kind of a recital Each selected kids give a presentation on the big, curtained show stage in the gymnasium Mine is about the Nine of Wands card in tarot, the ones that come before me explain about some others suits in the deck and relate them back to school/work/mundane life 首吊り縄台からプロッププールへの飛び込み Procrastination of the performance leading to sadness and loathing Just not fucking doing it being the most succinct way of demonstrating what the card’s message seems to be Going home and walking around in a dark art presentation room-like place 郵政博物館 Seeing the model of an old concrete building get demolished level by level, then to be rebuilt into a glass and brick-tiled beautiful pathway that connects the new buildings sandwiching it. Sleeping princess on a high, high bed, layered with cushions and mattresses but make it a male, young royal/noble’s(A Prince? A Count’s son? Who knows) Identity V ish vibes; caged windows and stained glasses, scarce lightings Guy is clad in saffron-colored clothes, always best-dressed, laced collars and bead-lined coats, waistcoats and breeches, whenever he gets called in for the chase of the manor

25 Jul 2024

Dream

Im in the army and I just dreamed that I was on my base in Germany with my buddies and when I was talking to my fellow soldiers outside I noticed the sky was completely clear but it was grey. And all the buildings were made of grey concrete. Then in the middle of a funny conversation we all suddenly heard really loud explosions off in the distance and I and everybody looked up into the sky and a look of pure terror came over everybody and everybody froze in place out of fear. When i looked in the sky to see what they were looking at I noticed two bomber planes that were dropping a constant flow of nuclear bombs being dropped from both planes. Then I could see massive mushroom clouds forming in the distance as the bombs began to detonate one by one while hearing very loud explosions. Nobody moved as they were too scared and also hopeless. I was the only one who started running in the opposite direction except I could actually run in this dream at a proportional speed to real life. Then my dream ended

24 Jul 2024

Dream

I remember in my dream that I was attempting to hide from someone who is seeking for me. It was a lady and her black dog. I was with my dad when I realized this lady was searching for me. I attempted to run away when I knew the lady was coming to find me. she wasn’t looking for my dad. I ran down a hill through some trees, but she was catching up to me so i knew I had to find a place quick and found a place under this person’s porch that I was next to. It was a small square storage space that had windows, but the lower section was concrete, so I tempted to hide below the window and stayed there with my head hoping she wouldn’t find me but I knew that her dog would smell me. sure enough the dog came and smelt me. The lady opened up thedoor to my room and found me in the

10 Jul 2024

Dream

I keep dreaming that I’m working with my special education students. In the dream we are preparing to take kids to a church event or party. There is a statue of an old king. Im trscing my fingers on the statue seeing that hebhad braids tucked under his crown thats wraps over his head. It transitions from the statue to me helping a man, one of my coworkers put on a scarf over his head in the style of the statued king. I’m running out of time to get ready myself and i am struggling to wrap the mans head with the scarf. I eventually get it but i tell everyone to go ahead without me while i get dressed. I cant find anything nice to wear. I eventually find a floral patterned skirt and a floral top. I walk to the event and its being held at jennefer lopez house. Her and ben aflek are hosting. In the dream i am in some way their neice. As im doing my job, they are also hosting. They have a few conflicts, but i jump in to chat with them on the side to be essentially kinder to one another. The front door to their home is a fortress. 2 layers of very secure, iorn wood and concrete doors. I eventually see ben and jennifer talking and laughing they ask me stick around with them as their neice and plan some time for them together. They appreciated my advice and want me to be a buffer. I agreed as long as i could bring a friend. They said of course. I first wanted to plan a boat trip. the party ended and i took the disabled students back to the building but i had to climb through a window to get out of the house, and i had to help the kids out the window as well

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I woke up, and it was 3:30 in the afternoon on a work day, all the carpets and wood floor boards were concrete and the roof of the entire house had caved in and water was everywhere, none of the electricals would work and the entire house had turned dark and grey. After I had calmed down, I called Donna my work colleague to apologize for sleeping through my alarm and told her what had happened to my house. I don't remember what happened after that