Subway

16 Aug 2024

Dream

i was going on rollercosters for a field trip so i waited in line with all my friend so they could go but since i dont like roller coasters i skipped ti the end and there i found a girl who was unable to go on the roller coaster due to a physical condition. so i sat there and talked to her for a little. she was nice so when she had a care taker come pick her up she said we should hang out again and i agreed. i would go to her house and my mom would go out with her parents. then her care taker came in and said he wanted to go for a ride, he kept being weird and against my better judgment i went with him. everyone in public was acting really weird like looking like they were satanic cult. i said i wanted ti go home and i was scared and suddenly we were driving down a corn field. i was begging to go home and he said he would take me there but then said let me check if he is here and pulled out a mirror asking “are you here” suddenly all around us would flash graphic images of a lady. we were driving past things like a circus parade and then we got out the car it was like everyone but him was after me. so i followed him, we were headed into a subway when i saw someone cosplaying the god Kali, so i went to point him out but my care taler was gone amd it looked like the people staring at me were after me so i asked Kali for help to please save me. she took me down to a bathroom to keep me safe and text my mom but in the other stalls people were pulling at my clothes and legs to go under to them. thats when i thought my dream ended, it felt like i had woken up and was talking to my mom about the nightmare i had and she comforted me and made me feel a little better before i fully woke up

8 Aug 2024

Dream

Basically I am going back home from school. I used the subway and got in the bus station with it... However, me and many other classmates of mine walk to the bus parking lot and enter our bus.... And notice that no one else is there. There are cars and buses... But no people. I try to dial a number but it says that in the area I'm in, there is no connection because an emergency situation happened (so weird)... I start feeling something is off there. So I shake some classmates and tell them "lets get outta here", wanting to stay with everyone and get out safely. But they don't answer... And then I woke up.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

NYC subway-I am trying to figure out which train to take. And I’m having trouble getting the ticket dispenser to work. And I’m asking someone and they are helping me. I have to walk down to another station the five instead of the three. So I start to walk, someone wants to give me some thing and is following me and I thank him, but I don’t want whatever it is. He’s trying to give me. He could be a bit of a creeper but maybe not and it’s all OK. I finally get to where I’m supposed to catch the train have more problems with the ticket dispenser and have someone else show me how to use it.. 2) snow policy- I wake up and there is a ton of snow on the porch in Bayfield and I think that the snow policy of going into the college won’t work. Because if it’s that bad for me, what about other people so I am calling. And I run into Tom and Walmart and tell him that he needs to be sensitive of other students. Then Gretchen knows of a woman who she can interview who’s Pakistani. We meet her and Gretchen interviews her. and I’m saying like get on with it. Gretchen is asking slow questions. The woman drives a big truck. She is really neat. Like a semi. And she is also pregnant and tells the story of almost getting stoned by another person and surviving. And somehow that makes sense with the snow argument. but Gretchen needs to write it all up and then the woman isn’t sure about having her name used in an interview.

25 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night where me and my family were in the subway together. But then all of the sudden they just left and said they were gonna be right back. So I just sat there and waited. I saw an adult man look happy and tried to talk to me as he was looking at his cute baby. I noticed his baby and thought he looked cute. But I was still curious about why my sister and mom had left me, I continued waiting for a few minutes until they came back. They were both very mad at me and especially my sister. She grabbed my cheeks and squeezed them really hard, I said “OWW YOUR HURTING ME IM IN PAIN!” Then she said “I can slap you in the face right now…” Then I was like “WHAT!?!? WHY!!!???? What did I do!?!?” My mom was there as well but said “You should already know what you did.. I’m not telling you..” I was so confused I was like “I have no idea what your talking about what did I possibly do wrong!?!?”

25 Jul 2024

Dream

My brother got a girlfriend and everyone was talking about it. First my mom was talking about it and upset because she was worried who was going to take care of her in her old age. Then my husband talked about it as we were getting lunch at Subway and I was having a difficult time with the soda machine. A kid then was talking to my husband about something and I went to eat.

17 Jul 2024

Dream

I was back together with my abusive ex. It seems like I gave him a 2nd chance or something. I was living inside an apartment that was familiar to my childhood home. My friends and siblings was there. I specifically remembered seeing my older sister Jenny and my estranged brother in the dream. I don't remember seeing my eldest sister but I knew she was around. My ex was playing video games and he told me to get him a coke. Something he often did during our relationship, order me around. But this time in the dream I asked him to rephrased his request as a question and to add please. Because I was practicing boundaries on how he should speak to me. He rephrased it but deliberately didn't add please. I told him I would not get him the soda until he asked me the way I would like it be asked. I went back to my friends and family letting them know what he did which was something he often did during the relationship. I wanted them to see the abuse I've experienced before. They took my back and supported me in putting that boundary up. My ex did not budge he continued playing video games and instead of rephrasing the question went to get his own coke. For some reason are started to feel physically insecure to be in the same space as if I was unsure if the issue was going to escalate so I decided to leave. I ended up in the subway/train station with friends nearby all supporting me. My ex was at the station to attempting to leave too but I knew he was only there because I was there too. I was trying to dodge him and I found one of my friends I hugged them and somehow it was like we were able to hear him from some sort of comms radio where he was at and my friends helped me nor encounter in the subway/train station while I was there and I was able to dodge him with the help of my friend. I remember feeling validated by my friend and family being there to experience and see an abusive act I often had to deal with throughout the relationship especially one of the most covert type of abuse, which is verbal and emotional abuse that aren't often taken as seriously as physical and sexual abuse though I experienced those in the relationship as well.