Blind

30 Jul 2024

Dream

My roommate Silas that I don’t get along the best with was drunk and naked on our couch and tried to get sexual with me, and I jumped off of the couch and yelled at him repeatedly in the voice of drag queen Gia Gunn, “ABSOLUTELY NOT!!!” For some reason, I was blind and was protecting myself from him by throwing our couch pillows at him. This is pretty wild because about a month ago in real life, Silas was drunk and naked and sexually molested me and got on top of me naked to try and have sex with me, and I told him no, and he still stayed on top of me trying to cuddle.

20 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream last night was like a whole movie. It started in this like weird movie setting at the very beginning where this group of people was like by this like sewer thing and one of the kids wandered in. One of the other kids followed them. So this older guy, the guy that plays Iron Man follows the kids and then a few more follow and then I follow and when we come out on the other side two of the kids or older the pregnant lady in the car crashed and died, and then one of the kids in the back died back in the car and Tony Stark was older and then a few more people came out. There were two kids that became older from this water and there were a few adults as well and then we kind of just like went on with our lives and I was convinced that it was something with like, religious or even magical or something, and I was trying to figure it out and then it kinda shifts and this lady and another lady the second lady who is like her assistant is like a fem boy kind of she had a really deep voice and she had no boobs and they came in with some of the water from the sewer and they were apparently some of the researchers and they pulled me aside and they were like hey we figured it out. It was because the water didn't have enough lead in it it was a lead deficient water like oh my God I found out that one of the ladies who had not walked through. It had gone back and walked through it, hoping it would make her smarter or that people would pay more attention to her because she was a little bit overweight and kind of like ignored and she seems like she really wanted attention, so she walked through water, but the water made her eyes look like she was blind and her brain was just like all fucked up and kind of became like a zombie, but she could still like talking and stuff and didn't like eat people or anything, but it was not good and she ended up getting crushed by a shelf and it was pretty sad. I'm not even gonna lie and then at the very end there was guy who went through age and he had this mask on and he was. He had a sun sword and then there were two others there was me and then there was this guy with this moon sword, and, the guys were about to fight, but then they pressed a button that was on their sword and it went together and the sun guy became a cop and the moon guy was like OK what's what happens now and then the moon no the sun guy came back and was like I don't even know what's going on and that's when you find out that his father was one of the people who died from going through that water and that it really affected him and that he tried to commit suicide when he walked through the water so that he could be with his father and that's when he asked me if his father's waiting for him on the other side and that's when he takes off his mask then you can see that he has like bubbling blisters, but you could only assume is from the water which doesn't make sense because it didn't happen to anybody else so it could've been for something else as Wellit's kind of an open ended thing

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in this convenience store waiting to buy something. I was conversing with the the female employee working behind the glass. We were talking about different movies and she recommended this movie called Design Impact or Design something. I was trying to entering it in my phone as a note. Some of the letters on the phone's digital keyboard would not work. I tried to do voice to text, but it was too much background noise for the phone assistant to hear me clearly. Two African American ladies were in the store ahead of me in line and they were talking back and forth. I was listening to them, looking and smiling so they knew I was overhearing their conversation and enjoying what they were saying. At one point they brought me into their conversation. I just said a couple nice things so it was a playful and friendly exchange amongst strangers. I said the first friend was pretty funny and the other lady asked me if I thought the first friend was attractive. She was not my type. She was average looking, overweight, she wore braces on her teeth and she was a few years within my age. With confidence I politely said she's gorgeous. I wanted to make her feel good. My boss walked into the convenience store with my stepdad who passed away in April of 2023. I like my boss, but I do not particularly enjoy reporting to her because she is so indecisive and makes decisions based on how the outcome of how it will make her look. I suspect she is probably a narcissist. My stepdad had on a blue suit, white shirt and red tie. My stepdad was nearly blind when he died. The sclera, white part of his eyes were yellow before he died and he could only see large blobs of shapes and nothing in detail. In my dream his scleras were white and there was no cloudy film over his eyes. In my dream he could see like his eyes were young and healed. I was surprised to see him, especially with my boss. I said, hey what are you doing here? The three of us talked for a bit and then my stepdad said he was ready to go home. So exited the convenience store and we were walking together to the car. He was going to ride with me and I asked him if he wanted to go with me to wash the Jeep first. He said no he just wanted to go home.