22 Aug 2024
Dream
In a seaside hotel
It looks like a replica of the Broadway zone in Tokyo Disney Sea
Getting across the golden bridge via walk because why not with my dad
Hanging and doing acrobatics on the ledge, beyond the guardrails
Getting across to the Broadway area and walking into a vintage dress shop in a brick-made building
Fancy, eclectic and kinda 20-50’s in style
Lots of floral lamps, fruit motifs and a later variation/diversion from of art nouveau motifs scattered around the place
Curtsying the owner of the shop, a wonderful, charming middle-old aged madam after my fatehr greets her and they have a little chit chat(my father says that we’re here to get me some new shoes that goes with the dress too, that it was about time)
The madam compliments and says stuff like what a charming young lady or whatever
I’m sifting through and trying on lots of flowery/vintage, rich-in-fruit-motifs type dresses and pants(frilly short pantsuits and short-pant overalls too)
We get a leather shoes to go with it, Mary Jane
We get back to the hotel room
Now a different storyline, in the same hotel room
Nice room, framed little paintings on the wall
I’m looking at myself in the mirror and I see my belly big and covered in spider fur(my belly looks like a pregnant spider’s)
Getting unsettled
Scene changes, some images of bird’s-eye panoramic shots of some chinese/Japanese misty mountains and forests that look like a few locations from my favorite historical danmei-based donghua(Mo Dao Zu Shi), and the one alleyway I took in Sanneizaka with a lot of pottery markets, galleries and a cafe that incorporates traditional teahouse’s style, red momiji trees and wooden hinoki tables, cobblestone paths and shishiodoshi
And the bamboo forest iori(pavilion) I’ve seen in another dream
Now I’m in a stone-made room, rose window
A bit like a monastery’s rooftop room but make it more extravagant
I’m on the bed, feeling woozy and like I’m on morphine
Baby trapping, the spider belly thing was an actual pregnancy, and I’m carrying it
Tartaglia from Genshin Impact is the ‘husband’(the baby ‘trapper’ although I doubt that he’s the one who put the spider baby in there)
He’s not around, and so there’s a white, light-made silhouette of a breaten, battered child that’s staggering and cowering as they enter the room crawling, despite being beaten or kicked out every time they are spotted by Tartaglia or me(whenever I can move or have the energy to throw or use something to attack them out of reflex, fright and fear of intruders otherwise)
Seems like they want to be acknowledged
I don’t beat it and let it come in, staring down at it as it looks at me expectantly but hesitantly(they don’t have a face nor bodily features, it’s literally just a silhouette made of light)
