18 Jul 2024
Dream
I had a few separate dreams, the first one I was chilling out with an old high school friend her name is Nayana. We were in my apartment late at night, and she said she’s about to go to work which I was a bit surprised as it’s late then she said they have come late sometimes and night shifts that she doesn’t have much control of, I asked what’s her job to which she said is a stripper. I didn’t judge her for it but I realize she has lots of nice clothes and stuff so it makes sense, I couldn’t help but to still admire her and aspire being gorgeous just like her.
In another dream, I was home using the bathroom to where I heard a knock and my mother’s ex fiancée was there asking if I wanted anything from the grocery store as they were going grocery shopping that day, I was feeling not so happy because it’s been over a year since he’s moved out, me and my mom both seen his true colors and immaturity so seeing him back here was triggering especially because he used to unintentionally do stuff that annoys me.
I was with a group of people in front my apartment building, and were trying to fit in the car so someone came up with the idea to let smaller people in first and I’m pretty small but he said not enough apparently. I said that I’m only 115 lbs, I kinda started flexing by saying model agency who are looking for skinny models would consider me. It was probably cold that day since we’re dressed warm, plus it was cloudy and rainy a bit.
