23 Jul 2024
Dream
I had this dream that I was driving in a truck with my daughter and we were going up to the mountains and we're going off in this embankment and I remember we're stuck on this like cliff thing I went out to fix the truck and try to gauge how difficult it would be to drive off of the little embankment thing and try to get back on the road and I determined it was pretty risky and then when I looked in the back of the truck I saw all these brand new pairs of sneakers that belonged to my youngest son's father. I was confused about why I had all of them but I wanted to go through the rest of the stuff in the truck but I waited. I eventually got us down driving down and I realized that I had been going away that was way more difficult than it needed to be. I suddenly realized where we were and everything became clear and I started to go that route but I kept veering off the sides of the road and eventually I fell off the side of this embankment again but then I was able to control and I knew that I was dreaming and it turned into a lucid dream so I was able to control the truck as it flew. Then we ended up at this cabin, but throughout the journey I realized that there was something stalking me, some sort of predator. When I got to the cabin, I realized it was the cabin that belongs to my youngest son's father, whose truck I had. His brother was there in waking life, he's an attorney, but in this dream he was an anthropologist. I was asking him how big the bears were in that area because there was this big giant bear who changed form throughout the dream as it was pursuing me. It had changed to a giant lion or saber-toothed cat type creature and also to a extra large gorilla type Bigfoot like creature or a Yeti. Either way, it was some sort of large mythological creature that lives in colder climates. At one point in the dream, I was changing my daughter's diaper. My daughter's normally nine, but in the dream she was a small baby. And I got baby poop on the comforter of my youngest son's parent's bed. No matter how many baby wipes I used, I couldn't get it off all the way, and I was trying to get it clean before they noticed. I went outside and there's this big structure and it was like a fire pit area but it wasn't made by man it was inhuman for some reason and we were discussing whether or not we thought it was like some sort of offering fire or if it was a fire to make food but it was made by this creature and it was all these jagged rocks and these stones and wood pieces that were sticking out from the rocks and various piles I believe that there was it was 3 rows of four wood piles across, the jagged wood sticking straight out like spikes being held together by heavy stones. I had the feeling of being pursued throughout the whole dream like prey and I knew that there is a predator lurking just beyond the eyesight everywhere I go I'd see the silhouette and the tree lines or I could feel it staring at me through the windows I would try to be still because you can only see the silhouette. At one point I was on the toilet seat in the bathroom of this cabin and this large saber-toothed type cat comes in from above into the shower and I could only see it through the shower glass and I'm terrified as its large body starts to fill up the shower stall and then it makes eye contact with me. At some point I was with my baby's dad's mom and we were back talking about that fire area that the mythical creature had made and there was a ski lift and I remember the ski lift start to move but we weren't trying to go on the actual ski lift we were just trying to sit on there to rest. So she showed me how to hold on and and jump onto the other bars and wait and climb up so that we didn't get taken by the ski lift all the way around. I didn't know if I was gonna be holding on tight enough and I was scare but o made it. I also kept returning to a closet in the cabin in the dream and inside of the closet there was these clothes that belonged to me and belonged to my daughter and belonged to the father of my son and all these clothes were very nice and I recognized them and I miss them but they were all too small for us or slightly outdated and I wanted to take some of them with me because they were so nice but they just didn't fit any of us anymore. In the end when I finally was caught by these mythical creatures they ended up being more like gorillas or Bigfoot or Yeti type things but they weren't scary they were dressed in human clothes and had human type personalities and they were laughing because the whole time they weren't even really trying to pursue me in a predatory way and I was just assuming that and making assumptions because of the fact that they were these large mythical creatures. In the end, I felt silly and safe and wasn't afraid to go with them for some reason.
