Wallet

28 Jul 2024

Dream

I don't remember the order these events happened in during the dream, so I'm just putting down what I remember. I was climbing up a rocky mountain that had stone steps, but they were so steep that I had to climb up them with my legs and hands. When I got close to the top, the stairs above me pulled away from the mountain, so I stopped drying to climb, but pulled myself up enough to peek over the top and saw the ocean on the other side. As I started moving back down, I saw a few bears on the ground below attacking a goat, the goat escaped and managed to leap up the stairs next to me and bounced over me up to the top. Then in another part of the dream, I was at a gym with a bunch of acquaintances. I had mentioned I was coming back after taking a hiatus due to financial concerns and stressor. One of my acquaintances opened a little drawer in a locker and pulled out some currency, which was from all different countries. She said it was a gift. I cried and hugged her, tucking the money into a hidden pouch in my wallet and then inside my purse. Then, since we were going to workout, I put my purse in my locker, hiding it under clothes. We went out to join the rest of the exercise class and after only 10 minutes, I had to take a break. I went back to my locker and realized my purse was missing. I alerted the facility and people started helping me search. At one point, we opened a closet and found 2 people smoking meth in it, their skin was blistered and cracked. They said they saw a guy go to my locker and run off. I asked the security to review the camera footage and they were able to see the guy doing it, but no one could find him. I started crying, explaining that my purse had my money, my keys, my wallet, my social security cards, my whole life was in it. I woke myself up after that because I could tell there was resolution and I needed to wake up to remind myself that it wasn't reality. The dream was very vibrant and felt very real.

20 Jul 2024

Dream

Today I rarely remember my dream, I felt like I had multiple ones. The first one was me in a restaurant, i was in a group with a bunch of people I do not know, the chef told us we won a free birthday cake, we were able to go back in the kitchen to watch how she makes our prize. But every moment the group of people I was around would bully the chef, saying how wrong she's doing, how bad the ingredients are and just mocking her work. I would try to defend this chef saying to trust the process or to just wait. Until she started using eyeglasses case to mold her brownies. After that I started telling the chef thats unhygienic and shouldn't be doing that. I was able to taste one of the treats she made but they were not very tasty. Next dream was me wanting to go to the mall. I wanted to go at a gaming store and see something new but I forgot my wallet. I couldn't find the entrance unless I walked alot which I did, I got to a ramp going downwards that would show me a glass door with some characters printed on top of it. I pushed the door and noticed I was at an underground floor in the mall. I stumbled across some teenagers who were laying on the floor onto of eachother kissing. I awkwardly announced my presence saying "excuse me" and they stopped and said "you have been excused" I walked away and found some rock stairs that were unstable, I climbed them until I got scared and ran back down. I used the ramp stairs instead. I got to a book shop and got stopped by this random tiktoker who was showing me a book, told me if I don't feel shame in reading this out loud I win something. I did and they were like whaaat how were u able to power through and I'm like idk, I started looking at other books a the person at the book shop had a Registry of myself and described out loud how I described myself. I saw my ex friend in the book shop but I tried ignoring them. Some woman showed up which I could guess I was hanging out with them because they were trying to find me and tell me I had to go. Next dream was that I was with a friend whom I don't remember, we went to this place that was known to be unsafe. It was like a maze but shaped as a hospital. We had to go find a key and while we were walking we came across a kid that was holding the hand of a corpse. It was acting like it didn't know it was dead and trying to drag it's body with them. We didn't have the heart to tell them so we just smiled as we passed by, we would come across different shapes representing the child and the corpse. Like a baby orange holding on a half cut orange, still weirded put we continued walking, we got to the room we needed and found a key, a goblin came out of nowhere with a knife and started chasing us. I got knifed on the front of my shoulder but I had 2 hearts remaining (like a videogame) we ran down the hallway and got to the end, we used the key and got out of there. Unsure what happened we just thought it was a game

15 Jul 2024

Dream

So this nightmare seem to take place when I was in high school. It seemed I was with a boyfriend that I obviously didn’t know very well or didn’t feel very safe with and we stopped at his friend’s house and we all went inside. him and his friends went into a bedroom And I noticed what I’m assuming is his friends little sister was getting ready to leave. She asked her mom for some money and the keys to the car and I thought that was going to be my way out of there. as she’s getting into the car, she has a couple friends with her, and I just jump into the backseat, I say please take me home. I will give you $10 and she says OK no problem. We start to drive away and we’re in the car for a little while and I noticed that we’re not heading towards my house. she asks me for my wallet and I just tried to give her the $10 and she starts laughing at me, she grabs my wallet out of my hands and takes all the money out of it and throws the wallet back at me and it lands on the floor. I just grab it and put it back into my purse. I’m trying to tell them the directions to my house, but they’re not listening, they are young. They’re out to have a good time and it seems like they’re out to mess with me. They end up going to some kind of drive-through amusement park. I don’t know how to explain it. but as we drive up, they pay the lady in the booth with the money from my wallet for us to drive through this Amusement park. I’m getting nervous because they are drinking and they are doing drugs and I know that I somehow someway have to get out of this car. I’m making the decision that as we are exiting the amusement park I’ll jump out at the ticket booth and just ask that lady to use the phone to call my parents to come and get me, And that’s exactly what I do. I jump out of the car and the kids just keep on driving and laughing as they go. I asked the lady to use her phone and she lets me into the ticket booth, but the phone is like nothing I’ve ever used before and she’s trying to explain it to me, how to dial the rotary phone but there’s no actual numbers on it and I’m begging her to please just put in the number please. I just wanna call my parents to come get me and she starts laughing very sinisterly and I know once again that I’m in trouble. That she also does not want to see me get home safely. so there is another car pulling up to this amusement park to go through it and she looks at me and she says. oh my God, it’s my boss and he’s not a good man we’ve got to run so I start running with her into some kind of fielded wooded area and I am following pretty close by her but then she gets a lead on me. I can see her circle back towards the ticket booth and in front of me I see that there is a camp of homeless men Around a fire and I feel like that might be even more trouble because it’s in a scary wooded area where there’s no other people. so I circle around and follow the girl back to the ticket booth area, which is at least on the street, even though it’s in the bad side of town. However, instead of following her to the ticket booth, I start running towards the downtown area. The car that had pulled up to the ticket booth prior, before we had started running from It, had two men in it. There was one guy talking to the girl at the ticket booth, and the other guy had his eyes on me, the guy at the ticket booth yells to his friend no she ain’t worth it, Leave her alone and let her go. when I get to the downtown area. It is dead. All the businesses are closed and I am scared. I have no idea how I’m gonna get home and then I’ll wake up.

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was with the guy I’m seeing and his friend. And the guy that I’m seeing became a very successful person. He had riches. And he pulled out some money and started handing it to us. He handed me some stacks of money to put in my wallet. I almost didn’t accept it at first. He said “this all for you, I got plenty trust me.” And he was so happy that he was able to give that to me. and I admired him for his generosity.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I was living in this unfamiliar shack-like house with my abusive ex-boyfriend. There was this unfamiliar friend or neighbor with whom we were friends. It seemed like he was primarily a friend of mine, and my ex tolerated him. One day money was really tight, and my friend had a safe with a few dollars that my friend gave me access to. One day, while my friend was out of town, I took some cash from my friend’s safe cause I needed the money for something urgent. I think it was to pay some bills, and I was low on cash. Sometime later, one million dollars was deposited into my account somehow. I don't know how or why, but it seemed like a blessing. My abusive ex knew about the money deposit before me. It was like he had access to my money somehow, which gave me this feeling of our waking life relationship where he didn't have manual access to my accounts but, towards the end of the relationship, pressured me to get a joint account with him, which thankfully I left him before we ever got that account. Whenever I got paid, he saw it as we got paid. He manipulative forced me to use my money to support and take care of him throughout our entire relationship. In the dream, I was still the breadwinner, and my ex was still financially taking advantage of me. Anywho, after I learned of the one million deposit, I checked with the bank to let them know I didn't deposit the money and what would be the repercussions if I used it, and they assured me if it wasn't meant for me, their insurance would take care of it. When I returned to the house, this unfamiliar friend came over and told me he needed help. My ex had my wallet for some reason, but I told him to give him money; I repaid him for what I used from his safe and plenty more in his time of need. My ex sneered at him and thought of him as a user while he handed him the money. But I wanted to help my friend, especially after using some of the money from the safe. I felt good after I gave him the money, and he was very thankful. Later on, I started packing up to leave. I didn't have much to pack, just one bag and a few things. While I was packing, I knew I wasn’t going to come back. My ex didn’t realize it and thought I was leaving for a little bit. But with this new money in my account, I felt more empowered and free; I was officially getting out of there. My ex was building something around the house while I was packing up my belongings. I remember the house being very broken down and only having one room. It was like shack-like. When I was ready to go, I went to my ex, who told me to give me my wallet. He handed over half of my wallet. I told him to give me all my wallet, including my debit card with the money in it. He handed it over, and I remember that he looked very despondent. I grabbed my wallet and checked that I had everything before I left. I don't remember seeing me leaving, but somehow, I knew that I did and that I would never return to this broken-down house or back with my abusive ex.