Walking

27 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream where my big brother had a big accident with our mom and ended up being stuck in a wheelchair for the rest of his life. Some people including me had to help him sometimes for little things he always said he could do it himself and wanted to prove everyone he was strong no matter the outcome. The only time he needs help is when they’re stairs, getting into and out of his bed and reaching high places. Weve been living with our stepfather since the accident and keeps making jokes about how he has to stay in the wheelchair the whole time, he got sick of taking care of us and gave us to some family friends. They were nice once in awhile but a huge pain and always yelled at us if we didn’t do something they asked us to do right, but they fed us nice food and made sure we got to bring all of our stuff over to their place. They live in a small apartment that had some terrible looking walls and two bedrooms so I had to share with my big brother, they also had a mini backyard as well. Sometimes I slept with big brother when I got nightmares what happened with mom and couldn’t fall back asleep until he calmed me down. We went to school everyday and people weren’t too bad about him being in a wheelchair because there were others as well and they’d get into very deep trouble if so. School was fun it let us have some space to move around other than the tiny apartment. The next day I accidentally fell down the stairs and had to go to the hospital they said I had to stay in a wheelchair for a month so I was devastated but kinda happy too to see how it was like for big brother. One day our caretakers told us that they found a place to move into that was bigger and easier for us to move around and they also said that we would be able to get our own rooms. After the month was over my spine was all rested and fixed. We were so excited about the move I went up into our little attic with a little help of my big brother pushing me up to grab our stuff from our old home and found something strange I didn’t know we had so I brought it down to show my big brother and he was confused as well we opened it up and it said to read the words out loud that were in the book. We read it and then it started glowing which scared both of us. All of a sudden big brother was standing for the first time in 4 years, he was a little wobbly at first so I caught him a bit cause he was bigger than me. We got out of the bedroom and our caretakers were very confused, they said how in the world are you standing the hospital told us you wouldn’t be able to stand for the rest of your lifetime. We had no clue and told them about the book. They were shocked but thought it would be a lot easier to pack our things in our vehicle with him since he was strong and had big muscles. A lot of people at school had their mouths wide open and I was stuck to him like glue, most people say that I’m too much with him that it’s strange and sometimes looks like we are dating but I don’t care he’s my emotional support “animal”. We all were happy that he could walk again and he was worried it might go away on him, I told him that I think it’s going to stay forever. When we ended up at our knew home we were scared it would look like the old place just a little bit bigger but it ended up being a lot different than we thought. We had a lot of money saved up from working at a convenience store near by our old place because we wanted to get big brother an electric wheelchair that would be easier on him and we didn’t know what to do with it now.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I was starting my course at university. It was the first day and I was finding out about the course. I found out that we had to do a test that I didn't understand the point of. For the test we had to answer a question but the answer only had to mean yes or no but had to be presented as an essay. I didn't understand the point of it so I was trying to tell the teacher that I don't understand but he wasn't listening to me. When I left the class I felt that I didn't want to do the course anymore because it was stupid. I went on a walk around campus and I ended up climbing up some hills but it was misty so I couldn't see the skyline very far. When I was walking back I walked near some shops and the library. Some girl came up to me and asked me if I wanted to meet in the evening. I said yes then I laid down ont he bench. When I was laying there two Asian girls laid down besides me and they started stroking me hair and asked me if I wanted to meet with them in the evening. I thought they were really attractive so I said yes and they left but then I felt bad because I said to both the girls that I would meet them and I couldn't meet them all at once but I wanted to see them all because they were all attractive.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was visiting some place that was very, very snowy and cold. I was with my ex-husband and his family, and we were supposed to put on these huge boots to track across the snow and see the scenery. And for some reason, I had on slippers. and you were supposed to wear tennis shoes inside these huge boots but apparently I didn't have any I'm not sure why and so I started throwing a fit and saying I didn't want to go I didn't want to be out in the deep snow I didn't want to be cold and that I would just wait and then the guide or instructor was like shaming me and telling my me I had to go and so was They told me I wouldn't be able to stand up in these boots if I didn't have the proper tennis shoes and yet they were making me go out in the snow. So at some point I did go out in the snow and actually I was walking around just fine so I was kind of smug about that. And then I decided I was going to get my way and so I walked right back into the little cabin thing and took off the big boots and went to bed and later my ex-husband came in and was really mad at me and my ex-father-in-law was also telling me how I should have stuck with it.my ex-husband

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I was working in an office environment, happy and content and collaborative when a young boy was dropped off who is too young to speak. He spent some time with different people, but eventually him and I began Paul around. It was a sweet boy and he was not able to speak Because he was so young. He listened well and was quiet and was a good boy. Nobody knew where he came from. In fact now I remember he was an infant when he arrived and he was in the clothes of deceased brothers. Everybody was concerned how he got the clothes. He knew where he came from. I can still see his sweet little face. Moving about the office and I taken a walk or two to stretch my legs before he arrived. He and I grew very close together and somehow he grew very very tall taller than me and walking around and I heard from somebody that he said, something that sounded like a rose. I kept saying it to him hoping that would get him to register where he came from. I felt like he loved me and I loved him like a mother and child and eventually he said “no ya mose” I said I don’t understand. He said give me a second. I’ll be right back at this point. I got it cleared with the front desk or person in charge that I can take him on a walk. I said I’ll be right here in the front office, but for some reason, I started to walk this pacing outside the building. I ended up crossing the street somewhat awkwardly because I was wearing black flats with white socks and trousers. The shoes were coming on and off and the trousers were getting in the socks. Cross the street and pacing the other side of the street I guess I got about a block up and all of a sudden I was hijacked. One man grabbed me and another came up with the gun. They were yelling somewhat because they had face masks and went to anybody, but it was extremely scary. I remember telling myself to stay calm but I think my hair or something almost like they had off the ground, but they had complete control over me. They seem to be wearing clothes or something. They look dirty and shuffle angry and I was afraid for my life and I woke up instantly.

17 Aug 2024

Dream

This dream was set in my high school, a mix between the Q block where my history classes were and the library. I didn’t ‘attend school’ as I was talking about the teachers and my experiences there in the past tense but I’m not sure why I was at the school. I was talking to my old music teacher, a teacher I don’t recognise but ‘thinks attractive’, a teacher who resembles Max Minghella and a teacher from my primary school. I was heavily flirting with the first 2 teachers, simultaneously trying to get their numbers or make them give it to me. They were flirting back. There were papers all over the floor and my left foot slipped on one and twisted out my knee. I winced in pain and sat down trying to get it to stop hurting. The teacher from my primary school (Mr Hodge but MUCH younger) came over to try help me stretch it out. It was a really awkward way to do it but I didn’t say anything. It felt a little better and my music teacher (Mrs Watson, whom didn’t like anyone at school but was really nice in this dream) asked what was wrong. I told her how I had an ACL reconstruction when I was 21 and sometimes it plays up. She replied asking if I was sure they fixed it and I laughed and said I hope so. I pointed to her shirt and asked her how well were the sea eagles going. She was wearing a manly sea eagles 2008 premiers shirt, and she remembered I went for them as well. We chatted about how the eagles were looking really good for finals and I was so keen I’ve already bought grand final tickets. I then went back to flirting a little with the teachers and one of them gave me their number for something else before I had to leave to meet Larni. I left and as I was walking home, past Cole’s I saw my little sister and mum also walking and caught up with them. Talked about the day and as I turned the corner Larni jumped out excitedly. I said hey and we continue walking when a school bus went past with one of the teachers I was trying to flirt with. I then got a text message but I can’t remember what it said. As I looked up from my phone I noticed a fight was breaking out with some younger kids at the train station. One had thrown the other off the bus and then started punching him harder. I walked over, the kids seemed no older then 5-6 but acted as if they were 18-19. I tried breaking it up and separating them when one of the boys ran at me as if to try to fight me. I put my hand up and said no before waking up.

14 Aug 2024

Dream

Had a dream I was headed to work. I was driving a route that was unfamiliar. It was a straight shot. I stopped on the same road at a store. After work, I was walking to my car on the same road. However I couldn’t find it. The road began to be unfamiliar. I kept looking at the street signs but the names were different. I did stop to ask someone. They told me I was close by but still couldn’t find it. As i continued to walk, I saw individuals in the next block walking in my direction. One was a young kid. He had a gun. I heard the gun click. I started to look for cover. There were gunshots. Next, there were sirens and President Obama was giving a press statement. After watching, I began to walk to find my car again. Obama was walking behind me to get back to the White House. I could hear him talk with his team about how senseless the murder was

14 Aug 2024

Dream

So uhh it was a really short dream so i chouldnt remmber much. So, we were on a house our aunt made a rule where i cant walk, and i fogot the second rule. My uncle's rule were to not go on the other room. But anyway, i completely ingore the rules, bcz i cant think without walking. (Uhh ingore where in irl, someone said to my mom that if have have a disorder cuz i walk too much🥲😭🙏.) i walked on other room and when i went on deeper on room it became like a tunnel so i just walked and the door somehow got locked and i got stuck there. I got teleported on a place where there flying bus or truck where people lives. And one of my roomates said, uhh i think she is her mother. Then my other roomates said "yep, they are " and then we looked outside

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at the house I grew up in. The house my cousin’s own. I do not remember who else was there with me beside my mom. We weren’t younger though, we were the same age as now though obviously momma was not dead since she was there. She left to go somewhere I cannot remember why. It had been a while since she left and I left too to try and find her. I walked towards white river junction from where we lived in Hartford Village. I got all the way to the intersection where the co-op is. The same intersection where I lost my brakes on the suburban in the other dream. I never ran into her all the way there. I turned back and headed toward the house. I don’t remember why but I remember feeling as though I needed to get back to the house. I got one block back towards the house in front of legendary auto mart, and I looked down and my dog Thezo was suddenly there walking with me without a leash but behaving as though he was trained off leash. I woke up before anything else could happen.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream about getting ready to go to a party and I was in my PJs and I was charging my phone I saw my friend Jonathan and I was confused about why he was there but it turns out there were lots of people in the house and there was a party at my house so I went outside and I saw my sister in a blue dress going outside the gate into my mom's car so I run and I say wait cuz I wanted to go but as I was holding on to the door she drives away u couldn't get in and I saw my cousin an electric scooter and I told her just hit me with it and she did and I was hit then I saw black and got up and just walked back in and I woke up

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in my bed,but it was moving like a car down this road and I was looking at the shops passing by,and then i started thinking about this spree killer I read about before falling asleep and entering this dream,his name is Wade Wilson,he’s known as the Deadpool killer,I was thinking about how I felt about all these girls going crazy about him not caring that he’s raped his exs and his girlfriends,how he beats women and killed two women. Just then my mom and dad tell me to stop the car but it was my bed so I pulled an imaginary clutch and it stopped. We went in this cafe and sat down,I was confused as there was no physical food but we were eating then it got me thinking about how my church always talked about how Important fruits of the spirits are. So I realized perhaps god was giving me a literal example. There were some who weren’t eating and some who were. These two guys around my age didn’t have a table so I gave them one and my mom says they can get their own and yells my name and calls me a slew of vulgar names,my dad joining in and when she reached down to get her food it was gone and my dad tried to but his was gone and the owner kicked them out but told me I could stay. I watched my parents leave and just continued eating. Then left the cafe , and noticed my bed was gone,and started walking home,my parents randomly started walking with me saying they couldn’t find the car that was actually my bed. We kept walking then up to a gas station then past the gas station up a hill. My mom struggled to climb the chain link fence so I helped her but when I did I heard my flesh. Sizzle like my flesh got burnt the sound filling my ears. Then one of the guys from earlier pulls me away and says those aren’t your parents. My parents faces shift into grotesque evil faces and I cling to the guy in fear.

8 Aug 2024

Dream

This was an actual nightmare. Literally can’t stop thinking about it. I was walking down the alley, I was ahead of three girls. There were four of us. I was walking us back to my apartment from being out socially. I noticed that they were really far behind me, at one point in my dream I said I’m gonna go, and turn to say bye to them , then in my dream one of the individuals from that group ran up to me, and she was walking slightly behind me the entire time, and I couldn’t really see her face. So we get to my apartment, no sooner were we in my apartment that I shut the door, and she sat down on a bucket. She was looking right at me. Then I started to feel uneasy in my dream, as if why did I let her follow me here? In my dream she began to throw up. She projectile vomited all over me. And in my dream, I realized I was an extreme danger. So when I went to go to the door to open it, she vomited, a projectile vomit all over the front door so I couldn’t get out. and then I looked at her and she looked really scary and ugly. And I woke up.

8 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my grandparent’s and my parent’s house. There were baby horses, many animals, I saved a tiny lézards I managed to keep in an aquarium with other tiny animals I saved. I told myself how amazing it was to follow the family lead and finally end up where I belong, like my parents did. A woman in the ancient time hit her head on a tree while happily walking, disappeared, gendered herself as a male and became normal again. It was really weird. Many old stories were told