Toddler

27 Jul 2024

Dream

I am in an unknown place and can’t find my way home. I am trying to get back to my toddler son and am desperate to find him. I have three cell phones but none work. I can’t find my purse or personal belongings. I feel isolated, lost and desperate.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a big store that looked like Walmart. There were a few familiar faces who apparently worked with me, one of them being an ex-friend named Rosa. As I was sorting SIM cards, I run into a guy and a small child (toddler). He looked very familiar, I knew him from somewhere. He says hi to me and he tells his little one to say hi as well. We have a conversation and he tells me that I am the mother of his little one. I got caught by surprise because I didn’t remember ever birthing any other child but my son Issac. He looked a little hurt and asked me if I didn’t remember a few years back when he got me pregnant. Suddenly, I got a flash of memories. In the memory, I remembered that we had a one night stand and had an accidental pregnancy. I let him know about the pregnancy and that I was going to abort. He begged me to keep his child and told me he would take full responsibility and not ask anything of me. He just really wanted a kid. I was hesitant of keeping the pregnancy but he kept insisting, so I decided to have the baby and give up my parental rights to him. When I had these memories, I felt extremely guilty that I had a child, gave him up and forgot about him. I went over, introduced myself to the boy and gave him a hug. He looked so much like his father and looked only a little bit older than Issac. I let dad know that I was sorry for forgetting about our child and that I wanted the opportunity to be in his life because he deserved to have a mother. He seemed surprised by it but was open to it and then they left. I started to think about how I was going to break the news to my family, Issac’s dad and all my loved ones. Nobody knew about the existence of this boy and I had forgotten about it myself. I wondered how I was able to block the memory out of my mind for so long. I knew I had to make things right, let all my loved ones know about “my first born” and make up for lost time with this boy.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at a campground with friends (I don’t know them in real life), and one of my friends had his toddler daughter with him that I was recording on my phone, and she saw a sleeping black bear that I thought was dead so i was loud and woke it up and it started chasing us and I dropped my phone. it was so vicious and big and it chased us into a declined soccer field that had walls to get up and we were all trying to run up the walls and run away as it chased us and it killed some of my friends and we were just running and I finally made it out and jumped into my friend’s car but he kicked me out and I was all alone and scared so I ran to the road but was lost

3 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I was in a friend's house, and there was a prince. We were waiting to see who the prince was going to pick to marry, but he spent a lot of time with me. And then my ex came with a baby I didn't recognize and we were all driving together and my sister was with us and then the baby kept crying and in between being with the baby and my ex, I was at this house with the prince who was watching TV with me and getting cozy with me. At one point, he came to get me because he didn't want to sleep alone, and then we met a neighbor whose mom was very mean and controlling of him, and she would argue with people, and I stood up to her. When she fought with me and called me names, it was rather aggressive. Then I dreamed my teeth were loose and I was taking them out and putting them in little baggies to take to the dentist. And I kept accidentally dropping them. But then I put them all in the bag and then in the dream the prince also lost some teeth but he turned into a toddler and then turned back into an adult. And then I was on the set for Criminal Minds, and they were starting a new investigative unit, and we were saying goodbye to the old members of the behavioral analysis unit. And then I was thinking about my teeth and how I needed to have better dental health and sharing some soft foods with my friends and my jaw where the teeth fell out fused so that there were no spaces anymore but the teeth were there. and then my sister started complaining about my ex-husband and the baby that we didn't know because they were very loud and being not quiet and the baby wouldn't sleep And then I was talking to my first ex-husband's family and we were talking about how on the first date he brought me to the house to hang out and how that was a red flag.