Throat

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m at a party, a big family reunion or high school reunion. I get a phone call from my boss but I can’t hear him because it’s too loud and the cell service keeps going out so I tell him I have to call him back tomorrow. There are kids there and also people drinking. I have a really bad sore throat that’s swollen and makes it difficult to swallow so someone finds a doctor at the party and he swabs my throat and sends it to get tested and it come back positive for pseudomonas. I’m reassured that I can still go to work but another doctor looks in my throat and says there’s a Christmas tree at the back of my throat. I go around colllecting my things from the party- clothes, shoes, an iPad. I get the feeling I’m not welcome at the party, not because I’m sick but because I simply don’t belong.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I see everything wrapped in plastic wrap, layered several times on top of itself over and over, and everything has a blue hue, then it turns to a green hue. Homer Simpson is twice the size of a Macy's parade balloon, roaming the earth which is now a large glazed donut, which we are on the edge closest to the hole in the middle and we're never going to be able to see his feet. The deities are speaking to be through messages in cloud formations, tree branch placement, and lighting, and I'm hearing the thoughts of animals that seem to have no fear of me and instinctually approach me as a safe space; even a wasp. I'm then able to feel a presence in my throat, and it feels as though it's trying to break through, making it difficult to breathe and swallow. Then I'm hearing two of myself when I speak, but when I try to get evidence, my electronics all fail. I make an appointment to see a dermatologist about a cyst that's grown exponentially over about two years, but when I wake up the next day, I notice someone has rescheduled the appointment to a different day to try and trick me into missing my original one, and I begin to think I have a presence inside the cyst. The more attention I get for the cyst on social media, the stronger I feel this presence.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream where it was my sister Athie , my cousin Steven , my other cousin Donnell, & a “friend” of my sisters and we all was hanging out and we left to go to the air b&b to “call it a night” . The day started off so smooth and we all was chilling and having drinks and having a good time and then we left for groceries at the store and the that’s when my stomach turned , my sister was going to go shower when we * as in we I mean the “friend” Donnell & Steven & i * was in the kitchen when i heard a scream ; the “friend” said “ i heard Athie scream i think someone broke into the window” * as i was helping her putt away the ice cream* i ran the the bathroom to find another girl who did something to Athie because she was holding her throat ^athie was holding her throat^ and i hit the girl and she went down she said that she was that “friends” ‘friend’ . And i didn’t leave my sisters side and then i woke up ..

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I heard Luke (6 years old) outside screaming “stop it” When I went to check on him, he was on the front steps being pinned down. A 13 year old girl was punching him in the face while her twin brother held him down with his foot on his throat. (Both were identical, blonde, skinny, cocky) I chased them into the back yard and caught the girl. I held her face in a muddy puddle that coincidentally had animal feces in it. I wanted to drown her. Her brother tried to double team me and I told him, “back off, you’re next.” He abandoned his sister and ran. I held the girl’s face in the mud and told her that if I see her again I’d show her what a real psychopath is. I got Luke inside and told him not to go back out without at least one adult. I woke up in fight or flight mode. I was scared and furious.

2 Jul 2024

Dream

noticed there was something suck in my throat so i started searching in my mouth and found what i think was mussel tissue from my throat. i started to pull this out of my throat when i noticed it kept going. when i reached the end of it i pulled out a long string and a huge clump of i don’t know what but it definitely felt like it was apart of my body. i just remember thinking how much of shock i was in to have pulled that out of me. i didn’t even let myself look at what had came out. i quickly just covered whatever came out of me in paper towels and freaking out before waking up