Storm

29 Aug 2024

Dream

I was laying down on the couch in my old childhood home. There was a storm coming of rainbow eating bugs. It was cold out and I stayed on the couch watching the news about the storm. I had a few cats and a baby piglet. My brother walked in and said to me "I'm sorry I left you alone with the animals."

29 Aug 2024

Dream

I slept walked and wrote a poem in my sleep. The poem said "I found my soul lost at sea; I learned to swim to rescue me; I survived the storm and learned to fly; so now I stay above the tide. If the storm comes back, I will fly away; I will never lose myself again."

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I was back at the elementary school I went to with my boyfriend and we had twin girls with us, they were just babies and it started raining so my boyfriend and I went inside the school. My sister was there waiting for us in the gym with her son and her new boyfriend, and she said that everyone is waiting for us on the top floor of the school. We went upstairs to see my mom, my two cousins, and their partners waiting for us. My cousin told me there was something outside I had to see, so I ran outside in the rain down to the playground to see whatever it was, just to realize that the playground was not at all the same as it was when we went inside. Everyone followed me outside after I ran down there, and my boyfriend called me to remind me to be careful, I have a broken foot and didn't bring my crutches, so I looked down and saw that my foot was suddenly broken and wrapped up in a boot. When I looked back up everyone was there with me, but my daughters were out of their stroller on the ground and I was trying to pick them back up before the storm came. One of my cousins pointed up at the sky and said we need to get out of there, the wind was blowing so hard it looked like the trees were gonna fall down around us, so I jumped down to the ground to put my daughters back in their stroller while my boyfriend buckled them into it and he picked me up off the ground once they were in there. Everyone took off running without me, and they started yelling at me to hurry up and get out of there, so I took off running again, but when I got to the top of the hill I remembered that my foot was broken and fell down in pain. When I fell I suddenly had the twins stroller in my hands and knocked them over, everyone ran back to save them but just left me laying there as they all ran back inside the school.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt of being at a high school as as an adult and attended with my parents. I was eating a chorizo sausage in a toasted bun. My parents were eating the same. The weather was bleak, and stormy, starting to rain. The whole time I was there I was nervous and anxious to see Heather. It was some sort of function involving the entire staff from my previous place of employment. The owner if the business, Ian Henry was working with eme preparing a speech to thank me for my work and effort, only for him to be reminded the speech he was writing wasn't for me and I was no longer an employee of his. He didn't apologise and just walked away like I didn't exist.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a house and it was storming outside. I saw a tornado forming and warned people in house to get into basement. It was like some listened but others were ignoring me. The house was mostly destroyed by a series of tornados

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I was sleeping in my room when my brother came in suddenly and turned on the tv. It royally angered me. I told him to get out but he wouldn’t leave. I fought him to leave then I wanted to go back to sleep. Then my mom yelled at me and told me to let him. I was very angry. Then I was growing increasingly more violent as I was getting more angry that I wasn’t being heard and having my boundaries respected. My brother swapped my dresser for a smaller one. I was about to punch my younger brother but then didn’t as he’s not the one I’m upset with. I can’t remember much else other than storming out towards the end to yell at my mom but she wasn’t there and that was when I woke up

8 Aug 2024

Dream

I saw an opportunity to go back to Job Corp but this time I went back to get my GED. I met some girls we all stayed in an apartment building in New York. I barely got along with anyone and we just threw a party for everyone boys and girls. It was like your average party but some girl told me she had seen my ex Tywon talking to Sandra and they were going to the bedroom but I didn't care but after the party ended the supervisor of the apartment told me about it and the girls that I was cool with gossipped about me being an inconsiderate bitch because I didn't stop them from sleeping with my ex and I went to my supervisor calling her mom and crying apparently she adopted me and I never knew so I started crying and I told her what happened and she comforted me but went behind my back talking to the girls kinda laughing and shaking her head then pointed out who she seen Tywon with another female behind the building fucking her. I was confused but she laughed saying I should've kept him and I didn't like that so I glared at her and stormed off but when I went into the room my friend Sandra told me. “Hey Momma, I miss you, I'm tired now, Good night Mama.” I just pat her head as the dream dispersed quickly.

4 Aug 2024

Dream

I still had scary monsters in my nightmare that wanted to hurt me, but this time I shared a moment with all of my significant others. I had my own rv that I was staying in. It was a stormy night and I was scared. I was on the phone with them and they said that they loved me and coaxed me to go to sleep. I eventually did, and then woke up in my real bed!

3 Aug 2024

Dream

i dreamt that my best friend nova came over to my house and it was storming and raining and the wind was so loud that you could hear it blow through the house like the walls were made of straw, i felt an ominous sensation like something bad would happen but having nova there joking about how shitty my house was made me feel a little better, there was a hole in my ceiling somehow and nova was stressing about trying to fix it, it was night time the entire dream even when i went to sleep and once i woke up nova was gone, but there were new neighbors in my neighborhood and a group of kids in my age group came with them. i ignored them because i prefer to stay to myself, but in the dream i was trying to learn how to skate because my friend li started to teach me and i never got very far. so i'd go out at night and try to skate and those kids were always watching me and i didnt know why. they would try to talk to me and i'd say a few words then walk away because i wasn't interested in befriending them but i wanted to be cordial. one night i went out and one of the boys from the group came to talk to me. he seemed like a nice kid so i tried to engage in the conversation, i was walking as i talked though so he was following me, then once i was far away from my house i noticed the rest of the boys from the group were following me too, and among that group were 2 boys who have sexually assaulted me in the past suddenly i didnt feel safe so i tried to slowly walk away from them but they kept following me, then one of the boys who'd assaulted me said "hey why don't we all agree that we should just rape this bitch" and he grabbed me and i started screaming no and trying to fight him off me but there were about 5 or 6 guys including the one who i initially thought was a nice kid, he seemed like the youngest of the group so he was just going along with whatever they did and he seemed to have a crush on me so i guess in his mind he felt it would be convenient to follow after them. i kept screaming and crying then i woke up crying i was covered in sweat and my room felt like a volcano,, i fell back asleep a few moments later then there was a woman and she had swords all around her house and she told me i needed to learn to protect myself and that she'd teach me,, she let me start learning to fight with a sword by lending me a small dagger that she attached to a spear, i had a lot of fun training with her and gained an emotional attachment to her like a guardian figure, but every now and then i'd hear loud banging coming from a room in her house. one day the banging was the loudest it had ever been and she told me she'd be right back and it was probably best if i left, and that she'd called my mom to come pick me up. i stayed while she went into the room and i heard her talking to someone, she was telling them to calm down and that she would figure out a way to help them go back to who they were before, but then i heard her screaming, i went to see what happened and there was a monster i cant even describe and it had clawed through her chest and bit off her head, i ran to the other room and opened the window and ran, i kept running and i knew not to go back home because i didnt want to guide that thing to my house since it was only a few blocks away. i then remembered she told my mom to go there to pick me up and i started to panic thinking it would get to my mom, so i texted her urging her not to go to the house or go back home and to drive far away from there, and she said okay and i told her i was going to try and go to my boyfriends house since it was far away, but the thing kept chasing me, eventually i reached the city and some group of people caught the monster and killed it. i was already afraid and in shock so i still wanted to see my boyfriend so i kept going. eventually i somehow got stuck in a jail but not as a prisoner, the police told me in order to get out i had to go on a detour through the prison to get to the exit. while i walked through the prison i got catcalled and mocked by the prisoners and although the police "ordered" the prisoners not to touch me they'd still grope and harass me and it made me uncomfortable. the police told me i wasnt allowed to bring my shoes in so i left them at the door expecting them to give them back to me at the exit but once i got there they told me i wasn't supposed to leave them and that somebody probably had already took them by now. i was really upset because i'd worn my dcs with my bone attachments and those were my favorite shoes so i went back inside hoping to find them, but i got lost once i went back in

1 Aug 2024

Dream

I was trying to get to Italy for a vacation, and I was doing fine, I had a nice fast scooter to get me through the airport when I came to a long walkway with shoulder height rails extremely high in the air. I was freaking out because I felt like I couldn’t hold everything and ride my scooter or I would drop something over the edge or crash my bike into someone. I get off my bike and see my ex boyfriend Grant from high school and his mom. They are going to Italy as well. They ask me if I need help, and I tell them yes, I don’t know what to do about my scooter. They tell me to push my scooter and don’t ride it, put my stuff in a bag so I don’t drop it. I do it and I walk with them the whole way, and I get to the terminal and realize I left my scooter. I freak out, the scooter is so far away. I run through the crowds to get back to it. When I get to the outside rail, I see that it has come a thunder storm and I know I can’t go get it because the lightning could strike me on the metal railing with a metal scooter. I sit in the awning and cry, realizing I’ve missed my flight. A gentleman waiting under the awning comes to me and tells me don’t worry about my scooter, he got a complimentary one and accidentally left it one time, it happens often. He then showed me I might still have time to make my flight, but even if I don’t they have more flights going in the next few hours. I feel better and go back, ready to weave through the crowds and make it to the terminal again, feeling better and more secure in being able to hold my belongings, a little relieved I don’t have to bring the scooter.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

Me and my family are eating pizza inside while a storm is happening. I really just wanted to be outside and play in the pool but I can’t. I’m trapped inside. Later my dream changes, I’m in my local city. I wanna go down the block but I don’t want to walk. I take a bus, but as I’m on the bus I realize it’s the wrong one. We’re going further and further away from where I wanted to go. I then realize I don’t even have a bus pass like everyone else. The bus stops far away from my original destination, I’m in a whole new city. I manage to get off the bus without anyone noticing. I’m wandering around thinking about what to do. There’s no one I can call to take me back home. I go into a gas station to get some food and be inside. I didn’t wanna be outside in the dark. I struggle to get food, everything is out of place or empty. I try to talk to people but they’re no help. I’m stuck here.

24 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in my elementary school I got in trouble cps thing and I sat there in the principal waiting room and the lady at the front desk was screaming to be quiet. I remember when I was going home I saw zorro my dead dog I held him and I cried it turned out to be my birthday and zorro said he was hiding for when I needed him. I remember there was huge flashes in the sky like a lightning storm only it was too consistent and it was white not blue or any other color. You couldn’t hear thunder so I was confused but then my sister Emily who was driving the car said this is the end so I tried finding zorro and hugged him and my phone to text Gavin I loved him and I just remember seeing these shooting gun machine things and there was humans everywhere but we were forced to hate everything about earth by aliens. I had to sing in my dream and anything that sounded like loving earth they should get that weird machine thing to them.